He always is GREAT

When there seen no way in front of me.....
When i don't how to stand in such "terrible" condition....
He is the only one besides me.....
He is the one who prepare everything that i need to overcome it...
He is the one let me become brave to face what i have to face it after the incident...
When i was questioning myself "why all this happen on me?
whether i want to give up?"
He always use HIS words to turn my mind on HIM, brightened my mind....
Remind me, everything is control by Him...
He wont put a burden that is too heavy for me to carry on my shoulder....
What i can say is
"GOD ALWAYS IS GREAT".......

Christmastime~

Just now evangel share a christmas song to me~
i like dis song ...
cos it really nice to listen......

Christmas ...is coming soon...
yeppe....

Thankgiving!!!

Last week (wednesday onward) was trouble ad hard moments for me...
I run an urgent blood sample without checking the patient's name whether match with the lab number that given from dispatch boy. Not Only that, the result was sent to doctor as well...
This really big mistake.... My colleagues even did not trust me after dis big mistake... That time i been experience how it feel when u did not trust by other people.. that kind of feeling really suffer. Feeling that did not trust by people and guilty feeling caused me cant even concentrate in my work... i really wan find someone who can listen to me that time... i wan pour out my sadness that time... i still remember that time, i hardly compress my sadness, dun let other ppl knw dis... dun let other ppl c dis... my tear flow around my eyes... tears starting flow out but i try dun let it flow out...
From this incident, i can see that, when there have some trouble happen.. no one ll help u... they all still continue do their work... and i start experience what is call "REAL WORLD"...
Anyway, ....i sure i still can survive in future via power of God... He been promise me, wont let me alone to face single things... He always was the one who always carried me goes through all the difficult moments..
Although it hard time for me tht time, but God put my family beside me esp my sis...
wat she did on me (send a funny photo me, make me laugh) really make me felt warm....
Really thanks to my family and frenzs who beside me when i was in hard moments...
THANKS YOU.....

要幸福哦！！

很高兴听到你对我说的好消息。。。
过去的你为了他伤心难过。。。
现在得知道你找到自己的幸福。。
真的真的真得很高兴和安慰。。。
你永远都有我的祝福。。。
答应我。。。要幸福！！
有什么事别忘了告诉我。。。
我乐意借我的耳朵给你。。。
别自己一人面对。。。

失去。。。

看了新闻，总是会看到新闻是与死亡有关系。顿时站在死者的家人的立场来想，当时接到自己心爱的人离开的消息时，想必是一件很难接受的事情吧！！ 失去的感觉好可怕哦！！ 让我顿时好怀念我的婆婆。。。

Haemato Dpt

Time was goes on so fast..
i had been end up my training month...
i had been told i ll base on HAEMATO Department.....

Last Monday was my first day in this department...
and i was experience what i had been told by my frenz....
i was agree with them....
everyday, i need face with war in Haemato Department...
is a war between "Me and samples" that i need handle.....
Sometime i feel busy...
sometime i ll make mistake as well...
sometime i feel tired once finish my work....
sometime i fall in dilemma conditions...
BUt, i know this is call life...
and i have to get use to it...
overcome every challenge that in front of me.....

keep on move u steps ya~ su yi!!! = )

Missing everything in LIpis~~

Already long time i didn back to my hometown, a place that full of my sweet memories, a place that i was growth....dis weekend, i ll back to Lipis... really feel happy and excited... cant wait for weekend coming.... i wan meet all youth from youth fellowship...esp esther, joanne, mei ling...apart from dat, for sure, the most thing tht i miss was food that cook by my mother (need make a call to my mother for ordering food tht i wan to eat when i goin back lipis..keke..)

LIPIS, Here i come~!!!!!

mY convo photo

Finally, i collected all the photos that i taken during my convo.....
After convo, my frenzs and I start our own destination again in different places
No matter how, over here....
Thanks you all b my friends... and give me such sweet and wonderful memories....
LOve you all....
All the best for you all future....
Keep in Touch ya~~~

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1 day trip @ Seremban~

This is how Daniel look like when he eat lunch...!! Hoho...

Yea.. finish our breakfast.. "bao bao" already...

Results that achieved by Daniel~~

Hand itchy...what we do???
Haha... answer is -->Play with bowling...

Eat dinner at "Hoi Tong" after went back from Seremban....
see Smile happily...

Seremban 1 day trip--> suggestion from Ernest... is the 1st time i been there.. quite excited with this....Well, actually not bad had dis trip... at least can know what kind of environment that he study and stay now.... Not only that, can buy some "siew pao" and "xian dan shu" as gift for my frenzs.... hehe...

Haemato or Urine Dpt???

This week was last week for me stay and learn all those tests that available in Haemato Department. Haemato and Urine staffs were wonder which department i ll stay once i finish my one month training... either Haemato or Urine..

Well, for me, i will prefer work in Haemato department due to can learn even more things in dis department... anyway, i will commit to God, let HIM decided for me.. i know, He always will choose the BEST for me, He know which is suitable for me, I know He already has His own plan for me. What i can do is, try to learn as much as possible, try to do things faster and faster (for sure, must accurate)...

I had been set my targets, what i have to improve in future dis few months:-
1. learn b self-confident
2. learn b finish my work efficiently and accuracy
3. Not so careless, alert with previous mistake that i had been make, not repeat same mistake
4. Stay calm, dun panic easily
5. Able stand in tension condition

I wan get improvement compare with previous ......

tired~

Duno since from when, i ll wake up automatically around 530am ...sometime even 4am ++. Once i wake up, and i cant sleep again...from 20 Sept till 2day, almost 3 weeks i didn sleep... cause me felt TIRED, TIRED and TIRED!!!! Dis morning i felt dizzy once i was wake up, and start getting cough and flu, i was wonder whether i not enough sleep, cause my immune system become low, easily get virus attack....aih...i wan my sleeping time back!!! :( .... Although working life is tired and even lack of time for me to do other things... so, i really need to learn cherish time that given by God wisely, i dun wan my daily life only working working and working, wanna do some meaningful things in my life!!! dun wan let my life feel emptiness. Hope my life can blessing other people who around me....

23 bday

blow candle ~

Me with Birthday cake~~

Thanks for u all--> Sao Chew, Wei Chin, Eric and Steve
celebrate my birthday at Redbox~
I getting old already~ :(
Thanks all my frenzs who sms me ...

Old Monash campus~

front door for examination hall~~

A place where students stressed inside~ Examination Hall

Library~~ place for FT, gerel and me study

sunway collage car park

Explore in gent wash room?? guess what we gonna do inside ...

our demo~ kian qing

Gerel, wat r you looking ah??!!

3 of us look like "charlie angel" la...hehe
(at tutorial room)

MISS MY UNI LIFE!!!!!

Malacca trip (4/7/07)

Restaurant that famous with chicken rice ball

chicken rice ball, with chicken~~yummy!!

feel so good eat Cendol after walked quite a long time under sun...

Gerel, come and take a photo with dis "ancient" door

me with cendol~ yee pee!!

(after enjoyed with cendol, need let my stomach hv a rest 1st before continue with "lo lo"..
i was waiting for "lo lo restaurant"open.. spend my time in McD..)
sure you all think i was crazy..how come went for the trip still bring along with a book?? But, dis is "ME" cos i know sometime we ll spend some time in waiting ...to prevent wasting my time, normally i ll bring along a book to spend my waiting time... m i clever nia???hehe...

gerel~ keep in touch ya!!

finally, can eat "lo lo"..
Juwim, too bad, you r not ard!! sure ll hv more fun when u r with us!!

too hot~~ i was searching for tissues..hehe

Finally, get all these photo from gerel and i can blog it as well...
On 4/7/07 (after went back from genting trip, three of us [gerel, fang theng and me] decided went to malacca before all of us went back to our own hometown, purposely went there eat foods over there) ....Really have fun although was tired at tht time...

Pal, miss you all nia~~

Hey, dude.. all of us been separated quite a long time after finish our final exam.. somemore not really had time for chatting on graduation day... and all of us already start our own life, our new journey at different place... although we had been separated by distance, but i really hope all of you, happy always, all the best for you all future, keep on move our steps toward our future..

Just now view photos that had been upload by Wan Ting... suddenly feel wan see you all...I really miss you all... Miss the time when we been together... and i know we need looking forward for the future, impossible all of us always stay together cos all of us had our own journey need to goes on...anyway, always love you all...~~ keep in touch ya...

一番对HL 说的话

HL, i had been know you since i was study in Monash university...
i really c that you growth a lots and even become more self-confident (which i was lackin)... i really feel happy with you..not only dat, because you treated me as your best friend, share your problems with me... and this is definition of "FRIENDS" in my dictionary, no matter in what kind of situation either happy or sad, we willing to share our problem, share our happiness with each other...

Remember what i had been told you through msn? dun ever give up easily...try to look ways to settle problem, i always believe that sure there have a way is open for us de...apart from that, cherish the time when you can spend with him, because that is the time for both of you share the same memory--> is sweet memory, which always ll b in mind and heart...so dun waste the time...

Because you are my best friend, i really hope can c you always happy and filled with happiness in your heart. To b honest, i dun wan see you regret in future with the decision that you had make.. cos most of the people regret when they lose someone who they really love and care....at the time, all become meaningless and useless already ... so i dun wan this happen on you..

Finally, just wan share a short message to you... this message i get from one of my frenz.. quite meaningful..
有人说过三个过程是连续的：失去，遗憾和珍惜。很多的人都是失去了才懂得遗憾，可是不知道只要珍惜就能避开这个过程。所以从现在开始珍惜你身边的每一刻，把珍惜这两个字记在心里！！！

start my new journey

Last Saturday was my graduation ceremony....
and this Thursday was my 1st day working in BP lab ( near ss15)...
which is a new environment for me,
people over there also new for me...
my lifestyle also change ( need wake up so early)...
everythings are totally new for me...
and working life was totally different from study life....
What i can said was :-
"Graduation is the end of my student journey, yet, begin another long journey"

Working On it, Su Yi ~ for your future!!!!

Temporary hairstyle~

That is Me~ look from the front

HOw u all think bout my temporary new hairstyle???

look from the side~~ >___<

look from the back~
Actually, Long time ago i wan perm my hair...
due to scare it wont reach the effect tht i wan...
so i decide wan try temporary perm my hair..
if curly hair not match v my face, at tht time i still can wash my hair,
then curly hair ll "gone"..
haha...Mana tau after perm my hair~~ feel quite nice v this new hairstyle...
can consider wan perm my hair ....woo hoo...

Alor Setar (3D2N trip)

Three Days and Two Night trip at Alor Setar... was quite nice for me although i travel alone!!! BUt i was quite enjoyed on it...can see the scenery all the way to alor setar, sleep, read a book to spend my time when i was on the bus..I take 12.15pm bus went to Alor Setar... and u all guess how long for my journey reached there??? haha...Answer was 8 hours... really cant believe it would take so long to reach there...cos normally take 5 - 6 hours only...ard 8pm ++ i reached over there...at tht time i was damn hungry..cos whole day i didn eat any carbohydrate...

When i met pastor whole family... i really cant believe my eyes.. Shan Meay who only 11 years old primary school student, can b taller than me.... even almost as tall as her daddy...however, for Ruth (Ying En) is thin and tall as pastor....in conclusion, i can said that, Tall gen in Shan Meay and Ruth are inherit from you la...

The next day, pastor, his wife and her daughter bring me few place such as Menara Alor Setar (that build by previous prime minister), Gunung Keriang (only gunung that u can c in Alor Setar), Padi Muzeum...

Honestly, these few days in Kedah...Really relax and happy...have a nice chat with Pastor and His wife.. Thanks for everything that both of u done for me... i really appreciate dis.... i ll keep on move my step... for my life.. is time for me move toward my future....although is hard.... but i knw dat God is the one always beside me.. He always is my strength to face everything...
Su YI, Gambateh nia!!!!

yepee!!

been wait for quite a long time
Today is the important day for me~
Haha.. is my graduation ceremony at Sunway Lagoon Resort Hotel
Can meet up with all my uni friends...
And Those friends who long time i didn meet ...
MIss you all nia~~~ Muaks!!!

不能说的秘密~from Jay

自从看了"不能说的秘密"这部戏后,便很喜欢听钢琴的声音...
而这首歌的旋律真的真的真的很好听...
希望朋友们有空可以download 这首歌听...

一公升的眼泪

“一公升眼泪”的其中一首歌
谁有看这部日本戏剧，我想一定知道并且也会喜欢这首歌。。。

灰色的一天~

早上起床，天阴阴的， 不知道为什么我的心情也跟着往下沉，怎样也提不起劲来。。以前的我绝对不让天气影响我那天的心情。。。然而今天却是被灰灰的天空，没有强烈的阳光给影响了我的心情。顿时一阵地思念从我的内心发出， 思念着我的婆婆，他的脸， 他的声音。。。回想起当天他离开我的情景，回想起当天看见他躺在病床上和以往一样，但唯一的不同是他没有了呼吸， 不会在动，不会再笑，不会再说话。。
淑仪，remember with "Unspoken Promise"...
because of this, you have to keep on you steps...
不要泄气。。加油加油！！！

cherish~

因为珍惜所以不想伤害。。
只想看见笑脸，幸福的笑容。。
只想听见幸福的笑声。。。
就是这么的简单。。

suprise~

让我们在我们的生活里常常体验和发掘神精心为我们设计的惊喜。。。
淑仪，无论是美好的惊喜或是不好的惊喜， 你都要努力加油！！！

wonderful moment @ beach

由于我的脚趾头受伤了,不能像他们那样奔跑在沙滩上... 好羡慕哦!!

play with sea water

Sau Tze 对我说的话已写在沙滩上-->:success with your target

猜一猜,那一只脚属于我的呢?

James Bond with "water gun"~~ pai sei pai sei!!!

因为我的脚趾头受了伤所以用纱布包着它,谁知道别人看我的脚趾头包的像粽子...
我有那么差吗?

What is dis? anyone can tell me this?

jelly-fish that found by ming wei..
1st time for me, look so close to the jelly-fish..

这是珊瑚吗?!

真的有一段很长的时间没有到达海边游玩,这一次有这样的机会真的很感谢上帝的安排..
我想当一个人很累很累很累的时候,来到海滩,想必是一种的享受...
享受着海浪声,享受着海风迎面吹来的滋味..
享受观看小孩或别人在海边玩水的情景...
是一种很轻松和舒服的时候...
好喜欢面对着海的时候.....
好喜欢望着这无际的海...
好喜欢在这沙滩上留下我的脚印,向这沙滩说我曾经到此一游
我不会忘记这里的美好回忆!!!这得太难忘了!!!

supper with SEafood

After eat supper from seafood restaurant, 1 incident was happened..
door been locked ...at that moment, can said almost all the teenagers were in the room.. there was so packed till some of ppl need remain stand while they were waiting someone come to rescue them(open the door)..

Haha..

Sau Tze n Me

concentrate in eating~~ yummy yummy!!

After whole day activities, is supper time!!! Pls Guess...
how much we spend for 1st nite supper for each person (12 person per table)??
meals that been order: prawn, fried sotong, kam heong crabs, xing chow meehun, Hokkien Mee
Answer:--> Rm 8 per person
how bout second nite supper (8 person per table)?
meals that been order: kong po prawn, zhu tan, "nai you" crabs, fried rice and "wuat dan ho"
answer:-->RM 11 per person
For me, is cheap...
Even Now, i miss the crabs ... TOO delicious~~

Banana BOat

Banana Boat is one of the activities that we can play with.. At first, i not really wan play with this due to i still had wound on my toe, is a bit painful once i exposed my toe to sea...and decided sit on the boat watch over them fall from banana boat... BUt, i change my mind later due to my frenzs they all persuade me dun even miss the chance that we can spend together, dun even miss the chance that can let us share the same memories ....you all are right!! and here i come, played with Banana Boat~~

still discuss v the price for this games!!
RM 10 per person ~~ quite cheap nia,
not only that, can fall three time~~ not bad la...

wear 救生衣

Look nervous~~

Get Ready o nt??!!

first time fall in the sea, shock la~

Choo Han, at this moment u still had "mood"give a "sure win" post o?!

waiting someone save us~ H.E.L.P!!!!!

Enjoyable float in Mid of Sea