Thursday, November 29, 2007

Thankgiving!!!

Last week (wednesday onward) was trouble ad hard moments for me...
I run an urgent blood sample without checking the patient's name whether match with the lab number that given from dispatch boy. Not Only that, the result was sent to doctor as well...
This really big mistake.... My colleagues even did not trust me after dis big mistake... That time i been experience how it feel when u did not trust by other people.. that kind of feeling really suffer. Feeling that did not trust by people and guilty feeling caused me cant even concentrate in my work... i really wan find someone who can listen to me that time... i wan pour out my sadness that time... i still remember that time, i hardly compress my sadness, dun let other ppl knw dis... dun let other ppl c dis... my tear flow around my eyes... tears starting flow out but i try dun let it flow out...
From this incident, i can see that, when there have some trouble happen.. no one ll help u... they all still continue do their work... and i start experience what is call "REAL WORLD"...
Anyway, ....i sure i still can survive in future via power of God... He been promise me, wont let me alone to face single things... He always was the one who always carried me goes through all the difficult moments..
Although it hard time for me tht time, but God put my family beside me esp my sis...
wat she did on me (send a funny photo me, make me laugh) really make me felt warm....
Really thanks to my family and frenzs who beside me when i was in hard moments...
THANKS YOU.....

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

we all learn from mistakes, i won't say thing like "never mind lah, just a small mistake" because that will be cheating, as a MLT, we know that most of the time we are dealing with life and death, because our mistake may lead to wrong diagnosis, which will then cause harm to the patient. but i think at that time all your friends and family told you the same thing, first mistake is always forgivable so just dun make the same mistake again, i think by that time you see this message you probably be one of the best MLT or even lab manager, and probably know that you can still earn trust from your colleugue by not making the same mistake again, so, a be lated one, Jia you!!!