转载：《使我作你和平使者》

《使我作你和平使者》
主，使我作你和平使者，
　　在仇恨之处播下你的爱，
　　在伤痕之处播下你宽恕，
　　在怀疑之处播下信心；

主，使我作你和平使者，
　　在绝望之处播下你盼望；
　　在黑暗之处播下你光明；
　　在忧伤之处播下喜乐。

哦！主啊，使我少为自己求--
　　少求被安慰，但求安慰人；
　　少求被了解，但求了解人；
　　少求爱，但求全心付出爱。

因为，在舍去时，我们便有所得；
　　在饶恕时，我们便蒙赦免；
　　在迎接死亡时，我们便进入永生。

【意大利中世纪的圣法兰西斯著名祷文】

注：该祷文中文名常常翻译为《使我作你和平之子》，其实英文翻译为“Make Me a Channel（或instrument）of Your Peace” 意思是“使我作你和平的管道（或器皿）”，所以翻译为“使我作你和平使者”更贴切。

M.E.

淑仪 = Suyi = Suki = Sunyi = My name in BP lab...

This is Me....
hehe.... = )

给未来伴侣的一封信

未来的伴侣：

我不晓得你会是长怎样的样子。。
高，或矮，或胖，或瘦的？？？
你会是个怎样的人呢？
家庭成员有多少位呢？
关于你的一切一切，
我真的很想很想很想知道。。
但这一切都必须等我的“发展商”的时间。。
等我的“发展商”点头。。。
我深信我的“发展商”的时间是不会错的
并且是最美的。。。

我每天都祈求我的“发展商”。。
当你高兴的时候，身边有人与你一起的欢笑
当你伤心的时候，身边有人与你一起的伤心
当你面对困难的时候，身边有人鼓励和支持你
祈求神，在我们还没有相遇的这一段时间，
求神好好的磨练我们，
这样在以后的日子里，
我们可以彼此鼓励，彼此扶持
一起面对以后的日子。

为了我的“发展商”，为了你，为了我们的家庭。。。
我会乖乖地等待你的出现，
我会乖乖地期待你出现在我的生命。。

我相信当我遇见你的时候，
是我的“发展商”精心为我们预备的美丽的安排。
“因为期待，所以等待”

期待今晚的来到

不晓得有多少的人会喜欢期待的心情呢？

不晓得从何开始我渐渐的喜欢上“期待” 的心情。。。

就像今晚会去戒毒中心那样。。
期待的心情已经从昨晚开始了。。。
期待看看那地方会是怎样的一个地方。。。
期待认识新的朋友。。。。
期待能见回青年团契的弟兄姐妹。。。
期待能和青年团契的弟兄姐妹和新朋友一起敬拜神。。。。
期待能知道戒毒中心的事工是怎样的。。。
期待能认识神的话。。


等待晚上的来临。。。

7 Oct 2008

7Oct 2008 Raining day

Today i feel happy finally i found how "H Inclusion" look like....
Last time i tried and tried to find it (my colleagues said it look like "durian"),
but everytime i cannot found it....
duno whether cos i was screen too fast already and miss it ... or
mayb i still duno how to differentiate between reticulocytes and H inclusion...
therefore, i cannot found it last few weeks ago....
Today i found it successfully and each of it i found were "good looking"....
really "beautiful"......
i wont forget today (7/10/2008) cos is my first time to find it.....

___________________________________________________________

Mr. Jackson, (Mr. J~ what my colleagues always call you)
Can you please clean the table after u repair the sysmex machine???
everytime you leave a mess on the table....
i really cant "tahan" it la....
Haemato department already is a mess department ...
with occasional blood stain on the table, on worksheet ...
even on the glove.....
Just hope our department wont become even more mess ....
Please Co-operate!!!

爱不疚 - Love with no Regrets

Who had watch latest HK drama --> "jia hao yue yuan" (read in mandrin)
sure listen dis song before ....

[网络文摘]殷勤的七个方面

# Hey friend!! Please read dis>>> = )

殷勤的七个方面 - 你是一个基督徒吗？如果是的话，那么你是一个殷勤的人吗？如果是仍然是的话，那么你知道殷勤的七个方面吗？史蒂尔在其着名作品《基督徒工作指导原则》里面指出了殷勤的七个方面，你是否知道？本文将摘其内容与读者分享。


殷勤具体表现在哪里呢？

一、 殷勤的人会忠实地把他所有的身心能力都用在他的工作上。

不管他心灵的智慧、判断的深度、特别的技能等如何，他在工作上都会去努力寻求施展自己才能的途径，尽可能地把它运用到工作上。他会把他所有的技能和能力最大限度地运用到他的工作之中，因为他相信神正是为着那目标而赐予了他这些能力，也知道他要为他如何使用自己的能力而向神负责。这并不意味着我们必须在工作上耗尽我们所有的力气，回家后就心力憔悴，无力参与家庭事宜，从事民事活动，进行个人的灵修；然而我们绝不能以这些事作为在工作上不尽力以及马虎行事的借口。

二、殷勤的人会把时间完全用来履行他的责任，而不是用在那些浪费光阴的事情上。

他会小心地利用他的时间，明智地将他的时间花在他许多不同的职责之上，因为他明白，他的时间不属于他自己。光阴飞逝，神要察看我们怎样运用我们的时间。正是由于记住了这点，所以殷勤的人不会只在他有充裕的时间时才去履行他的职责，而是只要健康允许，他就会早早起床，积极安排好用于个人灵修、家庭、朋友和工作的时间。他不会让他的时间被那些无用的娱乐所吞噬。

三、殷勤的人十分留意良机。

他明白，良机一旦利用得当，便会给我们辛勤的努力带来回报，如果忽略它，它便可能一去不复还。因此，当一个机会出现，他就随时准备好趁机抓住它，并将它用于造福家庭、自己以及别人。我们要随时留心，这对一个人生活各方面的成功是极其重要的。一个人可能会十分勤奋地工作，但若他不留心和思考，那他成功的可能性就不大。

四、殷勤的人会非常注意小事而不是忽视它们。

他知道，小事将来或许会变成大事。如果他忽视了一个小主顾，那这个主顾就很可能会将这
事告诉他人，包括一些大主顾，这会使他们到别的地方去做生意。不论出于什么原因，只要我们轻视某件小事，神就会惩罚我们，以贫穷和缺乏来报应我们的骄傲和大意。造物主的祝福（包括一个小主顾）一旦被一个人因其愚蠢和虚荣所滥用，就常会被赐给另一个能更好地利用它的人。请不要误以为我是在鼓励贪心。我所要勉励人的是，殷切地去善用神所赐我们的各种事物，甚至要关注那些看来或许是不大的事。这也包括诸如清洁、整齐和节俭之类的事情。我们的主通过惦自己的行为教导我们当怎样行，在惦以五饼二鱼让五千人吃饱之后，惦吩咐将剩下的零碎收拾起来，「免得有糟踏的」。不要忽视任何一桩看来是不起眼的事情，反要殷切地关注所有这样的事。

五、殷勤的人会拒绝参与那些让他分心而不顾自己责任的消遣和娱乐。

在该工作的时间里，就要坚守自己的工作岗位，在该同家人在一起时,就要在家呆着,除非有合理的理由（例如有急事或因工作需要外出），否则不可离开自己的工作岗位，因他的责任和福分都在于此。如果一个人忽略工作和家庭，只沉溺于某项娱乐，那就没有什么能够说明他无过。由于这一问题，许多家庭和生意都被毁掉了。

六、殷勤的人会回避没有必要和无益的拜访。

对于维系友谊和洽谈生意来说，拜访是必要的，但对那些无所事事、专事闲聊和搬弄是非、揭人之短、谈论最新流行时装的款式等为了打发时光的拜访却要加以回避。

七、殷勤的人会避免极端的热心。

当然，我不是在试图劝阻个人灵修和家庭敬拜（今日大多数的基督徒疏忽了这些事），但在一些人身上有一种不得当的热心，这种热心导致他们忽视神所赋予他们的其它责任。因此，由于缺乏他们的照看，他们的家庭生活越来越糟，并变得混乱无序，由于他们的缺勤或马虎，他们的工作做得不好；由于他们的拖欠或懈怠，他们欠有债务，并且不努力去清偿；虽然如此，这些人却仍四处听人讲道，参加查经会，长时间地祷告或禁食，以致忽略了其它必要的本份。其实，这在众人面前是一个可怕的见证！

弟兄姐妹们，你是否得从殷勤的七点中的到了启发呢？如果是的话，那么现在开始过殷勤的人生吧！

赞美之泉 最珍貴的角落 precious corner

To: Song Yang (joshua),Esther, Mei yi, Judy, Fei fei, shu fen, suo yee, suo lin, daniel, evangel, ernest, sao ling, tian che, tian li, yue yun, pauline, anson, sau thin, sao tze and others..

When i watch dis...
different kind of feeling inside me....
Mayb there have one day, friends around me will leave me or i am the one who will leave you all.... but i hope wat i can leave for them is my smile, not tears...
Hope in their memories.... i am one of their friends who give them smile and happy moment. I really appreciate the time when we spend together...
Although we might separate in one day, but remember, one day we ll gather together again...... as i always remind myself....."yin wei qi dai, suo yi deng dai" (please read in mandrin)....

1st Oct 2008

1st Oct 2008 was the first day for Hari Raya...
Over here, wish every Malays colleagues:
" Selamat Hari Raya".....
However for those went back to their own hometown or went somewhere for their holidays,
Wish you all :-
"Happy Holidays".....

I didn went back to my hometown for Holiday...
How am i spent my 1st Oct 2008??
At first wanna go to malacca for this holidays,
due to some reason then cancel this trip and choose stay at home...

Daniel and Suo Yee came my house to study....
Around 1030am they reached my house....
for sure wont straight away study la.... we spent some time (ard 2 hrs, hehe) chatting....
then continue with our own stuff...
Daniel continue his STPM pass year paper,
Suo yee continue her assignment,
However, i was continue my reading bout gastrointestinal tract (GI tract)..
tht kind of experience was i never had when i was study in university....
Really feel good....

At Night, i was cooking dinner...
Meal that i cooked were soup (old cucumber soup-- 1st time i make dis), steamed fish and vegetable...overall, i quite satisfy with wat i cook...hehe.....
for me, i ll give myself 80 marks....haha....
Duno how many marks will give by suo yee and daniel leh? haha....

Anyhow, thanks for coming....
I really have a nice day.....

Song Yang

Song Yang,.....
I miss you.....
miss your voice....
miss your face....
miss your joke....
miss the moment when spend v u......
no matter happy or sad....
you always are the one who always smile at me....
make me smile.... make me laugh.....
feel comfortable when chatting v u.....
Although you leave here for half year due to work's of God....
i ll wait you come back here and telling me story over there....

Must come back Malaysia safely.....
still got 5 months need to go......

Hope when the time we meet,
is the time for us to count grace of God on us....

Although now both of us at different place,
but both of us are gambateh together for God.....

Really thanks God....
give me such good bro in Christ!!!!

面对管教

我们知道有许多人，他们在平安顺利的时候，从来不会奏出优美的人生音乐来，但是，一旦遭遇了狂风暴雨，就奏出悠扬美妙的音乐来了——这音乐精美得叫我们惊奇！

如果用正确的方法去对付现在的困难，神必使你“后来”所结的果子，比先前更丰更美。= )

"you ji" bah kut teh...

fortunately, we reached the restaurant b4 raining heavily...

waiting for table...

Bah kut teh with rice n vege
yummy... =)

really feel nice can eat something hot when outside was raining heavily

Take a photo before we leave...
淑仪到此一游!!!
it was a wonderful time can spend with my close frenzs...
due to can chat lots of things...
looking for next time gathering...
too bad, "song yang" not around...
Next time, must ask "song yang" along...
He is my "kaki" who can eat together...

J.Co Donuts

J.Co Donuts really delicious....
Most of the time i bought half dozen with different flavor...
As you all can see the photo on the left hand side...
I wan taste all the flavor of donuts that available in J.Co...
So far, i like the orel flavor..hehe...
yummy, yummy !!!

gambateh, su yi

When thing not goes as wat we expected....
for sure, we feel discourage....
i do really understand wat kind of feeling inside...
But, God always give me his comfort through his words...
Although it is hard and tough for me to handle all these....
i have faith on Him....
He ll bring me goes through all these....
Gambateh, Su Yi!!!

心情好灰。。

三月，对我来说是很很很难熬。。
一件一件的事情向着我来，攻击我。。
心情变得很灰，很沉。。
眼前就像看不到光，看不清楚。。。
一个一个的希望被打破了。。
现在的我很模糊，看不到前方。。
我就像站在交叉点，不知道该往哪个方向去。。
Since from when, i would like keep all the things in my heart...
dun even wan share with other ppl....
Since from when, i start close my heart...
Not allow people to understand me...

I know there are something wrong in me...
I wan fixed dis...
i hope i can get use to it....

God, Please strengthen me....
I really need you....
Please heal the hurt and pain inside me...
Although there ll hv a scar in my heart, but let it be...
Cos dis can remind me and help those who face the same problem...
I know watever happen on me..
U oledi know and allow all this happen...
Because you know i can stand in this situation...

God, please teach me...
How to love and sacrified...
dun b a self-fish person...
As long as people around me are happy,
then everything gonna be worth...

I really duno whether i can success o nt...
I hope i can do dis....
Anyway, Cheer up ya...

Always there

曲：ROLF LOVLAND LYRICS　詞：張敬軒

我總不相信自己 也無法面對現實
當生命失去了框 我就失去了方向

前路依然很模糊 要掙脫許多束縛
你讓我依靠 讓我堅強 你守護在我身旁

每當我需要依靠你 你一定會在這裡
有你的地方 就有陽光 你總會在我身旁

當我還不夠堅強 還不夠堅強
推翻命運的圍牆

你還是和我在一起 給我無限的勇氣
路依然走的困難 當我變成了負擔

你依然把我輕輕拉著 我就是最幸福的
每當我需要依靠你 你一定會在這裡
有你的地方 就有陽光 你總會在我身旁

每當我需要依靠你 你一定會在這裡 會在這裡
有你的地方 就有陽光 你總會在我身旁 喔 吼

我需要依靠你 要依靠你 你就在這裡
有你的地方 就有陽光 你總會
在我身旁

Recently, I like dis song...
Always repeat...
When i see the title for this song...
let me think bout my almighty God...
HE always there when i need HIM...
He always there when everyone not around me...
Love you, God!!
You are the strength for me to stand in every circumstances....

Change

Look around people besides you,
Look around environment besides you..
Do you think everything always changing??
People around mayb change in their appearance or change in their personality...

Change and change...

However, there are something is never get back to the origin or back to usual once there are something was change. We need to learn how to get use to it when the situation was changed.

Rainbow after the rain

REMEMBER:

"There is always has Rainbow appear in the sky after heavy rain"...

same as to Our life....

" There is always has a new beginning after terminal"....

Cheers up, dude!!!
To me as well.... :)

everything began at 3am...

"Ding dong, Ding dong, Ding dong......"Door bell was rang...
"Hello....Hello......" someone was shouted.....
"Ding dong, Ding dong, Ding dong........" door bell rang again.....

"Hey, what time now??!! Why still keep on press the bell? No need to sleep meh??" i said in my heart.... Guess what?? That moment was around 3am......I knew this might be someone was find my housemate who stay in master room, but please la.... call him before you come, dun even press the bell in the midnight... people need to sleep and need to work the next day... and this was disturbance especially for people like me, is hard to sleep again once i wake up ( i even did not feel sleepy at all after dis and able to blog in the early morning - 3.29am)...

You think story was end like this????
NO...NO.....

My housemate who from middle room and me wake up and knock the master room to settle this..nobody answer (mayb havent come back yet), at the same time people outside the door still keep on press the door bell.... then i had to inform the people, there was nobody in the master room, please dun press the bell again, people need to sleep nia...

However, when i open the door, just know the people outside the door was McD delivery.. and this was call frm my housemate's frenz (from master room)..

You think story was end like dis???
No...NO..

Once the delivery left...
i tot i can continue to sleep....i went to bed...
later, i heard noisy voice was come out from dinning room....
i was curious was happen...and went out from my room had a look ....

Guess wat happen....?
Quarrel btw my housemates
my master room housemate juz back from KL....
This was the first time experience quarrel between my housemates....
At tht time, my mind still blur duno wat i should do at that moment since i juz wake up...
and the quarrel was end up by one of my middle room housemate shout v " you better move out by tml"...
both of them back to their own room... only left me alone in the dinning room...
everything back to silent...

After all this, i was thinking...
Want to live harmony with housemate really is not easy....
because everyone is different, different in way to live, different background....
anyway, i believe tolerance to each other is one way to maintain the harmony ..
But sometime, we need do sth in correct moment...

Finally,
"Please don't call delivery in the midnight, i wan sleep leh..."

How you think dis?

When you all see this photo, what is the first thing that come out from your mind?

Well, the first thing come out from my mind was girl who behind the boy was so pity because she was cried and sad. This make me think that the situation or condition when a guy want end up a relationship with a lady. The guy was leave the place without see the lady. Well, the lady only can see the guy leave her... and her's heart been tears into many many pieces , very very very painful and this scar or hurt required very long time to recover, may be half years, may be one year or even more longer. Who will know this painful feeling? Who will understand this?
Anyway, ladies, please stand up...!! Life still have long way need to go... dun let all this sadness cause you give up urself... change dis sadness to a strength that face dis hardship.... Ladies, You can do it well!!!

忍着忍着。。

淑仪，你必须要忍着忍着别让你的眼泪掉出来，明天还要工作，不然的话，明天将会有“熊猫眼”出现的。。。可是，我欺骗不了我自己，我控制不到我的眼泪。。。它就是自然而然的留了下来，完全听不了我的命令。。。 最后，到了我的极限。。 让它吧!! 明天变"熊猫眼", 就明天再打算吧!!! 忍着忍着的感觉是很痛苦的... 可能哭了,内心也舒服了点呢!!!! 哭了,就让自己睡一觉... 明天在次的出发..为新的一天出发... 加油,淑仪!!!!