心情好灰。。

三月，对我来说是很很很难熬。。
一件一件的事情向着我来，攻击我。。
心情变得很灰，很沉。。
眼前就像看不到光，看不清楚。。。
一个一个的希望被打破了。。
现在的我很模糊，看不到前方。。
我就像站在交叉点，不知道该往哪个方向去。。
Since from when, i would like keep all the things in my heart...
dun even wan share with other ppl....
Since from when, i start close my heart...
Not allow people to understand me...

I know there are something wrong in me...
I wan fixed dis...
i hope i can get use to it....

God, Please strengthen me....
I really need you....
Please heal the hurt and pain inside me...
Although there ll hv a scar in my heart, but let it be...
Cos dis can remind me and help those who face the same problem...
I know watever happen on me..
U oledi know and allow all this happen...
Because you know i can stand in this situation...

God, please teach me...
How to love and sacrified...
dun b a self-fish person...
As long as people around me are happy,
then everything gonna be worth...

I really duno whether i can success o nt...
I hope i can do dis....
Anyway, Cheer up ya...