everything began at 3am...

"Ding dong, Ding dong, Ding dong......"Door bell was rang...
"Hello....Hello......" someone was shouted.....
"Ding dong, Ding dong, Ding dong........" door bell rang again.....

"Hey, what time now??!! Why still keep on press the bell? No need to sleep meh??" i said in my heart.... Guess what?? That moment was around 3am......I knew this might be someone was find my housemate who stay in master room, but please la.... call him before you come, dun even press the bell in the midnight... people need to sleep and need to work the next day... and this was disturbance especially for people like me, is hard to sleep again once i wake up ( i even did not feel sleepy at all after dis and able to blog in the early morning - 3.29am)...

You think story was end like this????
NO...NO.....

My housemate who from middle room and me wake up and knock the master room to settle this..nobody answer (mayb havent come back yet), at the same time people outside the door still keep on press the door bell.... then i had to inform the people, there was nobody in the master room, please dun press the bell again, people need to sleep nia...

However, when i open the door, just know the people outside the door was McD delivery.. and this was call frm my housemate's frenz (from master room)..

You think story was end like dis???
No...NO..

Once the delivery left...
i tot i can continue to sleep....i went to bed...
later, i heard noisy voice was come out from dinning room....
i was curious was happen...and went out from my room had a look ....

Guess wat happen....?
Quarrel btw my housemates
my master room housemate juz back from KL....
This was the first time experience quarrel between my housemates....
At tht time, my mind still blur duno wat i should do at that moment since i juz wake up...
and the quarrel was end up by one of my middle room housemate shout v " you better move out by tml"...
both of them back to their own room... only left me alone in the dinning room...
everything back to silent...

After all this, i was thinking...
Want to live harmony with housemate really is not easy....
because everyone is different, different in way to live, different background....
anyway, i believe tolerance to each other is one way to maintain the harmony ..
But sometime, we need do sth in correct moment...

Finally,
"Please don't call delivery in the midnight, i wan sleep leh..."

How you think dis?

When you all see this photo, what is the first thing that come out from your mind?

Well, the first thing come out from my mind was girl who behind the boy was so pity because she was cried and sad. This make me think that the situation or condition when a guy want end up a relationship with a lady. The guy was leave the place without see the lady. Well, the lady only can see the guy leave her... and her's heart been tears into many many pieces , very very very painful and this scar or hurt required very long time to recover, may be half years, may be one year or even more longer. Who will know this painful feeling? Who will understand this?
Anyway, ladies, please stand up...!! Life still have long way need to go... dun let all this sadness cause you give up urself... change dis sadness to a strength that face dis hardship.... Ladies, You can do it well!!!

忍着忍着。。

淑仪，你必须要忍着忍着别让你的眼泪掉出来，明天还要工作，不然的话，明天将会有“熊猫眼”出现的。。。可是，我欺骗不了我自己，我控制不到我的眼泪。。。它就是自然而然的留了下来，完全听不了我的命令。。。 最后，到了我的极限。。 让它吧!! 明天变"熊猫眼", 就明天再打算吧!!! 忍着忍着的感觉是很痛苦的... 可能哭了,内心也舒服了点呢!!!! 哭了,就让自己睡一觉... 明天在次的出发..为新的一天出发... 加油,淑仪!!!!

He always is GREAT

When there seen no way in front of me.....
When i don't how to stand in such "terrible" condition....
He is the only one besides me.....
He is the one who prepare everything that i need to overcome it...
He is the one let me become brave to face what i have to face it after the incident...
When i was questioning myself "why all this happen on me?
whether i want to give up?"
He always use HIS words to turn my mind on HIM, brightened my mind....
Remind me, everything is control by Him...
He wont put a burden that is too heavy for me to carry on my shoulder....
What i can say is
"GOD ALWAYS IS GREAT".......

Christmastime~

Just now evangel share a christmas song to me~
i like dis song ...
cos it really nice to listen......

Christmas ...is coming soon...
yeppe....

Thankgiving!!!

Last week (wednesday onward) was trouble ad hard moments for me...
I run an urgent blood sample without checking the patient's name whether match with the lab number that given from dispatch boy. Not Only that, the result was sent to doctor as well...
This really big mistake.... My colleagues even did not trust me after dis big mistake... That time i been experience how it feel when u did not trust by other people.. that kind of feeling really suffer. Feeling that did not trust by people and guilty feeling caused me cant even concentrate in my work... i really wan find someone who can listen to me that time... i wan pour out my sadness that time... i still remember that time, i hardly compress my sadness, dun let other ppl knw dis... dun let other ppl c dis... my tear flow around my eyes... tears starting flow out but i try dun let it flow out...
From this incident, i can see that, when there have some trouble happen.. no one ll help u... they all still continue do their work... and i start experience what is call "REAL WORLD"...
Anyway, ....i sure i still can survive in future via power of God... He been promise me, wont let me alone to face single things... He always was the one who always carried me goes through all the difficult moments..
Although it hard time for me tht time, but God put my family beside me esp my sis...
wat she did on me (send a funny photo me, make me laugh) really make me felt warm....
Really thanks to my family and frenzs who beside me when i was in hard moments...
THANKS YOU.....

要幸福哦！！

很高兴听到你对我说的好消息。。。
过去的你为了他伤心难过。。。
现在得知道你找到自己的幸福。。
真的真的真得很高兴和安慰。。。
你永远都有我的祝福。。。
答应我。。。要幸福！！
有什么事别忘了告诉我。。。
我乐意借我的耳朵给你。。。
别自己一人面对。。。

失去。。。

看了新闻，总是会看到新闻是与死亡有关系。顿时站在死者的家人的立场来想，当时接到自己心爱的人离开的消息时，想必是一件很难接受的事情吧！！ 失去的感觉好可怕哦！！ 让我顿时好怀念我的婆婆。。。

Haemato Dpt

Time was goes on so fast..
i had been end up my training month...
i had been told i ll base on HAEMATO Department.....

Last Monday was my first day in this department...
and i was experience what i had been told by my frenz....
i was agree with them....
everyday, i need face with war in Haemato Department...
is a war between "Me and samples" that i need handle.....
Sometime i feel busy...
sometime i ll make mistake as well...
sometime i feel tired once finish my work....
sometime i fall in dilemma conditions...
BUt, i know this is call life...
and i have to get use to it...
overcome every challenge that in front of me.....

keep on move u steps ya~ su yi!!! = )

Missing everything in LIpis~~

Already long time i didn back to my hometown, a place that full of my sweet memories, a place that i was growth....dis weekend, i ll back to Lipis... really feel happy and excited... cant wait for weekend coming.... i wan meet all youth from youth fellowship...esp esther, joanne, mei ling...apart from dat, for sure, the most thing tht i miss was food that cook by my mother (need make a call to my mother for ordering food tht i wan to eat when i goin back lipis..keke..)

LIPIS, Here i come~!!!!!

mY convo photo

Finally, i collected all the photos that i taken during my convo.....
After convo, my frenzs and I start our own destination again in different places
No matter how, over here....
Thanks you all b my friends... and give me such sweet and wonderful memories....
LOve you all....
All the best for you all future....
Keep in Touch ya~~~

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1 day trip @ Seremban~

This is how Daniel look like when he eat lunch...!! Hoho...

Yea.. finish our breakfast.. "bao bao" already...

Results that achieved by Daniel~~

Hand itchy...what we do???
Haha... answer is -->Play with bowling...

Eat dinner at "Hoi Tong" after went back from Seremban....
see Smile happily...

Seremban 1 day trip--> suggestion from Ernest... is the 1st time i been there.. quite excited with this....Well, actually not bad had dis trip... at least can know what kind of environment that he study and stay now.... Not only that, can buy some "siew pao" and "xian dan shu" as gift for my frenzs.... hehe...

Haemato or Urine Dpt???

This week was last week for me stay and learn all those tests that available in Haemato Department. Haemato and Urine staffs were wonder which department i ll stay once i finish my one month training... either Haemato or Urine..

Well, for me, i will prefer work in Haemato department due to can learn even more things in dis department... anyway, i will commit to God, let HIM decided for me.. i know, He always will choose the BEST for me, He know which is suitable for me, I know He already has His own plan for me. What i can do is, try to learn as much as possible, try to do things faster and faster (for sure, must accurate)...

I had been set my targets, what i have to improve in future dis few months:-
1. learn b self-confident
2. learn b finish my work efficiently and accuracy
3. Not so careless, alert with previous mistake that i had been make, not repeat same mistake
4. Stay calm, dun panic easily
5. Able stand in tension condition

I wan get improvement compare with previous ......

tired~

Duno since from when, i ll wake up automatically around 530am ...sometime even 4am ++. Once i wake up, and i cant sleep again...from 20 Sept till 2day, almost 3 weeks i didn sleep... cause me felt TIRED, TIRED and TIRED!!!! Dis morning i felt dizzy once i was wake up, and start getting cough and flu, i was wonder whether i not enough sleep, cause my immune system become low, easily get virus attack....aih...i wan my sleeping time back!!! :( .... Although working life is tired and even lack of time for me to do other things... so, i really need to learn cherish time that given by God wisely, i dun wan my daily life only working working and working, wanna do some meaningful things in my life!!! dun wan let my life feel emptiness. Hope my life can blessing other people who around me....

23 bday

blow candle ~

Me with Birthday cake~~

Thanks for u all--> Sao Chew, Wei Chin, Eric and Steve
celebrate my birthday at Redbox~
I getting old already~ :(
Thanks all my frenzs who sms me ...

Old Monash campus~

front door for examination hall~~

A place where students stressed inside~ Examination Hall

Library~~ place for FT, gerel and me study

sunway collage car park

Explore in gent wash room?? guess what we gonna do inside ...

our demo~ kian qing

Gerel, wat r you looking ah??!!

3 of us look like "charlie angel" la...hehe
(at tutorial room)

MISS MY UNI LIFE!!!!!

Malacca trip (4/7/07)

Restaurant that famous with chicken rice ball

chicken rice ball, with chicken~~yummy!!

feel so good eat Cendol after walked quite a long time under sun...

Gerel, come and take a photo with dis "ancient" door

me with cendol~ yee pee!!

(after enjoyed with cendol, need let my stomach hv a rest 1st before continue with "lo lo"..
i was waiting for "lo lo restaurant"open.. spend my time in McD..)
sure you all think i was crazy..how come went for the trip still bring along with a book?? But, dis is "ME" cos i know sometime we ll spend some time in waiting ...to prevent wasting my time, normally i ll bring along a book to spend my waiting time... m i clever nia???hehe...

gerel~ keep in touch ya!!

finally, can eat "lo lo"..
Juwim, too bad, you r not ard!! sure ll hv more fun when u r with us!!

too hot~~ i was searching for tissues..hehe

Finally, get all these photo from gerel and i can blog it as well...
On 4/7/07 (after went back from genting trip, three of us [gerel, fang theng and me] decided went to malacca before all of us went back to our own hometown, purposely went there eat foods over there) ....Really have fun although was tired at tht time...

Pal, miss you all nia~~

Hey, dude.. all of us been separated quite a long time after finish our final exam.. somemore not really had time for chatting on graduation day... and all of us already start our own life, our new journey at different place... although we had been separated by distance, but i really hope all of you, happy always, all the best for you all future, keep on move our steps toward our future..

Just now view photos that had been upload by Wan Ting... suddenly feel wan see you all...I really miss you all... Miss the time when we been together... and i know we need looking forward for the future, impossible all of us always stay together cos all of us had our own journey need to goes on...anyway, always love you all...~~ keep in touch ya...

一番对HL 说的话

HL, i had been know you since i was study in Monash university...
i really c that you growth a lots and even become more self-confident (which i was lackin)... i really feel happy with you..not only dat, because you treated me as your best friend, share your problems with me... and this is definition of "FRIENDS" in my dictionary, no matter in what kind of situation either happy or sad, we willing to share our problem, share our happiness with each other...

Remember what i had been told you through msn? dun ever give up easily...try to look ways to settle problem, i always believe that sure there have a way is open for us de...apart from that, cherish the time when you can spend with him, because that is the time for both of you share the same memory--> is sweet memory, which always ll b in mind and heart...so dun waste the time...

Because you are my best friend, i really hope can c you always happy and filled with happiness in your heart. To b honest, i dun wan see you regret in future with the decision that you had make.. cos most of the people regret when they lose someone who they really love and care....at the time, all become meaningless and useless already ... so i dun wan this happen on you..

Finally, just wan share a short message to you... this message i get from one of my frenz.. quite meaningful..
有人说过三个过程是连续的：失去，遗憾和珍惜。很多的人都是失去了才懂得遗憾，可是不知道只要珍惜就能避开这个过程。所以从现在开始珍惜你身边的每一刻，把珍惜这两个字记在心里！！！

start my new journey

Last Saturday was my graduation ceremony....
and this Thursday was my 1st day working in BP lab ( near ss15)...
which is a new environment for me,
people over there also new for me...
my lifestyle also change ( need wake up so early)...
everythings are totally new for me...
and working life was totally different from study life....
What i can said was :-
"Graduation is the end of my student journey, yet, begin another long journey"

Working On it, Su Yi ~ for your future!!!!