thx, mY "BIG" God...

Time flies away...so fast i ll end my summer course soon (yesterday was last lecture for money and capital)..once finish my next next mon final exam, can b say i ll b free and start my holidays again....really miss the moments tht no need to do assignment and study...

When i recall back momemts tht i spend for my summer course...is really hard and stressed when i take money and capital (AFW1300) dis subject, cos is business subject and i didn hv any business background ...most of the time when i attend lecture, i cant understand wat Dr.Alan talking about... only can guess... well, the worse thing tht wat i faced was i need pass up assignment to Dr.Alan tht require ard 2000++ words...i was like -- how ah?? wat i should write bout this, i hv no idea for this "subject"...how i gonna write an essay bout this...?? tht time i really wish i can find someone help me up to finish this assignment...then i no need to do for this (haha...), But, Thanks God... didn prepared such frenz for me... cos if like dis, i wont had chance to learn and search info related bout this topic, although was quite hard and stress during tht period of time, but , i really experience Grace of God really enough for me to finish this assignment. Duno y, thursday morning, the day b4 i need submited my assignment (my assignment due on Fri), felt peace and faith on God..cos i knw i had such "BIG" God with me, i knw, through Him, i able to finish up my assignment, i pray to God...i know God ll carried me through all the process untill i finish my assignment and i finished it... next day when i hang up my assignment, i felt like ...i was a pregnant woman who jz finish give birth.. tht moments, suddenly knw how "wei da" for a mother b...haha...

Yesterday, Dr.Alan return our assignment to us, when i look at my assignment, let me reflected tht, dis assignment is the "result" tht i co-operate v God, quite satisfied with tht...other than that, thx God as well ..let me start understand wat is bout this subject talking bout... started interesting in dis subject...cos really reality.

Dr. Alan, at the beginning, ur 1st impression for me--> u r a person who really strict, scold ppl in front of most students... sooner later, jz realised tht u r a responsibility and good lecturer.. you willing teach and explain once we duno... explained to us patiently untill we understand ..Thanks ya... i will try my best to do my final exam, dun wan disappointed u... ^o^

1 liter of tears

Can u all c the gal in left corner? she is the main actress in dis drama--> One Liter of Tears...i strongly recommended u all watch dis Japanase movie, is a real story. so far, i jz watch 3rd episode only, in dis episode, this gal started realised tht she act in various way,all was out from her control...

She cant c clearly, when she look at her book, when she saw children run forward her, in "conscious", she knw she need avoid from the children, but her muscle cant "listen" signal tht send frm brain through nerve system, finally children knocked her and fall down on the floor...she ll fell down suddenly cos cant maintain the balance....

When her mother knw her daughter had dis kind of disease tht cant b treat nowdays, there did not had any treatment for her, there did not had any medication can help her daughter recover from this disease. Cant u all imagine wat kind of feeling on her mother as well as her dady?Initially, they all were disappointed when heard this "bad" new, esp her mother cant accept dis new, she search lots of information and take her daughter X-rays slide meet v other doctors, wish somebody tell her, dis is not the truth...finally she cant fight with the truth, ever doctors said it was ...This told her, she need to accept the truth....

Once this gal know she had such disease, she felt hopeless and ask the doctor:"y me? y me? y choosen me?" frm wat she said really can knw she was in such hopeless condition....she is a gal who good in study and active in schl activities, because of this disease cause her sacrified lots of things such as time watch movie in cinema with frenzs, cant hv date with senior tht she admire, cant ever played her favourite sport anymore which was basketball. Apart from this, she need faced sadness when other ppl laugh at her or said something bad on her, she feel guilty and troublesome as well , cos always burden her frenzs who always carried her when she go upstair. wat make me felt touch was, this gal still survive dengan tabah and happy....always smile..really hard for a person smile in such bad situation. Because of this gal had such disease, make her's parent always encourage each other, and dun give up...because their children need them... dis always reflected tht couple need support and encourage each other, solve problems together as something was happened.

Duno y, everytime after i finish watch one episode for this drama, for sure i ll cried and the next day bc panda de...but the main point was i ll always remind myself... need always give thanks to God, due to i am in good and health condition... not only that, the big impact on me after watch dis drama was stimulate me, use every single time to serve God, connect with God and concern those ppl ard me... Y i said so??? cos nw i in health condition, i still have eyes can c, i still have ears can listen, i still have hands can to write or help ppl, i still have legs can walked and run for God, i still have mouth can sings song to worship and share gospel with other ppl....i wan use my "golden" moment in my life to serve God, i dun wan wait till when i sick...tht time already no chance for me can serve God and ppl already..

So, frenzs use ur time and energy to serve God and ppl ard u~~ dun give excuse to refuse serve God...cos in dis world still gt lots of ppl need us, need LOve of God.....

天使就是你...

在我还小的时候,一直都相信有天使在我左右,保护着我...现在当然知道上帝常在我身边,当然也相信有天使的存在..你是否也和我一样在还小的时侯也曾有这样的想法呢?在n月前,在<房角石> 这本书里,读了一篇的文章,题目是-->天使就是你,一开头,作者以很简单,容易明白的华语发问了一个问题-->你有理由相信天使还在你左右,看守着你?还是你本身就是一个天使时时刻刻愿意守护着人,给人温暖和援助?
天使, 一个多美丽的创造物!天使让我们想到在有难无助,暗无天日的时候见到一丝曙光,心里充满希望和平安.天使和守护者划上了等号.

曾经出版数本与天使有关的童话的美国作家Bonnie Altenhein,就写过这样的一个短文:-
Angels are guardian of hope and wonder, the keepers of magic and dreams. Angels watch over you wherever you go, keeping each day perfect and promising a bright new tomorrow. Wherever there is love, and angel is flying by. Your guardian angel know you inside and out and love you just the way you are. Angels keep its simple and always travel light. Remember to leave space in your relationship so the angels have room to play. Your guardian angel helps you find a place when you feel there is no plac to go. Whenever you feel lonely, a specail angel drops in for tea. Angels are with you every step of the way and help you soar with amazing grace. After all, we are angels in training, all we gave to do is spread our wings and fly...
是的, 我们每个人都是受训的天使,尝试振翅而飞.对朋友而言,我们是一个乐意帮助他们的天使;对父母而言,孩子们是他们的天使;对一个陌生人而言,你伸出援手的话,你就是天使,尽管你并不知道自己是.牢牢记着这些天使的哲理,应用在生活上,开始每日微笑,还有磨亮你的光环,挥动你的翅膀,你就会散发出天使的光与热......

天使的哲理:---
听从你纯洁的心说的话; 天使敢去想如何去完成不可能做到的事; 天使会原谅,遗忘,会往前看;天使知道爱是永不止息;天使会静悄悄的帮助人,而又不给那人知道;天使肯听别人诉苦,给予安慰;天使知道自己是上帝的使者,所以绝对忠实,不会歪曲事实.....
-take frm 郑德发--

Christmas 2006

mY Christmas present~~2 Tortoise named "rou rou & le le"...

New members in my life....Welcome to my life ^0^

with children frm sunday schl...They all make up already, beautiful rite?? is my 1st time help them make up haha.....

Choo Han and m3

junior youth fellowship members-- felt happy when spent my time v u all
suprise la~~kar wai come chruch...
me 2gether v my lovely sister~su zhen
mY family...but wei keat not here...

Christmas in 2006~~ was a date tht i never forgot.. y i said so??? wat make it become so meaningful??? haha... i never felt tht happy and touched since i was born, ....nope...is not happy...i think "joy" this word is much better..much suitable to describe my feeling during tht time...well, actually was my daddy accept Jesus as his own saviour ...dis is wat i wish one day will happen...i waiting so long for dis moment come ...eventually, dis become true ...Thanks God...gave me such amazing present to me, dis good new is the best present tht given by God to me during christmas as well as in 2006....Thanks God, listen my prayer...really was a miracle that happened in my family...i believe that in future my mother and my brothers will accept Jesus as well....the important thing is be faith on God and trust God, He has his own time, his own design....apart from that, another things that make me happy was related to my Christmas present. Sau Tze bought two little tortoise to me as Christmas present. I named them as Rou Rou and Le Le. I promise myself, dis type i will take k of my lovely tortoise, wont like wat was happen last year...... cos take k of the animal or enviroment around us also one of the action that show we are love our mighty God...Welcome ya, Rou rou & Le Le....

31/12/06 nites

31/12/06 was day that i shopping with mY mother and sis at MidValley. We all almost spent 6 hours over there, but jz bought few stuff only...(for me, i jz bought sleeping bed nia...aih...)But, i was enjoyed the time with my mother and sister (2day they went back to lipis already, i suddenly felt lonely,i miss them,duno when i can goin back to lipis meet them again, wish tht moment can come.)
Time flies away so fast, 2day is 1st day of 2007. I was thinking bout my targets in dis year, at the same time i was recall back wat i was did in 2006. Over here wan give thanks to God lead me all the ways in 2006, no matter happiness or sadness, Thanks He always besides me, never dump me alone to face those tough period of time. When i need Him, He always prepared people or things tht i need to helped me up, to comfort me when i was down, encourage me, Thanks mY Father In Heaven.......
I believe that, His Grace always sufficient for me to carry on my life as well as help those need my help...Gambateh nia, suyi, in 2007!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!