美好的人生 II

start getting wet

mei fan n me ~~whole body was wet...

Photo with all bro n sis in youth of KLCC:

sAu thin, Sau tZe n me

said "cheese"~~

美好的人生 I

Date: 24/11-26/11/06

Location: Kuala Lipis Christian Church (KLCC)

Event: <美好的人生> 生活营

For me, dis is my 1st time b a leader in a camp. I willing take dis "tough" job, cos i knw dat, dis is a good opportunity for me to learn and was lots of things i learn frm this camp.

There are few things i need give thanks:--

1st of all, give thanks to God --> cos programmes tht we prepared goin well, nobody get hurt and gave such good weather to proceed all the programmes, and everthing tht He prepared for this camp.

2nd--> Su Zhen, Joanne, Esther, JIn Mei, Mei Ling, Yong Sheng, Ming Wei, Wei Lea, Choo Han, Sau Tze, Sau Thin and Siow Yean --> Thanks for wat they did for this camp such as prepared food (bbq) for everyone, prepared games for everyone, clean up our church b4 start camp and so on. Honestly, dis is the 1st time for me co-operate v youth who were younger than me so much, it can b said a challenge for me especially in communication with them, worried there had mis-understand btw us, fortunate everything goin well, and i sure tht, they oso learn some lession frm this camp.

3rd--> all the aunty and uncle in Church --> especially Lee Fang Aunty, Yoke Loo Aunty, Jin Mei's mother, yong Sheng's mother and my mother --> Prepared such tasty breakfast & supper.

4th--> Thanks to all guys and ladies who join this camp... and Nice to Meet U all...

The most important and meaningful --> dis is a good chance for non-christian frenzs heard bout Jesus, and can bring back a frenzs back to church... i still work hard for dis... anyway, pls pray 4 me lo..haha

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Wat i was learn in dis camp:--

1. 委身, in other words, 心态当事奉神和人的时侯- always make sure wat u do is for God...then wat u done ll become meaningful and wont feel so burden with u work.

2. b caring - during camp need concern n ensure everyone was in good condition, in other words, whether they had get hurt o nt during games time or not feeling well...

3.合作精神- especially in the games time, if one of the group members give up then the whole games can play anymore, cant even win in the games. (for me, i jz wanna enjoyed the whole process in games time, win or lose not so important for me..haha) Not only that, when u serve God or other ppl as an eg: this camp cant b success if jz only me, this required other ppl helped me make dis camp success.

4.muz b 果断,做决定的时侯- 一个决定可以影响整个的结局，求神赐我有智慧晓得如何做决定。

给我一张笑脸

主,请给我一张笑脸,一张真诚无伪的笑脸.

主,我常常因为忧伤而使自己的脸阴沉呆板,常常因为愤怒而使自己的脸扭曲难看.许多的时候,我把失望挂在脸上;许多的时候,我把对别人的不满也挂在脸上.主啊!这些脸一点也不好看,一点也不受人欢迎.

主,我多麽需要一张笑脸,一张真诚无伪的笑脸.我希望因着这张笑脸而带给家人一点温馨,带给朋友一些的信赖,就是那些素不相识的人.我也愿意给他们一张友善的笑脸,好让他们知道这世界并不冷漠.

主, 不单单是我,这世界的每一个人也需要一张笑脸,一张真诚无伪的笑脸,孩子的笑脸使人纯洁,少女的笑脸使人青春,父亲的笑脸给人自信,母亲的笑脸给人安 慰,老师的笑脸是一种鼓励,而朋友的笑脸则代表了无限关怀的心意.主啊!许多的时候,我们常常渴望看到别人的笑脸,然而自己却不肯付出一张笑脸.

主 啊!请给我一张笑脸,让我们以笑脸面对苦难的人生,以笑脸化解人与人之间的猜忌.如果我们每个人都有一张笑脸,人间就不再有争斗和混乱,这世界将会变得更 温暖,更和谐,也更美满.但是,亲爱的主啊!更重要的是求祢帮助我们,从祢那里找到喜乐的根源.因为,惟有心底的平安于满足,才能使我们拥有一张真正的笑 脸. ^O^

回忆

今天是我妹妹最后一天的考试,明天是她将会结束她的高一的学生生涯了.由于没事做便答应去学校接她放学,可是等了好久也没见她的人影,打算回家了.在这时侯,看见了熟悉的malay restaurant, 熟悉的巴士站 (蛮久没回学校),让我开始回想起我的中学生涯的点点滴滴.

还记得malay restaurant是我和几位好朋友去那儿享用我们的lunch的地方当学校有补习的时侯,也在那儿常遇见我们的学长(宝尊,凯伦,顺华和颖浩-可称为四剑客吧!!各有不同的特别). 现在的宝尊还是有孩子气但没象以前那样..以前太孩子气了!而凯伦还是象以前那样中等身材,不亏是打篮球的,但是比以前成熟了好多...而顺华呢?变化最多该是他吧(我是说外表的变化), 变的太成熟,就象他的哥哥一样.至于颖浩嘛!!真的有一段时间没联络他了.只知道他去当一名老师了!!(这也是从伟寿口中知道的!!) 很难想象他教课的样子吧!!一定好好笑的.....以前念A-level时还有联络的..可是久而久之也少联络了,近这几年完全没有他的消息. 以前即使我念高中的时侯,虽然我们俩念不同学校,但我们依然有给对方写信,至少可以知道对方的近况如何...加上我到KL念书以后再也没有见过你了!!整整五年了!!不晓得甚么时侯可以再见回他???!!!

而巴士站也是我和其他的同学一起挤巴士的时侯,虽然每次都没位子但蛮怀念冲出课室赶去搭巴士的那种心情,怀念铃声还未响,我和其他的朋友已收好课本要get ready回家的心情!! 我和其他四位好朋友常在一起(班上的同学常称我们为五朵金花,但我们不喜欢这称呼的因为太难听了)一起怒力为自己的前途迈进,一起疯,一起癫,一起笑,一起哭,一起"三八"....虽然我们为着自己的梦想前进导至很少见面但还好有手机可以联络,有空也传一封窝心的信息来代表我们还关心彼此,想念着彼此...朋友们虽然没有见面,但你们永在我心噢!!!希望你门一切都很好并时常快乐...有空call me or sms me lo....我在想如果我的中学生涯就如一部戏上映在戏院里,不要讲在戏院里,在电视机前好了,我一定会笑暴肚..因我做了好多好多傻的事情...回想起来,一直在想为何当时的我会这么的傻,为何会做出这些无聊的事情!!!虽然傻但是回想起来也蛮好笑的,试问有谁在中学时期没有做过一些傻傻的事情呢?

Death note

Death note~~whose name been wrote in dis book, ll b die within 40 seconds by "xin zhang ma pi" if dun hv any special design frm the person who took dis book...
an intelligent master detective named L who like eat those creamy n sweet food during his work and the way, he act eg drink coffee, answer phone calls jz like a gal...besides that, he look pale and no energy like a patient...
another intellengient guy as well named light, but use death note to kill ppl without any reasonable reasons...


In cinema, sure got different type of movie we can choose, some movie is horrible movie, some is funny movie, some is action movie... Well, DEATH NOTE is one of the japanase movie that recently available in cinema...i was watch this movie with my frenz once we are finish our last paper...haha...For me, i not really like dis movie, bored is one of the reason, besides that, the content for this movie oso not tht good...

here the synopsis for this movie:~

Shinigami own notebooks called “Death Notes” which are used as killing devices. Whoever’s name they write down in a death note will die within 40 seconds. Shinigami Ryuk dropped his Death Note in the human world where it’s found by honor high school student Light. With the death note actually having directions in it for its use, Light discovers he now has the power to discreetly kill people, and with this new power he plans to change the world in his ideal world by killing off criminals. Eventually the governments of the countries around the world notice the unusual amounts of deaths of their criminals, and figure out someone is behind them, but they have no way of discovering it themselves. That’s when they hire L, a master detective, to find out who is behind the murders.

你可以想象这会是个怎样的世界吗?当一个人的生死竟然是由一个人在掌管.他几时要你死你便要死, 死的方法也由他来决定,这也不用紧,最可怕是他 可能因为一写小事就非要你死,那才最恐怖!!就如这部戏里的主角,因怕被抓拿利用这本书把有关连的人给杀了.但现在来看,即使没有这本书,现今的人都会因为一些理由非将你至于死地..可想而知人是多么的邪恶.还好这世界没有所为的"death note ", 因我深信人的生死由3 in 1 的上帝在掌管, 而不是由人掌管, 也不是由死神来掌管,我也相信在以后必有审判. 我们必须为自己所做的负责任.除此之外,男主角因为没有看见未来的审判, 所以很失望,他任为法律也有限,不能将有罪的人(杀人放火的那种)得到应有的报应 (我承认律法的确有限的) 所以他利用这本书把"有罪"的人给杀.他以为他替天行动,将这些所为"有罪"的人杀死是叫有正义.Blek...!!!一个人的生死不是由他来掌管而是上帝,一个人是否有罪和那个人应有的报应和惩罚也不是由他定的.结果怎样呢?他连一些无辜的人也牺牲了为的是不要让"L"查出背后的杀手,eg:深爱着light的女生也成了他计划里的一部份,这就所为的正义感吗?

aNImal lOver~jUwiN

yesterday, as usual, continue study at library till nites cos unable study at home during exam period, therefore, went to library study...mayb stay too long at library, at the same time, i wear my contact too long almost 12hrs, my eye bc dry, red and blur....i felt cant concentrate on study, is the time for me take rest, went back home.

juwim accompany me went back my house cos is quite dangerous if went back alone, sumore, tht time was raining as well....(thanks juwin). on the way, a dog was barking. Juwin said for sure a puppy "terjatuh" ke longkang, we found where the sound come from, and i notice tht, really had a puppy terjatuh in longkang lo, Juwin "throw" away umbrella, quickly save the puppy from "danger", suddenly cant believe my eyes, he "throw" his unbrella (at tht time was raining leh) due to wanna safe the puppy, really seldom got a guy ll do such thing - safe an animal. juwin, i knw u really was an animal lover and environment lover.....wat u did for tht puppy, i ll remember de.. frm wat u did, can let me knw who u r....

hey frenz, maintain dis nia!!!

慈父

Fang theng recommend me read a article tht posted by her in her blog...She said this story was touching and she cried non-stop when she read tis article, as well as me. when i read half way bout this story, my tears come out frm my eyes...cant control...hehe.. so over here, wanna share v u all bout this story.....


(爸?我要出去玩！給我兩千塊！〕 我一邊看著電視一邊說著。
(昨天不是才給你了嗎？怎麼又花完了！〕 我爸露出些許無奈的神情質問著我。
(你到底給不給嘛？你若是不給我的話，我就去偷去搶！〕我翹著二郎腿叼著根煙，一邊抖腿一邊說著。
(唉?〕我爸嘆了一口氣後，從口袋?拿出幾張鈔票，準備數兩千塊給我，而我看見後迅速站起身來，將他手中的鈔票全部拿走，頭也不回的離開家中，立即騎著我爸買給我的機車，準備去享受我的夜生活。

在撞球場和我朋友撞球時，我朋友突然問我：〔你爸是做什麼工作的啊？〕我聽到後有些羞愧的不敢回答，只因我爸是賣烤香腸的，而我以我爸的工作為恥，所以，我在我朋友面前絕不提起我爸，因為我並不把他當成爸爸。不知不覺中，已經凌晨３點多了，於是我和我朋友準備離開撞球場，想繼續到KTV喝酒玩樂，可是當我們從2樓撞球場走到樓下時，卻聽到了吵鬧聲：〔你錢到 底要不要拿出 來，不拿出來我們就打給你死！〕而另一個聲音又傳了過來〔我錢是不會給你們的，這是我辛苦賺的血汗錢，是要養我家人的，我是絕對不會給你們的，你們再不走，我就要報警了喔！〕突然間，樓下傳來了一聲怒喝：〔乎你死！〕

當我和我朋友走到樓下時，發現4、5個少年圍著一個中年男子拳打腳踢的，還有一個人拿著棍棒猛揮那個中年男子的身體，眼看著，那個中年男子倒在地上已經快不行了，可是他手中仍然緊握著，他今天賺的兩千多塊，不肯鬆手讓另一個少年搶走，我朋友看到這個場面後，拉著我趕緊離開現場，叫我不要管太多，可是在我離開之前，我忍不住回頭看了那中年男子一眼，卻驚愕的發現，他竟然就是．．我爸！我愣在原地看著他們繼續毆打我爸的場景，與我爸緊握著鈔票不肯鬆手的畫面，又突然想到我爸平時都無怨無尤的給我兩、三千塊，而現在，他竟然可以為了兩千多塊，性命都可以不顧，再看到他賴以為生的香腸攤，已被敲毀散落滿地，頓時間，我不自覺的掉下一滴淚，大聲哭喊著〔爸！〕立即衝入人群中，用身體守護著我平時最看不起的爸爸，任由棒棍拳腳襲擊著我。而我身上立即一點一滴的傳來我爸剛才所承受的痛楚，可是我卻感覺到我的心，比這些痛楚還要痛，因為，我對自己以前的不孝，真的感到無比的痛心啊！幸虧不久後，我朋友立即衝上來替我解圍，而警察在不久後也到了，可是我在細看我爸的傷勢時，竟然發現我爸頭上流著血，失去意識暈厥過去了，讓我急慌的哭喊著〔救護車！誰趕快叫救護車來啊！快!我爸他．．嗚．．誰快來救我爸?〕 在救護車來到之後，我立即跟我爸進入了救護車，而醫護人員卻發現我爸左手緊握著兩千塊，仍然沒有鬆手，於是我在一旁哭泣著：「神明啊！求你一定要讓我爸平安無事！求求你！要是我爸真的平安無事後，我一定會學好學乖的，絕對會好好的孝順他，不會再讓他生氣難過了，求求你，我知道以前我錯了，你要懲罰就懲罰我好了，我還年輕，你要我幾年壽命都沒關係，我只求你讓我爸平安無事就好，求求你！神明！求求你．．嗚．．〕

突然間，我爸呻吟了一聲，隨即微微的睜開雙眼，我驚喜般的看著他：〔爸！〕我爸仍有些意識不清：〔這?．．是哪裡？〕 我喜出望外的對他說 〔爸!我們在救護車裡面，你剛才暈了過去，害我好擔心你?〕我差點又哭了出來。 他忽然微舉起左手，張開了緊握的兩千塊對我說〔啟明！這是爸今天賺的兩千塊，你拿去吧！][等一下回家之後，你先買東西自己吃吧！爸還不餓！〕我聽到後立即紅了雙眼，緊抱著我爸大聲哭泣著，一直哭一直哭，淚水不自覺的濕透了我爸的衣衫，也濕透了一旁醫護人員的雙眼。

我們之中有些人總是有著有這父母的無微不置照顧，也總是沉溺在茶來伸手飯來張口的生活中。但我們都不知道!不了解!被我們所花掉的錢，是父母花著自己的生命.青春.體力.汗水所換取來的。他們為了我们不惜一切讓我們快樂，滿足我們的需求,而我們呢?卻不知道，也不了解，只是一昧的玩樂，從不曾想過，也不曾體會......看完了這篇文章，在難心深處有沒有很深很深的感想呢?好好思考,你會明白的......

为何我和fang theng会哭当我们读这散文呢?原因很简单因为我们都有同样的经历...我们俩曾经嫌弃各自爸爸..我还记得当我还是初中生的时候, 总是嫌弃我爸为何没买车载送我去学校,为何要骑上老爸的"老铁马",而且也dirty cos 有黑油, 时常导至我的校服肮脏...but Thanks God, as i grow up, He change my mind, He let me c tht My dad was so love me...Let me think bout wat power able trigger my dad work so hard everyday? the answer was He love all his children which are wei keat, wei mun, su zhen n me...He wanna give a good condition for us to live, wanna give delicious food for us to eat, scare we hungry, wan buy stuff tht we like jz wanna make us happy and smile, give education for us, let us can get a better job in future... all these was done by my lovely dad...this can be said tht, my dad already do his best job, he got carry his responsibility as a father...so anything i still can complain with? answer is nope...wat he done for me, is more than enough...i really appreaciate wat he done for me all this while.Thanks God, give me such nice and responsible father for me....by the way, sorry Dad..for wat i did on u when i was in secondary schl....Love you, my dad!!!

because u live

Recently, i was "CRAZY" bout this song... always repeated n repeated..haha..
may b some of frenzs might listen dis b4..while, may b some didn heard bout this song....
Song tht i wanna recommended was "bEcasUse U liVE" which sang by Jesse McCartney~~ a Handsome GUy...

lyric for this song as below:--

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back
Like a wake-up callI've been looking for the answer
Somewhere..
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

**CHORUS
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live girl
My world...
Has twice as many stars in the sky

It's all right. I survived.
I'm alive again.
'Cause of you, made it through every storm
What is life? What's the use?
If you're killing time I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone... Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly looking in your eyes

REPEAT CHORUS
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live girl(you live) My world(my world)
Has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live.. I live

Because you live, there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've givin' me Always...

REPEAT CHORUS
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help(when no one else can help)
Because you live girl .....My world (My World)
Has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live girl(girl you live).......My world
Has everything I need to survive
because you live... I live, I live

ride bicycle

ride bicylce

mE v flowers

jz only few types of musHroOm~~sign

in "small" paddy field....

lets took a photo b4 went back our own house

Finally, hv a chance ride bicycle nia.. long time didn ride bicycle. Still remember, i ride bicycle when i was a children. Howevere, as i growth, no longer ride bicycle, but change ride "motor" went to school. As i ride bicycle, jz help me recall back my happy time when i was a children (this is one of the reason tht i like ride bicycle, another reason is i like out-door activity although is quite tired, but i was enjoyed in ride bicyle). wish have another chance ride bicycle again.....

tUesdaY

hot dog coated by bread and cheese..BUt how come cant c cheese leh??
Lunch for my sis& me.....

(look oily??but i still eat them cos make by my lovely sis nia...)

REally cant believe that i able wake up early in the morning which was ard 6am, and join all "AUNTY" members for jogging near my house. Along the way, really enjoyed cos can inhaled fresh air which cant found in KL, listen the sound of small animal eg birds, frog..enjoyed quite environment...which is long time i didn exposed to such environment. Especially duirng exam period, jogging in such fresh and quite environment oso one of the way to release my stress..hahaha...(thanks my dear sis, give me such good idea, Love you..) After jogging, i think i had more energy and mood to continue my studies lo...haha...

ard 10am met v my causin sisters who were Esther and Joanne ate our breakfast...we all waited so long for food tht we order, cos 2day really lots of ppl...main reason due to most of those ppl work at kl were back to lipis, having holidays at here. BUt anyway, we quite enjoyed the process when we waiting due to had chance for us to chit-chat, can listen their "story" with someone, in somewhere..haha, let me can knw bout them....

Thanks God, gave me such good time with my cousin sis....

Duno y..when i stay at lipis, lots of foods i wanna eat.. keep eating n eating...jzz finish breakfast v cousin sis they all, then ard 1pm eat lunch which are "BREAD" make by my sister....delicious but is oily lo...

moody???

2day early in morning went Shah Alam ride bicyle. really tired. After take my shower, straight away slept, didn care my hairs still wet..cos i really felt sleepy and cant stand anymore.

Well, duno wat kind of feeling on me when i woke up...a kind of mood tht very down, no interest to do anything especially study, wanna find someone chat with, but no one i can chat with, is it dis call "kong xu"?or "lonely"?or "homesick" due to miss family? really duno...

Gambateh-- all my frenzs

-- Love u all--

although two of u in Australia..BUt need gambateh as well... meet in November ya

fiNal exam jz ard the corner, so all my frenzs jia you, jia you o...

wIsh u all get a flying color result...

&

Dun b stress nia...cos cant study once u stress o...hehe..

All the best ya..

Nice pics..

i put this pic as wall paper in my notebook..haha.. give such a good effect...

over here, wanna share some nice pics with u all.. i quite like dis type of pics...(if u all got this type of nice pics muz share v me ya, haha...)

BBQ @ indah villa

Date : 20 September, 2006

Event: BBQ

Place: Indah Villa Condo, the place tht i stay nw...

Time: 7pm--

frenzs: Fang Theng, Hsiang Leng & her bf, Gerel, Wan Ting n her bf, Robby, Eason, Shi Kang, Juwin, Ehua, Wun Hin, TJ

Finally, can write sth bout this BBQ..cos long time i been waiting for all this photos frm gerel...

At the beginnig, i thought jz only hv bbq on tht nite... Actually was not.. They all gave me a suprise... haha... this suprise was began when shi kang took a birthday cake, walked toward me and all my frenzs were sang "Happy Birthday" song for me.... really felt touched and happy. Thx lots my dear frenzs...

i jz only 12 yrs old??? (c the candle, all cos of juwin...he thought the big candle represented 20yrs old....aiyo..kek c me la...)

said "cheese"~~ :>
Thx all my frenzs~~Give me such memorable birthday party for me...

A blessed day~~

23 September, 2006, for sure, was a memorable day for Pastor Shok Ping and her husband.. cos they marry on tht day. Every bro and sis from their church went to PJEFC, give blessing to them.....at the same time, i had a chance for me met with my bro n sis in christ frm PJEFC. long time i didn meet them since last two years....

^o^~~blessing that not only frm bro n sis in Christ, but also frm God......
wah, really cant imagine that Mei fung already marry with Yi Kang, nw already pregnant... BUt dis is a good new for me... i waiting birth of this baby (duno is boy or gal???)
Mei Qiao~~ nice and frenzly sis in Christ who always take k of me n fetch me to church when i was study A-level... Thanks God, prepared a nice person in my life....
as well as all this cutie, pretty and handsome teenagers
Jasmine& m3

Yuan Fang, Ur baby so cute la..can i bring him back to my home....??

1st time for me Hug a baby who is 0 month leh!! scare getting hurt him...haha...

感动的一天

Due to 26 sept is lies within the period of sem break, therefore all of my frenzs went back to their own hometown meet their family, of course same as me la...hehe..so my bday is celebrate v my family (actually dis is wat i wish...). I jz wanna hv simple dinner with my family, have a nice chatting with my parent, bro and sis on tht day. On tht day, i really have a good communication with my family especially my dad. He told us lots of funny stories when He was young..honestly, dis 2 year i closer with my dad compare with last few years. Before this, lack of topic that i can chat with my dad. But i learn sth which more "zhu dong" find some topic chat v dad, reliaze tht got some topic we can chat with..haha..Really Thanks God...

well, story bout this cake, really make me felt touched..cos my younger bro didn treat me like dis...
The story begin like dis...
i dun hv bday cake on my bday, cos tak sempat order make a bday cake. No bday cake is not a big deal, didn affect my mood on tht day. But wat was happened is, my younger bro, he knw tht on saturday my elder bro~~wei keat ll back frm KL. wat he done was make a call to wei keat, ask him buy a birthday cake frm secret receipe for me and bring it back to lipis when my elder bro back frm KL. Before this i totally duno bout this, he give me a suprise..haha...
Although dis bday cake, i accepted 4days after my bday, but really felt happy for tht. This indicated that my bro sayang me....Thank you~~wei mun and wei keat...
Thanks God as well, give me a meaningful and memorable bday for me!!!

Royale Escapade

Date: 22 September, 2006

Theme for this yrs is Royale Escapade

In this day, for sure very busy for ladies, cos need make up, dress up and hair do to attend Monash Ball at Palace of Golden Horse. On that day i was quite enjoy performance that show on tht nite, at the same time, miss my close frenzs who are~~Mei ying, titin who attend last yrs monash ball with me (went to Australia study, if they are here, for sure is more fun, haha)Miss you all nia--Mei ying, titin

Hottest Lecturer in Monash University Campus~~Dr. Emily

Jeremy one of the contestant for Mr.Monash~~sing with guitar

me v talkactive grace..

wah felix, u so "famous" ah?got 4 gals ard u~~hehe!!
Juwin, u smile so "chan lan" la..wuah haha..