J.Co Donuts

J.Co Donuts really delicious....
Most of the time i bought half dozen with different flavor...
As you all can see the photo on the left hand side...
I wan taste all the flavor of donuts that available in J.Co...
So far, i like the orel flavor..hehe...
yummy, yummy !!!

gambateh, su yi

When thing not goes as wat we expected....
for sure, we feel discourage....
i do really understand wat kind of feeling inside...
But, God always give me his comfort through his words...
Although it is hard and tough for me to handle all these....
i have faith on Him....
He ll bring me goes through all these....
Gambateh, Su Yi!!!

心情好灰。。

三月，对我来说是很很很难熬。。
一件一件的事情向着我来，攻击我。。
心情变得很灰，很沉。。
眼前就像看不到光，看不清楚。。。
一个一个的希望被打破了。。
现在的我很模糊，看不到前方。。
我就像站在交叉点，不知道该往哪个方向去。。
Since from when, i would like keep all the things in my heart...
dun even wan share with other ppl....
Since from when, i start close my heart...
Not allow people to understand me...

I know there are something wrong in me...
I wan fixed dis...
i hope i can get use to it....

God, Please strengthen me....
I really need you....
Please heal the hurt and pain inside me...
Although there ll hv a scar in my heart, but let it be...
Cos dis can remind me and help those who face the same problem...
I know watever happen on me..
U oledi know and allow all this happen...
Because you know i can stand in this situation...

God, please teach me...
How to love and sacrified...
dun b a self-fish person...
As long as people around me are happy,
then everything gonna be worth...

I really duno whether i can success o nt...
I hope i can do dis....
Anyway, Cheer up ya...

Always there

曲：ROLF LOVLAND LYRICS　詞：張敬軒

我總不相信自己 也無法面對現實
當生命失去了框 我就失去了方向

前路依然很模糊 要掙脫許多束縛
你讓我依靠 讓我堅強 你守護在我身旁

每當我需要依靠你 你一定會在這裡
有你的地方 就有陽光 你總會在我身旁

當我還不夠堅強 還不夠堅強
推翻命運的圍牆

你還是和我在一起 給我無限的勇氣
路依然走的困難 當我變成了負擔

你依然把我輕輕拉著 我就是最幸福的
每當我需要依靠你 你一定會在這裡
有你的地方 就有陽光 你總會在我身旁

每當我需要依靠你 你一定會在這裡 會在這裡
有你的地方 就有陽光 你總會在我身旁 喔 吼

我需要依靠你 要依靠你 你就在這裡
有你的地方 就有陽光 你總會
在我身旁

Recently, I like dis song...
Always repeat...
When i see the title for this song...
let me think bout my almighty God...
HE always there when i need HIM...
He always there when everyone not around me...
Love you, God!!
You are the strength for me to stand in every circumstances....

Change

Look around people besides you,
Look around environment besides you..
Do you think everything always changing??
People around mayb change in their appearance or change in their personality...

Change and change...

However, there are something is never get back to the origin or back to usual once there are something was change. We need to learn how to get use to it when the situation was changed.

Rainbow after the rain

REMEMBER:

"There is always has Rainbow appear in the sky after heavy rain"...

same as to Our life....

" There is always has a new beginning after terminal"....

Cheers up, dude!!!
To me as well.... :)

everything began at 3am...

"Ding dong, Ding dong, Ding dong......"Door bell was rang...
"Hello....Hello......" someone was shouted.....
"Ding dong, Ding dong, Ding dong........" door bell rang again.....

"Hey, what time now??!! Why still keep on press the bell? No need to sleep meh??" i said in my heart.... Guess what?? That moment was around 3am......I knew this might be someone was find my housemate who stay in master room, but please la.... call him before you come, dun even press the bell in the midnight... people need to sleep and need to work the next day... and this was disturbance especially for people like me, is hard to sleep again once i wake up ( i even did not feel sleepy at all after dis and able to blog in the early morning - 3.29am)...

You think story was end like this????
NO...NO.....

My housemate who from middle room and me wake up and knock the master room to settle this..nobody answer (mayb havent come back yet), at the same time people outside the door still keep on press the door bell.... then i had to inform the people, there was nobody in the master room, please dun press the bell again, people need to sleep nia...

However, when i open the door, just know the people outside the door was McD delivery.. and this was call frm my housemate's frenz (from master room)..

You think story was end like dis???
No...NO..

Once the delivery left...
i tot i can continue to sleep....i went to bed...
later, i heard noisy voice was come out from dinning room....
i was curious was happen...and went out from my room had a look ....

Guess wat happen....?
Quarrel btw my housemates
my master room housemate juz back from KL....
This was the first time experience quarrel between my housemates....
At tht time, my mind still blur duno wat i should do at that moment since i juz wake up...
and the quarrel was end up by one of my middle room housemate shout v " you better move out by tml"...
both of them back to their own room... only left me alone in the dinning room...
everything back to silent...

After all this, i was thinking...
Want to live harmony with housemate really is not easy....
because everyone is different, different in way to live, different background....
anyway, i believe tolerance to each other is one way to maintain the harmony ..
But sometime, we need do sth in correct moment...

Finally,
"Please don't call delivery in the midnight, i wan sleep leh..."

How you think dis?

When you all see this photo, what is the first thing that come out from your mind?

Well, the first thing come out from my mind was girl who behind the boy was so pity because she was cried and sad. This make me think that the situation or condition when a guy want end up a relationship with a lady. The guy was leave the place without see the lady. Well, the lady only can see the guy leave her... and her's heart been tears into many many pieces , very very very painful and this scar or hurt required very long time to recover, may be half years, may be one year or even more longer. Who will know this painful feeling? Who will understand this?
Anyway, ladies, please stand up...!! Life still have long way need to go... dun let all this sadness cause you give up urself... change dis sadness to a strength that face dis hardship.... Ladies, You can do it well!!!

忍着忍着。。

淑仪，你必须要忍着忍着别让你的眼泪掉出来，明天还要工作，不然的话，明天将会有“熊猫眼”出现的。。。可是，我欺骗不了我自己，我控制不到我的眼泪。。。它就是自然而然的留了下来，完全听不了我的命令。。。 最后，到了我的极限。。 让它吧!! 明天变"熊猫眼", 就明天再打算吧!!! 忍着忍着的感觉是很痛苦的... 可能哭了,内心也舒服了点呢!!!! 哭了,就让自己睡一觉... 明天在次的出发..为新的一天出发... 加油,淑仪!!!!

He always is GREAT

When there seen no way in front of me.....
When i don't how to stand in such "terrible" condition....
He is the only one besides me.....
He is the one who prepare everything that i need to overcome it...
He is the one let me become brave to face what i have to face it after the incident...
When i was questioning myself "why all this happen on me?
whether i want to give up?"
He always use HIS words to turn my mind on HIM, brightened my mind....
Remind me, everything is control by Him...
He wont put a burden that is too heavy for me to carry on my shoulder....
What i can say is
"GOD ALWAYS IS GREAT".......

Christmastime~

Just now evangel share a christmas song to me~
i like dis song ...
cos it really nice to listen......

Christmas ...is coming soon...
yeppe....

Thankgiving!!!

Last week (wednesday onward) was trouble ad hard moments for me...
I run an urgent blood sample without checking the patient's name whether match with the lab number that given from dispatch boy. Not Only that, the result was sent to doctor as well...
This really big mistake.... My colleagues even did not trust me after dis big mistake... That time i been experience how it feel when u did not trust by other people.. that kind of feeling really suffer. Feeling that did not trust by people and guilty feeling caused me cant even concentrate in my work... i really wan find someone who can listen to me that time... i wan pour out my sadness that time... i still remember that time, i hardly compress my sadness, dun let other ppl knw dis... dun let other ppl c dis... my tear flow around my eyes... tears starting flow out but i try dun let it flow out...
From this incident, i can see that, when there have some trouble happen.. no one ll help u... they all still continue do their work... and i start experience what is call "REAL WORLD"...
Anyway, ....i sure i still can survive in future via power of God... He been promise me, wont let me alone to face single things... He always was the one who always carried me goes through all the difficult moments..
Although it hard time for me tht time, but God put my family beside me esp my sis...
wat she did on me (send a funny photo me, make me laugh) really make me felt warm....
Really thanks to my family and frenzs who beside me when i was in hard moments...
THANKS YOU.....

要幸福哦！！

很高兴听到你对我说的好消息。。。
过去的你为了他伤心难过。。。
现在得知道你找到自己的幸福。。
真的真的真得很高兴和安慰。。。
你永远都有我的祝福。。。
答应我。。。要幸福！！
有什么事别忘了告诉我。。。
我乐意借我的耳朵给你。。。
别自己一人面对。。。

失去。。。

看了新闻，总是会看到新闻是与死亡有关系。顿时站在死者的家人的立场来想，当时接到自己心爱的人离开的消息时，想必是一件很难接受的事情吧！！ 失去的感觉好可怕哦！！ 让我顿时好怀念我的婆婆。。。

Haemato Dpt

Time was goes on so fast..
i had been end up my training month...
i had been told i ll base on HAEMATO Department.....

Last Monday was my first day in this department...
and i was experience what i had been told by my frenz....
i was agree with them....
everyday, i need face with war in Haemato Department...
is a war between "Me and samples" that i need handle.....
Sometime i feel busy...
sometime i ll make mistake as well...
sometime i feel tired once finish my work....
sometime i fall in dilemma conditions...
BUt, i know this is call life...
and i have to get use to it...
overcome every challenge that in front of me.....

keep on move u steps ya~ su yi!!! = )

Missing everything in LIpis~~

Already long time i didn back to my hometown, a place that full of my sweet memories, a place that i was growth....dis weekend, i ll back to Lipis... really feel happy and excited... cant wait for weekend coming.... i wan meet all youth from youth fellowship...esp esther, joanne, mei ling...apart from dat, for sure, the most thing tht i miss was food that cook by my mother (need make a call to my mother for ordering food tht i wan to eat when i goin back lipis..keke..)

LIPIS, Here i come~!!!!!

mY convo photo

Finally, i collected all the photos that i taken during my convo.....
After convo, my frenzs and I start our own destination again in different places
No matter how, over here....
Thanks you all b my friends... and give me such sweet and wonderful memories....
LOve you all....
All the best for you all future....
Keep in Touch ya~~~

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1 day trip @ Seremban~

This is how Daniel look like when he eat lunch...!! Hoho...

Yea.. finish our breakfast.. "bao bao" already...

Results that achieved by Daniel~~

Hand itchy...what we do???
Haha... answer is -->Play with bowling...

Eat dinner at "Hoi Tong" after went back from Seremban....
see Smile happily...

Seremban 1 day trip--> suggestion from Ernest... is the 1st time i been there.. quite excited with this....Well, actually not bad had dis trip... at least can know what kind of environment that he study and stay now.... Not only that, can buy some "siew pao" and "xian dan shu" as gift for my frenzs.... hehe...

Haemato or Urine Dpt???

This week was last week for me stay and learn all those tests that available in Haemato Department. Haemato and Urine staffs were wonder which department i ll stay once i finish my one month training... either Haemato or Urine..

Well, for me, i will prefer work in Haemato department due to can learn even more things in dis department... anyway, i will commit to God, let HIM decided for me.. i know, He always will choose the BEST for me, He know which is suitable for me, I know He already has His own plan for me. What i can do is, try to learn as much as possible, try to do things faster and faster (for sure, must accurate)...

I had been set my targets, what i have to improve in future dis few months:-
1. learn b self-confident
2. learn b finish my work efficiently and accuracy
3. Not so careless, alert with previous mistake that i had been make, not repeat same mistake
4. Stay calm, dun panic easily
5. Able stand in tension condition

I wan get improvement compare with previous ......

tired~

Duno since from when, i ll wake up automatically around 530am ...sometime even 4am ++. Once i wake up, and i cant sleep again...from 20 Sept till 2day, almost 3 weeks i didn sleep... cause me felt TIRED, TIRED and TIRED!!!! Dis morning i felt dizzy once i was wake up, and start getting cough and flu, i was wonder whether i not enough sleep, cause my immune system become low, easily get virus attack....aih...i wan my sleeping time back!!! :( .... Although working life is tired and even lack of time for me to do other things... so, i really need to learn cherish time that given by God wisely, i dun wan my daily life only working working and working, wanna do some meaningful things in my life!!! dun wan let my life feel emptiness. Hope my life can blessing other people who around me....