gambateh nia~~suyi

haha....yepee....
finally, submitted all my reports and assignments....
nw is time for me to concentrate my final exam....
is the most scary and hard time......

i feel like i was chasing "TIME", that run so fast in front of me....
can said tht i hv no enough time....for study...
BUT, i ll continue struggle, struggle for my future....

by the way, i really inspire frm Hsiang Leng's msn nickname
"Passion is the KEY to travel"......
Passion is something that can let us continue move on our steps...
although is hard to acheive our dreams and full of obstacles in future ..
not only that, "passion" is the thing that can make us become patient,
and ll make us try and try and try to solve obstacles tht we face....

Su Yi, gambateh for u dreams and targets...
never give up easily...
try ur best in everythings, esp dis exam....
think bout u grandmother...
think bout wat u had been promised urself....

God, pls strengthen me....
when i was tired, pls added ur strength to me...
let me still able to move on....

wORds frm Dr.Gong

Dr.Gong was one of my pathology lecturers.....
she really cute and cheerful,
mayb due to her face look like Doremon?? and always smile at us...
Last saturday, was last lecture for pathology...
wat she was wrote on the last slide as below:-
NO Pain, NO Gain;
NO study, NO party!!!!
really meaningful
esp for NO pain, NO gain....
dis not only can applied in our study, as well as in our daily life,
without pain in our life, we wont growth and wont learn how to appreaciate.....

Honestly, i really like to attend her lecture (never skip her class except one lecture due to need go hospital for body check up), cos the way tht she give lecture was so interesting
wont fall asleep... almost all the lecture tht she give, i can laugh so loud till need my frenzs ask me to calm down, dun too excited....pai sei... kekeke....
anyway, really thanks her, cos she not only give lecture ...
frm her, learn sth tht not in the book... always give advise for us....
from u, really inspire me think a lots ..esp for my future...
Thanks You, Dr.Gong!!
(i think i ll miss the time when i was attend u lecture in future)

Run away

Sometimes, i feel tired...
well, is not physiologically tired,yet, psychologically tired...
feel wan run away...
run to a place where nobody knw me,
run to a place where is new to me,
run to a place tht i can start again....
however, i knw i wont do tht....
cos still need settle something...i wont runaway b4 settle my stuff
cos dis is not my attitude...this is not me...
but i knw 1day i ll leave here....move toward a new place...
but is not now, still need wait for a couple of time...
cos b4 i leave, i need do some preparation...
once everything is settle, tht is the time for me to leave.....

honestly, i duno how long i still can stand ?
1 month? half years? 1 year? 2 year?
i really no idea v this.....
but i ll keep on to move my steps.....
cos i wont quick so easily...
but sometime i need some time to adapt... to get use to it....

ANYWAy,
J, u can do dis.....
cos u hv "乌龟精神".....
Gambateh nia....

What is not Love????

Unfortunately, we have been trained NOT to love. How so? We have superiors or supervisors who in their word or action:

• Abuse us
• Bully us
• Are contemptuous of us
• Use us despitefully
• Envy us
• Hurt us
• Malign us
• Persecute us
• Spiteful to us
• Shout at us
• Threaten us
• Wound us

They justify their behaviour by saying that they have a task to complete on time in this competitive and globalize world. They choose not to be kind and patient.

We harbour resentment and our natural reaction when we are in a position of strength is to do the same and more:

• To retaliate in kind
• To hit back with “a tooth for a tooth and an eye for an eye.”
• To seek revenge
• To look for an opportunity to give our subordinate the same treatment that we have received.

We are imprisoned by our hurt. We are easily provoked. We flare into anger quickly. We envy. Unless we reflect and question our reaction, we have been trained NOT to love! And St Paul has defined for us what love is NOT, in that, “love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; ” (1 Corinthians 13: 4-7 NKJV)

The passages below are summarized from the book, “Our Lady says: Love People” by Rev. Albert Joseph Mary Shamon.

1. Love does not envy---zelOl means to strive after, to have zeal for one’s own status,

· Love envies no one.

· Love knows no envy.

· Love is not jealous of people.

· Envy or jealousy is a vice nobody likes; it is so unlovable that when a person has it, he tries to conceal it.

· Envy is sorrow about people’s good fortune. Instead of rejoicing at someone’s good fortune, envy weeps.

· Envy destroys our peace of mind and it makes us positively miserable.

· To detect envy or jealousy, just ask ourselves these questions:

Are we chronic critics?

Are we always sarcastic?

Do we gossip?

Do we talk disparagingly about someone’s accomplishment?

Do we belittle what means a lot to another?

Do we assassinate people’s character?

Do we give the silent treatment to our spouse whenever we are unhappy with our spouse’s ways?

2. Love does not parade itself---perperEUetai means to boast or vaunt oneself, to be a braggart.

· Love is not pompous.

· Love is never boastful.

· Love does not brag.

· Love is no braggart.

· A braggart does not feel superior to others but he boasts that he is.

· Boasting can be hurtful and unkind since it diminishes others.

3. Love is not puffed up---phusiOUtai means to puff up, make proud.

· Love is not inflated.

· Love is not conceited.

· Love is not inflated with its own importance.

· Love is not puffed up with pride.

· Pride resides in the heart.

· Pride is inflated egoism.

· Pride is extreme self love.

· Pride smacks of idolatry, for it idolizes self.

· A proud person brooks no criticism, true or untrue.

· Hell has no fury like a proud person scorned.

4. Love does not behave rudely---aschemonE means to behave unseemly.

· Love is not rude.

· Love does not behave gracelessly.

· Love does not behave unpresentably.

· Love is not arrogant or rude.

· A rude person does not treat a person as a human being but as a means to his own ends.

· A courteous person realizes the dignity of the human being and he simply treats each person as a person, as a child of God.

· Rudeness comes from insecurity or weakness, from selfishness or self-centeredness, from lack of training at home or in school.

· Being nice, kind, courteous, polite, good natured, considerate or thoughtful, especially to the weak and helpless, is a cultivated virtue.

5. Love does not seek its own---zetEl means to seek for, seek after.

· Love does not seek its own interests.

· Love is never selfish.

· Love does not insist on its rights.

· Love does not seek its own advantages.

· Love does not insist on its own way.

· A self-seeker may want to serve God, but in his own way, not God’s way.

· A self-seeker pursues the adulation, praise and approbation of others.

· Signs that tell us whether or not we are self-seeking:

Do we give free rein to our desires and wants?

Do we let them run wild like an unbridled colt?

Do we discipline them, tame them and put a check on them?

Is God in our thoughts?

Do we try to avoid what is displeasing to God?

Do we accept without complaint all that God sends us?

6. Love is not provoked----paroxUnetai means to provide, irritate, excite.

· Love is not quick-tempered.

· Love is not quick to take offence.

· Love never flies in a temper.

· Love is not easily irritated.

· Love is not resentful.

· A quick tempered person is one who is easily provoked to anger, one who has a short fuse.

· Hasty temper, impatient rebukes, sullen looks, harsh words, they never do any good!

· It took St Francis de Sales years to learn that the best answer to temper is silence.

· When Julius Caesar was provoked, he would repeat the entire Roman alphabet before he would speak as he has found that “the greatest remedy for anger is delay.”

· A quick tempered person can be:

Testy ---flaring up at the least annoyance.

Touchy ---reacting vehemently when certain subjects are broached.

Irrational---just flying into a rage or fury without reason.

7. Love thinks no evil---loglzetai means to reckon, calculate, compute.

· Love does not brood over injuries.

· Love keeps no score of wrongs.

· Love does not store up the memory of any wrong it has received.

· Love does not calculate evil.

· Love does not record in memory every hurt to repay it later.

· It is foolish to carry hurts like gunnysack on our backs all through life.

8. Love does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth---adikla means a wrong, an offence, injustice and alethEla means truth.

· Love does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth.

· Love does not gloat over other men’s sins.

· Love finds no pleasure in evil-doing.

· Love does not rejoice in injustice.

· There are human vultures who gloat over other’s shortcoming, who rejoice over the failures of others, who glorify the vices of lust and immorality.

To be good at anything we have to spend time and effort studying and practicing it. To be loving we need to know what love is and what love is NOT. We should not confuse love with the Hollywood-type-of movie love. What then is love? True love at its very basic is:

Patient Do I accommodate his/her views, his idiosyncrasies and his ways of doing things?

Can I overlook his shortcomings or faults?

Will I be able to bear the blame and accusation?

Can I accept him as he is?

Kind Do I have a kind heart towards him/her?

Do I strive to make him happy?

Do I uplift his spirit when he is anxious or depressed?

Am I tender hearted towards him?

Forgiving Mother Teresa says, “We must make our homes centers of compassion and forgive endlessly.” (“A Gift for God”, 18)

Do I try to forgive endlessly at home?

Do I harbor grudges over a long period of time?

Do I hold on to resentment?

Do I keep a record of wrongs he has done to be used against him?

Do I try to forgive and forget?

Self-giving Do I make self-sacrifice for him/her?

Am I generous towards him?

Can I give in to the relatively unimportant comments and arguments?

Do I give up my preferences, goals, comfort, time and energy for him?

Encouraging Am I always encouraging or am I critical towards him/her?

Do I affirm him?

Am I his cheer leader?

Do I see his potential or do I see him as he is?

Do I constantly find ways to praise him?

Have we spent the time to cultivate and nurture these qualities or are we so engrossed with making a living that we don’t bother about such things? How then can we be good at loving?

Ultimately relationship, not what we achieved or acquired, is what matters most in life. So why do we allow our relationships to get the short end of the stick? When our schedules become overloaded, we start skimming---cutting back on giving the time, energy, and attention that loving relationships require. What’s most important to us is replaced by what is most urgent.

When life on earth is ending, we don’t surround ourselves with objects. What we want around us is people---people we love and have relationships with.

In our final moments we all realize that relationships are what life is all about. Learning this truth sooner rather than later is wisdom. Why then wait until we are on our deathbed to figure out that nothing matters more than a loving relationship?

每一個明天

結伴創將來　多麼的美
你的路　我的途　再也不分己與彼
有浪有風來　不捨不棄　每一明天也贈你

未懂占卦　也不懂命理
卻可先知我們　同步註定了不起
若我不普通　變得堅毅無忌
幕後有一個最大原因：因為你

每望向將來　都找到你
我所夢　我所期　全部喝彩因你起
你是我將來　不捨不棄　我的明天創自你

沒仰天觀星　看星宿日記
無問獅子雙魚　前面有沒有驚喜
一早知　幾多風吹與飛
活著也很快樂　自尋到你

天佑我的愛人　給她永遠笑聲　並常對她偏愛
天佑我的愛人　有她不再覺得生命無奈　敢愛

未懂占卦　也不懂命理
卻可先知我們　同步註定了不起
(若)我不普通　變得堅毅無忌
並沒秘方這是純因你

*天佑我的愛人　這日　明天　一世　把她寵愛
天佑我的愛人　有她不再覺得生命無奈　敢愛*

Repeat *

你是我將來　不捨不棄
每一明天愛著你

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Gt planning is good...
cos u knw wat u should to do in coming few days even in future
and you wont waste u time to do those non-sense things
sometime wat we plan was totally different in reality,
wat we should do when come in such situation?
if really cant make any change, we hv to learn accept wat already been happen,
is no use for us to keep on blame dis and dat...
only can make us sad, upset .....even didn c any hope in dis world...
Because-->
"HOPE" is the power for us keep on to move no matter how bad situation in front of us,
"HOPE" is the power for us to wait....

frenzship??

2day i knw frenzship can be break so easily long time ago
and i never wish dis ll happen on me...
cos i didn wish wanna broke up frenzship w anyone....
for me, i willing to do anything..
jz wanna hv a good relationship with everyone...
in my mind, i jz wanna everyone was happy when they spend their time v me...
if gt mis-understand happen,
i willing to settle and face it ...
even ask tht person whether hv mis-understand happen,
as well as to make everything was clear btw us and apologize...
when i felt sth was wrong btw us....

in spite of, wat i get with wat i done???
if accept my apologize,
then i win a frenz....
if not, then i lose a frenz....
n i felt abit 可惜.. cos can b frenz is wat been arrange by God...
therefore i appreciate every relationship v everyone...
every moment tht i can spend v frenzs ....

2day jz feel a bit 可惜 with frenzship btw me and him.....
although frenzship btw ppl ll break so easily..
but, u frenzship v God, never break de...
dis is wat God been promised u ya, su yi....
anyway, cheer up lady...
dun forget still need doing ur assignment nia...

不是路已走到盡頭，而是該轉彎了

Another meaningful article wanna share o...
dun miss dis...
cos sharing is type of caring..wuah haha...

她因為初戀的失敗，一直離不開失戀的痛苦而有輕生的念頭，
在她想自殺的那一剎那，她看到了公車上有的一小段詩，
詩的內容就有這麼一句：
『不是路已走到盡頭，而是該轉彎了！』
而讓她拋棄了輕生的念頭。
最後她寫說：
大二的我，被一個不速之客擾亂了平靜的生活
卻也不經意的被另一個不速之客救贖了。
生命中總有挫折，那不是盡頭，
只是在提醒你，該轉彎了。
『不是路已走到盡頭，而是該轉彎了！』
這句話其實很有意思！
當你遇到一件事，已無法解決，甚至是已經影響到你的生活、心情時，
何不停下腳步，暫時的想一想是否有轉彎的空間，
或許換種方法，換條路走事情便會簡單點。
但，通常在那一刻，我們並來不及想到這些，
只是一昧的在原地踏步、繞圈，
讓自己一直的陷在痛苦的深淵中，
生命中總有挫折，那不是盡頭，只是在提醒你：該轉彎了！
放手不代表承認，
放手只是為了自己找到更好的路！

Buruh asing

Jz nw was read newpaper which was on last sunday,
i read an article tht discuss bout the "BuRuH aSing"...

this make me recall wat was told by steve last friday during journey back to our own hometown......
which also related with "Buruh Asing" dis issue....
He told me, sometime gt buruh asing die due to drops frm high place or heavy thing was fall on them, when i heard bout this.....feel sad...and "xin suan".....

They all leave their family, their frenzs, their lover, their country...
and come to our country looking for work...
if accident was happened, they die for nothings.....
normally, accident can be happened due to careless for particular person
or else the facilities provide by tht company ll not good enough or sufficient enough....
but...
for me, i really appreciate them ...
appreciate with wat they did for this country...
(although their salary is not as good as citizen over here)
without them, can u imagine who ll build the building?
who ll be packing all the snack or biscuits?
without them who ll be help us to move those heavy stuff nia?

although wat they did was because of dis is their job, their responsibility...
we muz treat them as human...
they all hv their own dreams...
cos of their dreams..tht y they ll b here...

honestly, they really help us lots...lots....
"THANk You for wat u all did so far......."

hurray~~

2day spent whole morning and evening
jz sit in fornt of computer...
non-stop for typing....
then finally-->
finish off one of the pathology lab reports....
Hurray, hurray......

really feel relax...a
although still got another 2 more reports need to go...
as well as 1 assignment..
but just wan give myself some time to enjoy
with such situation lack of tiredness..esp my brain and eyes...
can experience such relax, oso one of the happiness in my life...
Thanks God always v me when i was doing my report!!
Love You nia....

After eat dinner and take my bath,
both of us gambateh again ya...

mayb...

M i look too cool?
M i look sad?
M i look worried?
M i look not frenzly as previous?

Emm.... mayb ???
Wat make me became dis????
Lots Questions marks.....
Mayb cos lots of assignment and reports need to do,
Mayb worried my grandmother,
Mayb miss my family who stay in lipis,
Mayb i felt insecure at KL,
Mayb worried bout my career, future....

God, PLs let me knw ...
how to rely on YOU...
let me learn be faith on YOu...
cos i Lack of Faith.....
pls ADD to me....
let me be brave..
always remember me, i m not alone...
YOU always besides me.... always always....
never leave me alone...
THis is wat u had been promised me long time ago once i trust u...

busy life

Dis week really damn busy for me,
need to do my Pharmacology report which was submit on monday,
as well as MBB lab report which submit tml....
2day spend whole day jz sit in front of comp..
keep on typing typing typing....
finally i finish off my MBB lab report... hurray..haha..
so happy nw...and feel relax after finish off my stuff for this week..
however... 好戏在后头.....
Coming week is sem break for all monashians...
Suppose everyone ll happy with this....
however, this wont happy for science student in MOnash UNiversity
For us..
esp for my batch (july intake 2004)...
gt lots of stuff need to do within dis week....

• study Pharmacology and pathology cos hv test after sem break,
  
• 3 pathology lab report,
  
• MBB assignment,
  
• Pharmacology presentation slides,
  
• MBB lab report (not sure yet, need to c wat Dr.Kan say tml)...

when think bout all this... really wanna pengsan ....
God, pls let me knw how to use time tht u been given to me wisely...
i dun wan wasting ur time....

continue move on~

After had happy moment with all frenzs in titiwangsa ...
is time get back to reality --> study, study n study oso...
Suyi, muz study hard, study smart n play hard...

期待

由于是最后一个学期，便决定在星期六来一个野餐。
等了一个星期，这一刻终于来临了。。。
从来都不曾有过这样的期待。。。
有着一种的期待也蛮不错！^o^

Grandmom~~

Grandmother, u muz faster recover frm illness....
because i love u...
because all u grandchildrens love u so much...
dun make us sad...

U like a "big" children... dun wan stay at hospital for the treatment...
tht time, i was like so sad n nervous till wan cried out cos u dun wan for the treatment....
until nw i still cant accepted ...
every time when i was thinking bout u...
ur pale face, u hand without any redness due to anaemia....
make heartache....
dis is not the main thing...
the main thing is ...i worried bout complication of ur stomach cancer....
which was bleeding, in other words, internal bleeding....
dis ll happened in sudden, nobody can expect when ll happen,
nobody knw whether bleeding ll happened o nt...
once happened, i scare grandmother ll collapse...
dis is wat i was worried...

"Dear Lord, i knw u are the one who control everything in dis world...
pls heal my grandmother...as well as me... let me prepared accepted everything u been plan, no matter is good or bad....let me b strong enough to face every single moments..."

蚌的胸襟包容逆境

meaningful article...pls read dis...

我在美讀書時，我的室友是日本人，她們家世代採珠，

她有一顆珍珠是她母親在她離開日本赴美求學時給她的。

在她離家前，她母親鄭重的把她叫到一旁，給她這顆珍珠，

告訴她說：「當女工把沙子放進蚌的殼內時，蚌覺得非常的不舒服，

但是又無力把沙子吐出去，所以蚌面臨兩個選擇，一是抱怨，

讓自己的日子很不好過，另一個是想辦法把這粒沙子同化，

使它跟自己和平共處。於是蚌開始把它的精力營養分一部分去把沙子包起來。

當沙子裹上蚌的外衣時，蚌就覺得它是自己的一部分，

不再是異物了。沙子裹上的蚌成分越多，蚌越把它當作自己，

就越能心平氣和地和沙子相處。」

蚌並沒有大腦，它是無脊椎動物，在演化的層次上很低，

但是連一個沒有大腦的低等動物都知道要想辦法去適應一個自己無法改變的環境，!

把一個令自己不愉快的異己，轉變為可以忍受的自己的一部分，

人的智慧怎麼會連蚌都不如呢？

珍珠的故事我聽過很多，但是很少是從蚌的觀點來看逆境的。

人生總有很多不如意的事，如何包容它，把它同化，納入自己體系，

使自己日子可以過下去，恐怕是現代人最需要學的一件事。



尼布爾（ReinholdNeibuhr）有一句有名的祈禱詞說：「上帝，

請賜給我們胸襟和雅量，讓我們平心靜氣地去接受不可改變的事情；

請賜給我們勇氣，去改變可以改變的事情；請賜給我們智慧，

去區分什麼是可以改變的，什麼是不可以改變的。」



我們憑什麼一有挫折便怨天尤人，跟自己過不去呢？打牌時，

拿到什麼牌不重要，如何把手中的牌打好才是最重要的。

凡事固然要講求操之在己，但是在沒有主控權的事上，

是否也應該學習蚌，使自己的日子好過一些呢？

珍惜时间。。

jz a short story tht i read frm somewhere, wanna share v u all:-
wish u all enjoyed it,...
BUt, pls think bout message wanna tell everyone....

他是個愛家的男人。

他縱容她婚後仍保有著一份自己喜愛的工作，

他縱容她週末約同事回家打通宵的麻將，

他縱容她擁有不下廚的壞習慣，

他縱容她在半夜挑逗那已沉睡的身軀，

他始終都扮演著一個好男人的典範，

他好得讓她這個做妻子的自形慚愧。

她第一次懷疑他，是從一把鑰匙開始。

雖然她不是個一百分的好老婆，

但總能從他的一舉一動了解他的情緒，從一個眼神了解他的心境。

他原有四把鑰匙，樓下大門、家裡的兩扇門以及辦公室等四把，

不知從何時起他口袋裡多了一把鑰匙，她曾試探過他，

他支支吾吾閃爍不定的言詞，令她更加的懷疑這把鑰匙的用途。

她開始有意無意的電話追蹤，偶爾出現在他辦公室，

名為接他下班實為突擊檢查，她開始將工作擺在第二位，

週末也不再約同事回家打牌，還買了一堆烹飪的錄影帶和食譜，

想專心的做個?n老婆，可是一切似乎太遲了。

他愈來愈沉默，愈來愈不讓她懂他心裡想什麼，

常常獨自一個人在半夜醒來，坐在陽台上吹了整夜的風，

他變得不大說話，精神有點恍惚，

有一次居然連公事包都沒帶就上班，

他真的變了很多，唯一沒有變的是他對她的溫柔和體諒，

但她的猜疑始終沒有稍減。

在日以繼夜的追查下，她終於發現那把鑰匙的用途，

是用來開啟銀行保險箱的，於是她決定追查到底，

她悄悄的偷出了那把鑰匙進了銀行。

當鑰匙一寸一寸的在她慌張又迫於知道答案的眼底，謎題即將揭曉。

首先胦入眼簾的一個珠寶盒，她深深的吸了一口氣，

緩緩的打開盒蓋，然後，心裡甜甜的笑了起來：「這個傻瓜。」

那是他們兩人第一次合照的相片。

照片之後是一疊情書，算一算一共二十八封，

全是她在熱戀時期寫給他的，這個時候甜蜜是她臉上唯一的表情。

珠寶盒底下?
O一些有價證券，有價證券底下是份遺囑，她心想：

待會兒出去一定要罵一罵他，才三十出頭立什麼遺囑。」

雖然如此，她還是很在意那份遺囑的內容。

她翻開封面，內容寫著.....

陽明山的別墅和存款的百分之二十留給父母，

存款的百分之十給大哥，有價證券的百分之三十捐給老人機構，

其餘所有的動產、不動產都寫著一個名字。

她哭了，因為這個名字不是別人，正是她自己。

所有的疑慮都煙消雲散，他是愛她的，而且如忠誠。

正當她收拾起所有怠動準備回家為他籌豐晚宴時，

突然，一個信封從兩疊有價證券裡掉下來，

那已經褪去的猜疑，又復萌了，她迅速的抽出信封裡的那張紙，

而診斷欄是四個比刀還利的字.....「骨癌中期」。

每個人心裡都有一把鑰匙，

那鑰匙的名字叫「懷疑」

如果每個人都能知道自己什麼時候會離開自己所愛的人那就好了，

那麼世界上?K不會有那麼多的遺撼.......

就是因為我們都不知道自己會何時離開，

所以，請對自己所愛的人好一些，把每天當成最後一天，

那麼你便不會浪費任何可以疼愛他的機會，

直到有一天我們真的要離別了，自己才不會有遺撼......

所以，愛他請好好待他，

不要讓猜疑分化了彼此的愛，

不要讓猜疑浪費了彼此愛的時間......

不要忘了時間是有限的......

Amazing!!

Half year ago, a gal was heart broken, almost cried everyday, cant concentrate in her studies, even take loss appetite as a reason not to had her lunch or dinner (her frenzs were worried cos b4 dis she was a person who like to eat, even can eat quite lots amount)... she knw she cant continue like dis, cos her frenzs were worried bout her, as well as she gonna faced her final exam which was important to her, then she prayed....

"Dear Father in Heaven, i was suffering nw..can u take away my pain? can u heal my pain which was in my heart?" --jz a short pray, after prayed she didn questioning why dis was happened already, wat she wanna was get better frm nw, even recover frm dis painful heart broken....

God started His work on dis little gal..

Days by days, God was healing dis little gal slowly...

He prepared such good, nice sister in Christ for her who had same experience with her.. her frenz knw her feeling, her frenz accompany her when she wanna cried, comfort her when she was cried, give her advise to her, listen to her when she wanna said sth...because of this, two of them become more closer.....

Sooner or later, she started had her appetite to had lunch or dinner with frenz, able concentrate in her studies...and she pass as well in her final exam although not a high grade... but she still thankful to God.. cos God let her experience all this pain, hold her hand throughout the healing process through prepared such good frenz for her, never dump her alone,....

Till nw although she still duno hv 100%confident whether she can let go for the incident or nt, but she sure she getting better than half year ago, even felt more growth mentally, when she met those ppl who had same experience as wat she experience, she willing share her testimonial with them, how God healing her frm broken heart, how God bring "real" person back to dis world, how God let her stand up again .. when she recalled back the days she experience the pain, she cant imagine how she can survive at tht time...wat she can said was only amazing grace of God can do such miracle, God lead her come out frm the sadness step by step...

God is AMAZING!!!

u r the special 1

Esther 2gether v J

Black pepper spaghetti tht was order by J, (comment -->no to eat this again next time, no need comment so much ya, knw wat mean lo)

food tht order by esther, duno wat to call dis ..haha

cream sup &罗宋汤 --> J's favorite sup

Surprise???!!
surprise got a birthday cake??? happy with bday song tht i sang to u??
(But, how come u thought i was went to toilet make a "cake"??thousand of question marks appear in my head ....)

Make a Wish..haha

was cutting her 's Birthday cake

(muz always happy ya!!!)

Location: Kimgary restaurant, sunway pyramid
Time: 2pm, 7/3/07
Table: 64
Event: hving lunch v Esther (actually the purpose was celebrate Esther's bday)

Esther--> my bestfrenz, i knw her when i was in sunday schl, then become more closer when we were in the same class during secondary schl...Thanks God, give me such nice frenz to me!! everytime when i was in trouble, she ll the one beside me... comfort me, encourage me... one more thing tht i wanna questioning long time ago ...i duno whether i was the person who talkative or you are the one, y always i can talked a lots and non-stop when i was met u ah? anyway, i felt happy can chat v u nia...

Wish you have a wonderful birthday nia....
(wish u was happy to wat i was done for u, jz wanna make u happy ..)

latest way spreading HIV

Berikut adalah artikel yang perlu diambil perhatian sekiranya anda belum membacanya... Sila baca artikel berikut mengenai orang yang HIV positif seronok menyebarkan virus HIV. Ianya pernah ke udara di dalam Televisyen Thai di mana pesakit HIV ditangkap didakwa, tapi apa gunanya, beliau telah merosakkan ramai orang awam yang tak berdosa. Jadi sila berhati-hati... Beberapa tempat berbahaya dan kebarangkalian menemui jarum penyuntik yang telah digunakan penagih :-

1. Di kawasan pantai. Apabila anda berjalan di pantai sila pakai selipar atau kasut, ada penagih dadah yang melakukan aktiviti di tepi pantai danmenimbus jarum penyuntik di dalam pasir. Penyuntik ini kemudiannya terdedah akibat ombak.

2. Di kawasan permainan kanak-kanak. Satu lagi kawasan pilihan penagih.Terdapat kes di Australia di mana kanak-kanak yg tak berdosa telah tercucuk jarum penyuntik apabila beliau turun daripada papan lunsur kemudiannya didapati HIV positif.

3. Di panggung wayang. Sila pastikan kerusi yg anda duduki. Kes yang terjadi apabila seorang perempuan duduk di kerusi beliau dan terasa sesuatu benda mencucuk. Beliau berdiri dan mendapati ada penyuntik dan nota berbunyi "Welcome to the real world, you are now HIV positive'. Doktor telah memeriksa jarum tersebut mengesahkan ianya terdapat virus HIV. Ianya berlaku di Hawai jadi berhati-hati... .

4. Di Georgia. Florida , ada kes menunjukkan pesakit HIV meletakkan penyuntik di dalam tempat mengembalikan syiling, mesin air minuman... jadi pastikan bila anda membeli air atau kandi, perhatikan betul-betul tempat mengembalikan wang syiling... .mungkin terdapat jarum penyuntik di dalamnya.

5. Di restoran Burger King, pesakit HIV yang juga pekerjanya meletakkan sedikit darah di dalam burger mencampurkan dengan mayonis dan salad. Ianya seperti sos. Jadi cuba jangan pesan burger dengan mayonis sos Order di tempat lain.

Wrote by :Dr Yasmin Anum Mohd Yusof (Associate Professor Head Dept. of Chemical Pathology)

After read this article, really feel upset and disappointed... y those drug addicts need to do such cruel things to innocent ppl especially for the kids.... u had HIV in your body, dis happen because you taken drug, u take the risk and you had to pay for it, but y??i dun understand y u all need to do such things cause other ppl sad and disappointed?? are you feel happy when u c other ppl also suffering as wat you suffer? or are you feel lonely since you had dis disease, due to everybody was ignore you and dun wan b frenz with you, therefore, u wan other ppl get this disease and knw tht kind of suffering tht you experience? pls la, y so self-fish?do u all think about feeling of the person when they knw they are HIV positive? do u all knw the sadness of infected person's family when they knw their lovely family member get this disease tht cant cure nowadays and ll leave them one day? those innocent ppl, they didn do such bad things to u all rite? 为什么用别人的伤心来换取你的快乐呢？y use so cruel method cause a happy family gone? y u all take away happiness tht belong to other ppl? y u all wanna give sadness to other ppl?

1st week for my uni life

1st time i was experience this kind of feeling --> 迷茫，无助，压力，担心。dis week lots of things were happened, 1st had argument v my mother make me upset, my summer result make me worried then followed by need to make some decision tht related to my future, make me felt helpless, stressed and worried. This also the 1st time tht i cant sleep well due to all this kind feeling in me... at tht time, i was searching someone help me...eventually, only God who r the one helping me lots....

I would like give thanks to God, because HIM point out my mistake through wat my frenz asked me, let me c tht wat in my mind was totally wrong and correct my thought, as well as He prepared everything tht i need, prepared persons tht i need appear in my eye, beside me, give me suggestion, help me c my direction, remind me not to complicated my problems.. and so on...

Over here, --> ThaNks You, my Frenzs!! Love you all always~~

婚礼

高高廋廋他--〉智强终于决定结束七年半的爱情长跑,和他的女朋友结婚。得知他要结婚真的万分的替他高兴。能见证他的婚礼是我的荣幸。 我和他能认识对方是因为神的安排,在2001年，他和其他的弟兄姐妹来到立卑做宣教的工作因之我有机会认识到他，微微，明华，诗慧和其他的弟兄姐妹。从2001到现在整整6年没见到他了，可是很意外的他竟然还记得我，还认得我。。

大约8点，我参加晚宴。他与晓慧的晚宴是我so far见过最特别的晚宴。他们跳了一只交际舞作为晚宴的开场白，所有的焦点都放在他们俩的身上，静静的欣赏这对新人在台前跳只舞。当然他们也有为我们揭晓到底他们是如何地认识，从相知到相许，以及他们的点点滴滴。最让我深刻印象的是智强在台上大胆的为他的太太表白他有何等的爱她，他以“光良”的歌曲--〉第一次，约定和童话对她说名他的爱，他的太太感动的掉泪，我觉得好笑的是智强所说的一句话--〉虽然歌唱不好，歌也弹不好，样子也长不英俊，还好有老婆爱。 同时，我也有机会“请教明华”， 问问他和微微结婚后的心得，他以四个字来说明一切，那就是“酸，甜，苦，辣”。 他说他与微微是一起的学习经历人生的酸甜苦辣，一起的从中的成长，学习包容与忍耐，真得很有意思。

我很喜欢有一句话，婚烟不是结束一个旅途而是开始另一个的旅途，两个人来自不同的地方家庭背景要相处在一起的确不是一件容易的事情，但有了上帝在伴侣之间，相信一定会有美满的婚烟的。

智强，晓慧。。 你们要幸福哦！！ 我会一致的祝福你们的，为你们祷告的。。

要幸福哦！！

很感谢你，虽然分开也有一段的时间但你依然愿意和我分享你的幸福和快乐。最近得知你有了女朋友，我真的替你感到高兴了。看到你和你女朋友一起拍的照片，你是笑得好高兴的样子，就知道你是被幸福包围着。顿时感到很安慰，因为你终于找到自己的幸福。谢谢你当年的果断，你不想彼此受到创伤而做下这样的决定，谢谢你没有伤害我，反而是一直在保护我免得我受更大的伤害。你要幸福哦！我会一直地祝福你的。。。

Chinese New Year 2007

every gentlemen and ladies~~ watch over here nia!!

Hving fun @ sau thin's house

at Esther's House

Joo Jian, your nephew so cute

Clifford gang--hoho!!

我的表弟表妹们。。可爱吧！！！

我们是最棒的。。

时间过的好快，农历新年就这样的过去了。感谢神在这一次的农历新年里，让我有机会遇见我的同学，与他们有一段美好的时光，也能和我的表弟表妹们一块的玩。朋友们，在新的一年里，好好的加油咯！为着自己的梦想重新出发哦！明年的农历新年在见哦！！爱你们哦~~..

积极单身,单身积极

今年我的亲朋戚友看见我的时候开始发问一些的问题，其中最常发问的便是--〉有男朋友了吗？当他们知道我还没有男朋友的时候，接下来的问题便会问为什么还没有男朋友呢？好像我自己本身有什么问题似得导致现在依然单身。尤其我的弟弟伟文，他还帮我分析现在找个男朋友设最好的，还说再迟一些找男朋友便会迟结婚等等一大堆的道理总是没完没了。我很感谢他帮我分析，但毕竟这是一生一世的总不可能随随便便找个男朋友吧!!! 对不对？要找一个疼爱我，我也爱他并且欣赏他的男朋友的确实很难的事。但是我相信上帝，他有他的计划与时间，他晓得怎样的一个男生会适合我。他会为我准备一位会欣赏我的，爱护我，保护我，疼爱我协助我成长的男生。我相信上帝会把这位的男生带到我的面前对我说：“女儿，这是我为你预备的Mr.right, 你可以安心的将你的感情交托给他，他会一直都在你的身边爱护你，你要在一切的事情上好好的协助他鼓励他。”

虽然依然是单身但这也没什么大不了。单身一族应该把眼光放在上帝与四周围的人身上，想一下这世界依然有好多的人、需要我们的帮助，需要我们的爱心与关怀。让我们好好地运用自己的单身这段时间来帮助有需要的人，为神进上神给我们的责任，没有必要因为依然是单身的缘故而感到自怨自艾，反而更应该积极地为这位神发光。除此之外，单身一族也应该好好的装备自己让自己更成熟以便在以后的岁月里能与自己的伴侣建立一个美满的家庭。

单身一族站起来！！！！！！

Thank You, love!!

谢谢爱，
因为你让我懂得这世界依然有爱
谢谢爱，
因为你让我懂得如何去爱
谢谢爱，
因为你让我懂得学习宽容，体谅与关怀，
谢谢爱，
因为你知道我的一切也让我了解我是谁，
也因为你让我找回我自己，一个真正的我
谢谢爱，
因为当我需要你的时候，你就在那儿默默地为我安排和计划一切
谢谢爱，
因为你对我所许下得的承诺，不会丢下我一个人，保护着我的未来，
谢谢爱，
因为你会微笑当看见我发芽与盛开，
谢谢爱，
最后依然是----〉谢谢爱。

mY tortoises

从我妹的口中得知我的宝贝(柔柔和乐乐)长大了不少真的很高兴.不知道为什么顿时能明白做母亲的那份喜乐尤其看见自己的孩子有成长,有长大.我在想天下间的父母都希望看见到自己的孩子过得高兴,过的安好--想必这是他们最高兴和最安慰的事吧!!真感谢上帝,让我有机会照顾柔柔和乐乐..让我真的学习到在小事上要忠心,学习到照顾的功课和负责任的功课.

sHoppiNg aT tiMe sQuarE~~

Kim YAn~~ one of monashian but in 2005, he is not monashian anymore cos he change his mind, he decided study pharmacy in USCI rather than biomedical in Monash. Frm tht moment till nw we didn contact anymore, but yesterday, had a chance meet him at Time Square as farewell v him cos on 24 feb 07, he gonna go to Australia continue with his pharmacy course. Although in 1st sem we r not tht close till nw, but duno y on yesterday we can chat so well...like a close frenz..feel not bad...!!

After eat lunch at Time Square, we started our shopping programme.. I really "pei fu" him...frm the way, he bought some stuff tht he gonna use in Australia, i can c tht he is a kind of person who are 果断,不会犹豫不决..he knw wat kind of thing he wanna buy, wat type of stuff he need and is suitable for him.. one thing really very surprised me was he already choose and 不知不觉paid for shoe tht he wan, but then at tht moment i still looking for my target (shoe)... haiz..not only that, when i was trying some cloths, dress or shoe, he will give his own opinion, which 1 is look better, which 1 is suitable.. feel quite enjoy shopping moment with kim yan... BUt, he gonna leave Malaysia soon...anyway, next time when u back frm Australia, we shop 2gether again..haha..

Over here, wish u ALL THE BEST IN U FUTURE .........

visit Klang @8Feb07

Due to Mei ying ll back to Australia on 23February, we all (Eason, Kayin, Hooi Yee, Fang Theng n me) decided visited her cos next week onward all of us ll back to our hometown for celebration of Chinese New Year. This can consider as farewell with her, b4 she back Australia...

We went to Klang by bus, mei ying picked us at bus station. We reached ard 2pm++ and Mei ying bring us eat Tomyam Pan Mee which was my favourite food (actually wan eat bak kuet teh as well, but Fang Theng and Eason dun wan, no choice ...then only ate Tomyam pan mee). REally excited, very spicy and sour... 1st time i ate tomyam till sweat and "water" come out frm nose, my lips become red..But i was enjoyed the time when i was ate tomyam pan mee..hehe..

After ate such hot and sour food, is better for us ate some cold dessert..Then, ate some kind of dessert look like ABC ... there had different kind of flavor can be choose. WEll, i choose red bean and "bo bo cha cha" flavor. for me really was a perfect match...really delicious. Red bean and bo bo cha cha was not too sweet. Well, this is 1st time for me eat such bo bo cha cha in solid form(ice) ..cos normally i ate bo bo cha cha in liquid form de... Nice la...Next time, wan eat tomyam pan mee and this dessert again la...

Pathfinder

Act by:-

Karl Urban, Moon Bloodgood, Russell Mean and Clany Brown....

Synopsis for Pathfinder:-
A thousand years in the past, a young Norse boy is left behind after his clan shipwrecks on the Eastern shores. Despite his lineage, the boy is raised by the very Indians his kinsmen set out to destroy. Now, as the Vikings return to stage another barbaric raid on his village, the 25 year-old Norse warrior wages a personal war to stop the Vikings trail of death and destruction. Forging his own path, his destiny is revealed and his identity re-claimed.

Comment:-

For me, dis movie was not bad to watch, but i think was quite violent, especially Vikings killed those barbaric. Besides that, i was quite "pei fu" Norse man (main actor), he use his wisdom to kill those vikings.

When i was watched dis movie, those ppl who sit behind me...i really "bek tahan" them.... i wonder whether they knw wat is manner or nt.... how come they can keep on talking and laugh so loudly during watch movie in cinema... dun they duno other ppl also need watch dis movie meh??? if wanna chatting, pls la..go back to ur house la.. aiyo...

Never 3v3r GIVE UP>.....

There maybe times when things aren't the way we hope it to be, everything looks impossible and we feel like just giving up......

BUt then, sometimes, we just have to give it another chance, another try, just one more time....

Take things a step at a time.....

Do what works best for you.....

Be hopeful as you embrace each moment......

Use your inner strength and qualities.......

Keep on believing that you can do it......

Look out for the positive light to shine on you......

YOu may just find that what seem difficult has just been made right......^0^

"funny" conversation

An Arab national interviewed at US Embassy:-
Consul: your name, pls...
Arab: Abdul Aziz.
Consul: sex?
Arab: 6 times a week.
Consul: I mean, male or female?
Arab : Both male and female. Sometimes even camels.
Consul: Holy cow!!
Arab : Yes, cows and dogs, too.
Consul: Man, isn't that hostile?
Arab : Horse-style, dog-style, any style!!
Consul: Oh dear!!
Arab : Deer? No..They run too fast!!!

P/s: jz wanna share dis funny joke with u all..

rou & le

2nite miss my tortoises--> ah rou and ah le....
because i need back lipis, is hard for me carry them back to lipis since i take bus, then decided ask steve help me take k of my tortoise... till nw i hvnt take them back to my side...
i already adapt listen their crawling sound when i was study...already adapt feed them eat ....
"Steve, i wanna my tortoises back!!!"......
"Rou Rou & Le Le, i miss 2of u nia".......

thx, mY "BIG" God...

Time flies away...so fast i ll end my summer course soon (yesterday was last lecture for money and capital)..once finish my next next mon final exam, can b say i ll b free and start my holidays again....really miss the moments tht no need to do assignment and study...

When i recall back momemts tht i spend for my summer course...is really hard and stressed when i take money and capital (AFW1300) dis subject, cos is business subject and i didn hv any business background ...most of the time when i attend lecture, i cant understand wat Dr.Alan talking about... only can guess... well, the worse thing tht wat i faced was i need pass up assignment to Dr.Alan tht require ard 2000++ words...i was like -- how ah?? wat i should write bout this, i hv no idea for this "subject"...how i gonna write an essay bout this...?? tht time i really wish i can find someone help me up to finish this assignment...then i no need to do for this (haha...), But, Thanks God... didn prepared such frenz for me... cos if like dis, i wont had chance to learn and search info related bout this topic, although was quite hard and stress during tht period of time, but , i really experience Grace of God really enough for me to finish this assignment. Duno y, thursday morning, the day b4 i need submited my assignment (my assignment due on Fri), felt peace and faith on God..cos i knw i had such "BIG" God with me, i knw, through Him, i able to finish up my assignment, i pray to God...i know God ll carried me through all the process untill i finish my assignment and i finished it... next day when i hang up my assignment, i felt like ...i was a pregnant woman who jz finish give birth.. tht moments, suddenly knw how "wei da" for a mother b...haha...

Yesterday, Dr.Alan return our assignment to us, when i look at my assignment, let me reflected tht, dis assignment is the "result" tht i co-operate v God, quite satisfied with tht...other than that, thx God as well ..let me start understand wat is bout this subject talking bout... started interesting in dis subject...cos really reality.

Dr. Alan, at the beginning, ur 1st impression for me--> u r a person who really strict, scold ppl in front of most students... sooner later, jz realised tht u r a responsibility and good lecturer.. you willing teach and explain once we duno... explained to us patiently untill we understand ..Thanks ya... i will try my best to do my final exam, dun wan disappointed u... ^o^

1 liter of tears

Can u all c the gal in left corner? she is the main actress in dis drama--> One Liter of Tears...i strongly recommended u all watch dis Japanase movie, is a real story. so far, i jz watch 3rd episode only, in dis episode, this gal started realised tht she act in various way,all was out from her control...

She cant c clearly, when she look at her book, when she saw children run forward her, in "conscious", she knw she need avoid from the children, but her muscle cant "listen" signal tht send frm brain through nerve system, finally children knocked her and fall down on the floor...she ll fell down suddenly cos cant maintain the balance....

When her mother knw her daughter had dis kind of disease tht cant b treat nowdays, there did not had any treatment for her, there did not had any medication can help her daughter recover from this disease. Cant u all imagine wat kind of feeling on her mother as well as her dady?Initially, they all were disappointed when heard this "bad" new, esp her mother cant accept dis new, she search lots of information and take her daughter X-rays slide meet v other doctors, wish somebody tell her, dis is not the truth...finally she cant fight with the truth, ever doctors said it was ...This told her, she need to accept the truth....

Once this gal know she had such disease, she felt hopeless and ask the doctor:"y me? y me? y choosen me?" frm wat she said really can knw she was in such hopeless condition....she is a gal who good in study and active in schl activities, because of this disease cause her sacrified lots of things such as time watch movie in cinema with frenzs, cant hv date with senior tht she admire, cant ever played her favourite sport anymore which was basketball. Apart from this, she need faced sadness when other ppl laugh at her or said something bad on her, she feel guilty and troublesome as well , cos always burden her frenzs who always carried her when she go upstair. wat make me felt touch was, this gal still survive dengan tabah and happy....always smile..really hard for a person smile in such bad situation. Because of this gal had such disease, make her's parent always encourage each other, and dun give up...because their children need them... dis always reflected tht couple need support and encourage each other, solve problems together as something was happened.

Duno y, everytime after i finish watch one episode for this drama, for sure i ll cried and the next day bc panda de...but the main point was i ll always remind myself... need always give thanks to God, due to i am in good and health condition... not only that, the big impact on me after watch dis drama was stimulate me, use every single time to serve God, connect with God and concern those ppl ard me... Y i said so??? cos nw i in health condition, i still have eyes can c, i still have ears can listen, i still have hands can to write or help ppl, i still have legs can walked and run for God, i still have mouth can sings song to worship and share gospel with other ppl....i wan use my "golden" moment in my life to serve God, i dun wan wait till when i sick...tht time already no chance for me can serve God and ppl already..

So, frenzs use ur time and energy to serve God and ppl ard u~~ dun give excuse to refuse serve God...cos in dis world still gt lots of ppl need us, need LOve of God.....

天使就是你...

在我还小的时候,一直都相信有天使在我左右,保护着我...现在当然知道上帝常在我身边,当然也相信有天使的存在..你是否也和我一样在还小的时侯也曾有这样的想法呢?在n月前,在<房角石> 这本书里,读了一篇的文章,题目是-->天使就是你,一开头,作者以很简单,容易明白的华语发问了一个问题-->你有理由相信天使还在你左右,看守着你?还是你本身就是一个天使时时刻刻愿意守护着人,给人温暖和援助?
天使, 一个多美丽的创造物!天使让我们想到在有难无助,暗无天日的时候见到一丝曙光,心里充满希望和平安.天使和守护者划上了等号.

曾经出版数本与天使有关的童话的美国作家Bonnie Altenhein,就写过这样的一个短文:-
Angels are guardian of hope and wonder, the keepers of magic and dreams. Angels watch over you wherever you go, keeping each day perfect and promising a bright new tomorrow. Wherever there is love, and angel is flying by. Your guardian angel know you inside and out and love you just the way you are. Angels keep its simple and always travel light. Remember to leave space in your relationship so the angels have room to play. Your guardian angel helps you find a place when you feel there is no plac to go. Whenever you feel lonely, a specail angel drops in for tea. Angels are with you every step of the way and help you soar with amazing grace. After all, we are angels in training, all we gave to do is spread our wings and fly...
是的, 我们每个人都是受训的天使,尝试振翅而飞.对朋友而言,我们是一个乐意帮助他们的天使;对父母而言,孩子们是他们的天使;对一个陌生人而言,你伸出援手的话,你就是天使,尽管你并不知道自己是.牢牢记着这些天使的哲理,应用在生活上,开始每日微笑,还有磨亮你的光环,挥动你的翅膀,你就会散发出天使的光与热......

天使的哲理:---
听从你纯洁的心说的话; 天使敢去想如何去完成不可能做到的事; 天使会原谅,遗忘,会往前看;天使知道爱是永不止息;天使会静悄悄的帮助人,而又不给那人知道;天使肯听别人诉苦,给予安慰;天使知道自己是上帝的使者,所以绝对忠实,不会歪曲事实.....
-take frm 郑德发--

Christmas 2006

mY Christmas present~~2 Tortoise named "rou rou & le le"...

New members in my life....Welcome to my life ^0^

with children frm sunday schl...They all make up already, beautiful rite?? is my 1st time help them make up haha.....

Choo Han and m3

junior youth fellowship members-- felt happy when spent my time v u all
suprise la~~kar wai come chruch...
me 2gether v my lovely sister~su zhen
mY family...but wei keat not here...

Christmas in 2006~~ was a date tht i never forgot.. y i said so??? wat make it become so meaningful??? haha... i never felt tht happy and touched since i was born, ....nope...is not happy...i think "joy" this word is much better..much suitable to describe my feeling during tht time...well, actually was my daddy accept Jesus as his own saviour ...dis is wat i wish one day will happen...i waiting so long for dis moment come ...eventually, dis become true ...Thanks God...gave me such amazing present to me, dis good new is the best present tht given by God to me during christmas as well as in 2006....Thanks God, listen my prayer...really was a miracle that happened in my family...i believe that in future my mother and my brothers will accept Jesus as well....the important thing is be faith on God and trust God, He has his own time, his own design....apart from that, another things that make me happy was related to my Christmas present. Sau Tze bought two little tortoise to me as Christmas present. I named them as Rou Rou and Le Le. I promise myself, dis type i will take k of my lovely tortoise, wont like wat was happen last year...... cos take k of the animal or enviroment around us also one of the action that show we are love our mighty God...Welcome ya, Rou rou & Le Le....

31/12/06 nites

31/12/06 was day that i shopping with mY mother and sis at MidValley. We all almost spent 6 hours over there, but jz bought few stuff only...(for me, i jz bought sleeping bed nia...aih...)But, i was enjoyed the time with my mother and sister (2day they went back to lipis already, i suddenly felt lonely,i miss them,duno when i can goin back to lipis meet them again, wish tht moment can come.)
Time flies away so fast, 2day is 1st day of 2007. I was thinking bout my targets in dis year, at the same time i was recall back wat i was did in 2006. Over here wan give thanks to God lead me all the ways in 2006, no matter happiness or sadness, Thanks He always besides me, never dump me alone to face those tough period of time. When i need Him, He always prepared people or things tht i need to helped me up, to comfort me when i was down, encourage me, Thanks mY Father In Heaven.......
I believe that, His Grace always sufficient for me to carry on my life as well as help those need my help...Gambateh nia, suyi, in 2007!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!