爱是。。

what a terrible day~~

2009-09-13T16:32:00.007+08:00

Duno what happen on me last wednesday?
I spill patient blood on my hand, lab coat and jean..
above are the photo that i took after i try and try to clean my jean with disinfect and alcohol, but finally end up in such way....
"pengsan*...

have fun on 31/08/09

2009-09-12T18:04:00.010+08:00

Play Flying Fox~~ Hey we come...

From left : Anderson, Yip, Ching Yee, Stephaine, Suyi and Heng~~

Anderson's head become EGG..
all is Mr.Yip effort~~ = =

Before we leave, take a photo..
Fuiyoo...

First station : Sunway Lagoon
Second station : Yuen Steamboat Restaurant..
Date : 31/08/09
People involved : Stephaine, Ching Yee, Heng, Anderson, Yip and Suyi..
Thanks you all..
I do really happy on that day, although felt tired...
Thanks give me such good and sweet memories...

to those heart broken~~

2009-08-29T18:24:00.003+08:00

To : Those who heart broken

Fish Leong - 別再為他流淚 Bie Zai Wei Ta Liu Lei

Lyric : --
你走了太久一定很累
他錯了不該你來面對
離開他就好就算了
心情很乾脆
他其實沒有那麼絕對
遠一點你就看出真偽
離開他不等於你的世界會崩潰
轉個彎你還能飛

就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽
他不值得你的淚
把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以後為自己醉

每段感情都非常珍貴
他的好你就放在心扉
記得有個人曾讓你那樣的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什麼夢都不比你的美
多少年以後想起他還有些體會
那些你已無所謂

就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽他不值得你的淚
把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以後為自己醉

就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽

他不值得你的淚
把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以後管他是誰

lyric for this song is so meaningful...
Keep on your steps ya...
Gambateh ya ...
Life still beautiful... =)
Wish all those who heart broken can get back from the hurts..

Gathering @25/8/09

2009-08-27T00:53:00.005+08:00

Gerel and Me..

Fang Theng and me~~

Chi Ling, Hsiang Leng, Gerel and me .. Four of us are stay ad work in Kl...
But we all can consider as lazy bump... cos seldom ll ajak come out for yum cha ...
This time all of us were here because of Fang Theng who came from Sabah to visit her friends
Because of her, we bump together again...
lots of things we catch up...
eg, our career, currently our life, relationship etc...
Thanks so much friends....
motivate and inspire me again ... continue my dream...
although still hv long way need to go...
i also been surprised ... cos i hvnt give up what i wan to be ...

Taking back my love ~~

2009-08-27T00:47:00.002+08:00

Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt?

You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love

Yeah, what did I do but give love to you?
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you

You think that you know
(I do)
You've made yourself cold
(Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl

You're out of control
(So what?)
How could you let go?
(Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material?

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

So all this love I give you, take it away
(Uh, uh huh)
You think material's the reason I came
(Uh, uh huh)

If I had nothing would you want me to stay
(Uh, uh huh)
You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
(I'm taking back my love)
Ooh, my love

New friends~~ welcomed to my world

2009-08-08T17:27:00.005+08:00

This two months i am working in a new working place --> Pantai Hospital Kuala Lumpur..
In this place i met different kinds of peoples...
However, i am close with few friends..
They are Stephaine, Ching Yee, Choo Teng Heng and Yip Fook Meng...
They all are younger than me leh...

Stephaine -- a lady with cute face, fair skin, sweet sound and long hair...
Ching Yee -- a thin lady with only 43kg, fair skin as well...
Choo Teng Heng -- a talkactive guy with speck, who always call me "aunty", with 7 years driving experience, called himself as "cold joke king"...
Yip Fook Meng -- a guy with only 59kg and wont gain weight although he eat large portion of his meal (wonder he is underweight or not), listen to the classical music and duno read chinese words (nvm, i willing teach you!! Hahah....)

let us gambateh when we in work...
however, let us play hard after work....
I do really appreaciate the time esp the lunch time with u all....

i wan announce...
"Friends, Welcomed to mY little world".....

Ice Cream

2009-06-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

my favorite ice cream--> purple Yam ice cream...
yummy yummy!!!!

水果大餐

2009-06-04T22:49:00.003+08:00

Today dont what happen on me...
took out most of the fruits that inside refrigerator and ate with my bro....
Got apple, jambu, watermelon, orange, honeydew ..
Sambil watch Tv programme, sambil eat fruits....
Quite enjoy the rest time that i have after back from work...
Yepee...

Tough???!!

2009-06-03T21:45:00.005+08:00

Hey, dear all my friends...
What is my first impression for you all???

Today is my third day in my new working place...
from one of my colleagues, she said i am a "TOUGH" people...

Before this, most of friends around me comment me...
i have “容易被欺负” 的脸
from my face know... this person can bully de....

BUT...

Today is first time ...
someone told me, i look "TOUGH" or "STRONG"....
AM I????

别再哭了- 罗忆诗

2009-05-28T13:25:00.002+08:00

伤心情歌过期变了你对眼还是红红的
生命中有些过客现在不过多了一个
结束了何必再拉扯有些事总该遗忘的
你听着听着又哭了
我明白的谁都难免不舍

别再哭了多不值得
笑一笑把爱情看透彻
生活苦涩该他负责
他会后悔他做了这选择
别再哭了多不值得
失去也是另一种获得
伤心情歌不属你的
幸福不一定非爱谁不可
难傲的会经过的

爱错了又能如何
别再哭了不值得
笑着把爱情看透彻
生活苦涩他负责
他会后悔他做了这选择
别再哭了多不值得
失去也是另一种获得
伤心情歌不属你的
幸福不一定非爱谁不可
难傲的会经过的

Accident

2009-05-28T13:13:00.005+08:00

(P/S: this picture only as reference only)

BERHATI -HATI DI JALAN RAYA.

Please think bout your parent, your belover, your family...
Please drive safe...

Firefly

2009-05-28T12:53:00.005+08:00

安静的夜晚，
听见虫儿的叫声，
在这黑漆漆的夜晚，
看见了小小的光体，
有的停留在树上，
有的漂在空中，
就如散散发亮的圣诞树，
多美的情景。-- 萤火虫。

基督徒的生命也当像萤火虫那样，
在这黑暗的时代里，给于亮光。
给于希望，给于关怀。

Kuala Selangor

2009-05-24T20:40:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow will depart going to Kuala Selangor for my short break...

Really hope from this short break...

can enjoy the natural environment that create by GOD...

Can relax and refresh my mind before start work in new environment

Waiting for tomorrow coming....

will post some photo once i back...

Dungeon Keeper

2009-05-24T07:29:00.004+08:00

Dungeon Keeper I

This is one of the computer game that i play when i still in secondary school...
I looking for this game...
wish can play this again when i have free time...
From the conversation between Yau Xian and me,
he also play tis game before...
haha... find another "kaki" play this game..
hehe...

letter

2009-05-17T19:31:00.004+08:00

Today received a letter from Pei Jun sis...
Thanks so Much....
Really touched.

When i recall back my life last two weeks...
although is tough and hard for me...

BUT,

I been experience the peace and rejoice that in my heart
which is i never been experience...
Thanks for all the bro and sis in Christ who pray for my family and me...
Thank you so so so much....
May God blessed you all abundantly...

Speechless

2009-05-14T20:26:00.004+08:00

Speechless, Speechless,
Still Speechless......

........ = (

Tear

2009-05-14T18:14:00.003+08:00

A day with tears...
A day without any hope...

God, please let me see the light in front of me,
God, Please let me see the road in front me...
God, Please let me know what i should do in such difficult moment...

why sky look so grey???

2009-05-13T23:40:00.006+08:00

Why the sky look so grey?? can represent the emotional in me dis few days....
Lots of things happened since from last weeks....

I wonder when is the rainbow appears in the sky?
I wonder when is the storm is over???

God, give me strength to face every obstacle in front of me...
Let me look them as a challenge in my life.....

单身旅行--胡杏儿

2009-05-11T18:26:00.003+08:00

好好的享受你单身的旅程吧！！
疯狂一下，尝试一下新事物，
让你年老的时候，没有后悔自己珍惜了单身的岁月。。
至少自己曾经真心的付出，曾经的努力过。。。
没有任何的后悔了。。。

Hopeless

2009-05-11T18:15:00.006+08:00

Hopeless...??
Been experience hopeless??
So far, i didnt experienced this...
BUT, I been met a person who fall in hopeless condition..
His face expression still fresh in my mind and never forget this...
Full of sadness, lose his mind, duno which way should he go,
duno what the purpose he live for...
Thought death is one way can settle all these...

Answer is exactly NO
Death cannot settle anything, problem still there
Cos in bible been stated down clearly, there has punishment after death
At that time, really worried him will commit suicide...
worried received a bad new which said he been death
THanks GOD, listen to my prayer all these while...
He didnt choose wan end up his life...

After consult with doctor, i can see him able stay calm...
still can remember his smile at me before he leave
is a smile with HOPE...
never forget this... never...

From here, can know...
HOPE is the reason for human being continue his/her life
HOPE is the strength for he/her facing any obstacle in front of him/her.

Well, sometime life doesnt goes well as what we expected..
cause us felt grief and suffer....
If something already be the fact, let us facing it bravely instead we avoid it
Remember:--
"LIFE still BEAUTIFUL"
Look around those tree, look to the sky...
close your eye, feel the wind blow toward you,
listen to the tiny sound...
you will enjoy the little peace in you....
Gambateh, all my dear friend!!
LIFE STILL FULL OF HOPE in JESUS CHRIST

微笑日

2009-05-03T20:28:00.005+08:00

第一次从My FM听到竟然有微笑日。
微笑能让人感到快乐，幸福。
微笑让人感到美丽。
无论如何都希望我身边的家人与朋友们，
都能每天开开心心地笑。

各位朋友们，
记得要笑哦！！！！
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From Website: wan share with you all--

SMILE FOR YOU
Smiling is infectious; you catch it like the flu,
When someone smiled at me today, I started smiling too.
I passed around the corner and someone saw my grin
When he smiled I realized I'd passed it on to him.
I thought about that smile then I realized its worth,
A single smile, just like mine could travel round the earth.
So, if you feel a smile begin, don't leave it undetected
Let's start an epidemic quick, and get the world infected!

Keep the smile going by sending this on to a friend.
Everyone needs a smile!!!

If i have Cancer...

2009-04-30T19:43:00.003+08:00

Do u think this question before??

One day, suddenly u know, you have cancer which in last stage, still has few months in this world?

What you will do in dis few months???

Maybe some of people will say, no need think all this non-sense thing since this only assumption, dun waste your time, better use time that you have wisely, only think is when this really happen.

For me....

think, think, think ....

and i have the answer in my mind...

mY eYes

2009-04-28T21:45:00.003+08:00

Today met with my friend at pyramid, meanwhile, went to optical center for checking my eyes sight due to my sight was blurred even i wear the glasses. Finally, prove that my right eye power was increase from 450 to 525.... Aih....

But, i really dont know why my right power was increase....
Question mark come out from my head...!!!

Kae Ling & Carmen~Congrat

2009-04-28T21:27:00.005+08:00

Siow Yean (Esther), Fang Ting, Kar Voon (Carmen), Kae Ling (Jassy) and me (janice) are best friends during we all in secondary school. Although we been separate after form 5 due to all of us study in different places, but we will try to gather every chinese new year.

Time flies so fast, now, all of us already 25 years old...
i still remember last time we asked who will be the first person step into marriage this road
and the answer is Kae Ling (Jassy), She been registered since from end of last two year and this April 2009, had their wedding dinner. Now she with her husband in Sarawak. Hope to hear your good new soon lo.

After jassy, follow by Carmen. She been registered with her bf in December of 2008. Waiting your wedding dinner lo...wuah haha...

Anyhow, i think Fang Ting gonna be the third person who step on this road...

Over here, wanna wish Jassy and Carmen..
"Congratulation..."
"Stay Happy"...

2nd job in my life

2009-04-20T18:55:00.010+08:00

Last two weeks i went to Pantai Premier Pathology for interview in different branches, one at Cheras Pantai Hospital, and the 2nd was at Pantai Bangsar Hospital. My interview in Cheras Pantai Hospital was failed, lab manager from there decide wan hire their internship instead me. I dont know the reason, maybe due to the starting day i available to work was not matched with they requirement. Honestly, i a bit felt disappointed with the new on that night. = ( Mana tahu, on that day, my ex-colleagues from Bangsar Hospital told me, there was an urgent vacancy available, asked me tried sent my resume for interview. The next day, Kak Aisah from Bangsar Hospital called me for interview on Thursday (16/4/2009).

Last Thursday, i went to second interview in Pantai Bangsar Hospital. I finished my interview within half and hours, i wonder whether i had chance work in this hospital or not since finished my interview within half hours. Here is a best place for me to learn the tests, really hope i had chance to work in this place and prayed for this.

Today, i received a call and they offer me worked in Bangsar Hospital. I was so excited and cant believe it with the new. I will start my second job at there on 1 June 2009. Before start work in new environment, i still have two weeks to rest and prepare. Now, i really wan plan for my two weeks holidays before start work at there.

Got any suggestion for my holidays???

Geram betul!!!

2009-04-13T20:45:00.006+08:00

Now i can understand what kind of feeling inside when need handle everything by yourself without any help from anyone....

Few words can conclude mood for today:---
Tension, Helpless, Exhausted, Speechless....

What i wan to say loudly is
" I WANT GET OUT OF IT">>>>
"I WANT GET OUT OF IT">>>>>
"I WANT GET OUT OF IT">>>>>>
*yawn*

World Hours

2009-03-28T20:01:00.007+08:00

830pm til 930pm -- switch off your light for 1 hour...
within this period of time, what are you doing?

For me, i was on the way went back to my hometown...
when i was on the way back, those light still switch on...

How bout you? What you doing on that time??

Children

2009-03-28T17:40:00.005+08:00

Refer to Matthew 19: 13-15.
Smile from children are so innocent.
You will feel happy when you see them smile at you.
everyone is special in God's eyes.
YOU are SPECIAL....
你是如此的特别

神是要我们学习像小孩那样单纯的信心,像小孩那样的谦卑...
神啊,指教我的信心如何单纯地像小孩....

do u jealous anyone?

2009-03-19T18:59:00.008+08:00

DO YOU JEALOUS ANYONE?

One of the topic that discuss in FLY fm...

Have answer is jealous one of friend who can play piano very well or just 1 grade higher ..
Have answer is jealous boyfriend's best friend is a good husband.
Have answer is jealous other friends have boyfriend....

However, my answer are
Jealous those can travel to different countries esp Europe countries...
and jealous those friends who very clear with their goal and work hard on it...

How about you????

少抱怨，多实践

2009-03-06T20:56:00.003+08:00

I really like "visit" Bookstore...
looking and buy some book for read...
i really enjoyed the time when reading a book...
so relax....
i think in future,
i had my own small library with different kind of books in rak...

anyhow, Another Book i wan recommend...
少抱怨，多实践!!!
Content for this book is really motivated and encouragement for you work hard for future
This book only cost RM28, and this colorful 1....
you can buy in "popular" bookstore...

10 things

2009-03-06T20:08:00.007+08:00

From 16/2/09 onward i started worked in Dc-Kuchai ...
Position is change from medical laboratories technician to diagnostic assistant...
This week is my third weeks in Dc-Kuchai...
already 10 incident happen in diagnostic center which is never happen before
(Know this from my colleagues~Siow SB)...

What are the 10 incident happen in DC-Kuchai??
1.Zero sales on my first day at this outlet.
2. temporarily no electricity
3. Ahli bomba come over here for checking
4. Be cleaner to clean all the stuff in DC
(Due to Ahli bomba will come).
5. Shift those 纸盒to car in heavily raining
6. Amount that bank in was not tally with amount that print by cashier.
in other words, paid RM219, cashier type RM210.
This is because my handwritting for 9, look like 0...
then cashier make the mistake....
Anyhow, all is my fault.
7. HIV Carrier come to repeat the HIV Screening test.
8. Fall down in front of customers. (Really memalukan bangsa)
9. Scream loudly due to customer appears behind me, never expect someone inside the toilet.
10. one guy come asked for money changing....

Sometime when recall back, really feel funny with all those non-sense things happen on me..
for me, i can said is a memorable moments as well ...

To be honest, work in diagnostic center totally different with work in lab...
in lab, what you gonna face are all the samples..
and the samples wont speak or response to what you said...
however, work in DC, everyday i facing with people..
and you with meet with different kind of people...
really interesting...
But for sure, sometime will meet those unreasonable customers ...
lots of things i can learn from here...
example:--
1. Be soft when you on phone or when there is/are customers in.
(Really Hard for me, since i always talk and laugh in high volume, hehe...)
2. Be wisdom and knowledgeable when u talked with customers or answer the questions that asked by customers.
3. Accounting stuff
4. Draw Blood
5. Promote Tests that offer in BP lab etc....

Anyhow, I try to use my knowledge that i have to help people when they asking...
try choose the package that is suitable for customers....
God, please use me...
be the light among people....

Happy Birthday to Sau Tze!!!

2009-03-01T19:51:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday to you.
Happy Birthday to you.
Happy Birthday to Sau Tze.
Happy Birthday to you.

Hey, friend!!
Almost forget today is your birthday la...
fortunately, esther (siow yean) remind me.
Due to you in Australia,
cant celebrate your birthday with you.
Anyhow, replace it when you back ya...

All the best for your study and future ya.
Growth in words of God!!! Happy Always!! Smile always!!!
Be the light of God shine upon your friends beside you...
Love you always....

leaving

2009-02-25T23:33:00.002+08:00

25/02/2009 Wednesday 6:05am

My handphone message ring tone was rang....
that time i was sleeping at my friend's house
i know message that i received was from him....
and really correct... was from Joshua....

a short message from him which try to say
goodbye, take care and work hard to grow in spiritual life...
Anyhow, friend...
no worry me.... i know i not alone ....
As you always remind me....
God always beside me no matter what happen on me...
therefore, i ll face my life with God....
Let both of us, growth in words of God...
experience grace of God in our daily life....

Gambateh, dear friend!!!!!

Congratulation, dear friends!!

2009-02-22T20:31:00.002+08:00

Over here....

Congratulation to Ernest, Ching Mun and Tek jee...

Pass your exam....
Pass your sem 9.....

Anyhow,

Gambateh ya...
When you all in Batu Pahat....
All the best ......

14/02/2009

2009-02-22T19:52:00.012+08:00

Eat at 龙的传人 in pyramid..
Joshua, sorry ya...
need you wait us almost half and hours over there...
Really sorry ya....

Come and take a photo
while waiting for food ...
say cheese...
everyone...

tree with love shape balloon...
damn pretty la....

four pretty ladies ..
form left : Suyi (me), Judy, Feifei and Mei yee....

Best bro in Christ i met~~ Joshua

Our second round...
yum cha at Old Town ....

14/2/2009....
is valentine day...
i would not forget this day
because on this day was wedding day for Anson and Pauline...
went their wedding ceremony....
felt happy when they said "yes, i do" to take care of each other...
Over here, wish they always love each other ....
May God blessed their marriage...

Beside that, i cut my long hair to short hair on this day as well....
everyone asked me,
whether something bad happen on me cause me wan cut my hair...
over here, wan make it clear...
there are no reason cause me want cut my long hair...
i just wan change new look...
therefore, i choose short hair...
is that clear...??

Although i am single,
I still take this chance went out with my church mates and friend...
(Alan, fei fei, judy, mei yee and song yang)
Thanks dude!!!
been gave me such wonderful moment!!
Love you all.....
= )

错过

2009-02-14T08:01:00.002+08:00

女生都喜欢逛街，买东西，当然我也一样。
但我是很难看中一件我喜欢并且适合我的衣服。
上星期，在等我朋友的来到时便在里走走，看看是否有适合我的衣服出席荻盈的婚礼。
没想到我竟然看见一件我喜欢的衣服。
可是我没有立刻去试这件衣服，
想到过几天后再到回来试，因为朋友已经到了，不想他久等。
加上我是那种人不会很快决定要这件衣服的人，我会再去逛逛，看看我是否有想念那件衣服的
因我觉得当我有想念代表我真得喜欢，最后我才会买下那间的衣服。
这次当我回去同样的店时候，要买下那件衣服的时候，衣服已经不在了，别人买下了。
这件事让我想到，人往往就是这样，寻寻觅觅的寻找自己所要的，这是没错的。
但是往往当遇见一样自己喜欢的，却会犹豫起来便放下一下，
到处去看看是否有其他更适合自己的。。。
这也没错的。。
但往往人到处看了看后，还是觉得第一次看到才是自己最喜欢的。。
可是那时的，可能已经不在了。。。

可能人就是这样，有的时候不会珍惜。。
等到错过后再来后悔，那时候已经太迟了。。。
错过就是错过了。。。。
感叹！！！
好好地珍惜每一在你身边的人吧！！！
不要等到失去后再来后悔！！！
那时已经没用了。。。。。

Bowling~

2009-02-13T23:29:00.005+08:00

Let me ask you all one question.

What is your favorite sport ?
some will say is badminton, some said football,
some say table tennis and so on....

since my primary school til now,
i never active in any sport....

However, i interesting in bowling currently...
Actually bowling is not simple throw the ball...
there has some knowledge as well to score ...
really interesting....

Bowling, Bowling....
I Love you~~

Success

2009-02-10T21:45:00.004+08:00

Apparently, i am learning technique in withdraw blood...

First time withdraw blood from a young female patient......

FAILED....

Second time withdraw blood from an adult male patient......

FAILED AGAIN!!!!! = (

Third time withdraw blood from a male patient who want proceed Full Blood Count Test..

Finally.....
I SUCCESS withdraw his blood by using 3cc syringe

Yepee!!!!! HAha.....
Happy day for me~~

* Sometime things is not goin smooth as what we expect....
then we can try and try and try..... never give up ... until we get it....
until we reach our target or dreams ....*

Gambateh, everyone!!!!!

春雨里洗过的太阳--王力宏

2009-02-08T20:44:00.005+08:00

Although this song not quite nice to listen...
but i do really like the meaningful lyric....
cos what lee hom sang is what i feel now....
i want be independent in all aspect....
Although now is hard for me.....
but i wont scare anymore....
i want face it bravely....
i duno which way i should go...really no idea...
but i knw God will bring me goes through everything everything...
i want to be strong....
be strong, suyi!!!!!!!

Pain and exhausted

2009-02-06T21:44:00.004+08:00

Today is friday....
tomorrow is saturday...
in other words, is another end of week.
some people no need to work,
can have their rest on saturday....
BUT, for me, saturday still is working day for me...

Today, do not know what happen...
very pain on my calf as well as my back..
too tired...
I am exhausted....
need rest....

适应

2009-02-02T21:59:00.002+08:00

上星期六，我将我的乌龟从家乡带回吉隆坡。
这几天我都留意乌龟的行动。
刚开始在新的一个环境，它们不停的爬呀爬呀。。
像是要逃离这环境那样，
我相信对他们来说这乃是一个新的环境，并且有所恐惧。
所以他们才不停地爬呀爬呀。。
同样，我们人也一样。
在一个新的环境，当然也会感到害怕，
但必须学习如何的适应新的环境，去发现“它”的美丽，
也要学习去接受一些你不想接受的事情，
接收一些已经成为事实的事情，
再难接受的事情，学着用积极，乐观的角度与想法去接受，
你将会发现新大陆。 = )

15/1/2009

2009-02-01T19:16:00.014+08:00

Food...yepee....
but choice over here is less compare with "Yuen" restaurant.....

Kak June and Aznira

kak lina from cyto department and me =)
(Lai lai, i didn take photo with you la)

My funny colleagues ~ Vivian and Tey

Behind row : start from left ( Yapsy, Vivian, and me)
Front row : Ai ling, Lai Two and Tey....
(All Haemato colleagues, except lai two from micro department)

behind : start from left Mr.Yap (It dept), Mr.Quah (Marketing), and Lab manager.

we all together with dispatch boys from different branch..

All Subang stuff....

Date : 15/1/2009
Venue : Flaming
Event : Jom makam

I have a wonderful time with you all...
Thanks lots....

春风吹到你的家

2009-02-01T18:46:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow get back to work....
I still in Chinese New Year mood!! =(
Already one week didnot work...
a bit feel lazy...
but i really cherish this holiday...
when i look back how am i use this holidays....
i really feel 安慰 cos i didnot waste my time...
i use my time spend with my family (eat dinner together, watch tv show together etc),
relatives (chit-chat and play games with my cousin bro and sis),
friends (gathering at one of my friend house,even meet a friend who didnot had andy news from him almost 7 years)
able have my own rest, in other words, sleep and eat (before this i was too exhausted with my work),
and do something that i normally will do when i have free time...

Thanks God!! Give me such wonderful holiday...
I will try my best to balance up between family, friends, works of God and relationship between God and me!!!
I dun wan waste my time because life is beautiful ....

share a new year song with all of you...

Happy Chinese New Year...
and as lyric said....
大家笑哈哈, 快乐写在脸上...
Happy Always ya...

爱，错在哪里？

2009-02-01T18:18:00.003+08:00

好书介绍，好书介绍!!!

<爱, 错在哪里?>
我的一位同事介绍我读这一本的书. 虽然我现在还未将这书读完但觉得有一些的想法是我们从来都没有想过的,而作者决很直接的指出我们常会犯下的盲点.

内容提要:
如果你是因为对方拥有的东西而去爱，你就不是爱他们，你爱的是那个特质；我要告诉你，爱那些特质并不是件什么了不起的事，你爱的只是那些没有的或是你想得到的，明白吗？如果你是因为对方对你好而爱，那你爱的并不是那个人，你爱的其实是你自己。当对方不再对你好，你也就不爱，甚至由爱生恨，这怎么能算爱呢？
　　去看看人们的爱。因为你爱他，所以你就对他有所期待；你期待他永不变心、期待能天长地久；你期待他完美、期待他完全属于你；你期待他能改变、变得跟你期待的一样……假如你将这些都当成是爱的话，爱当然会一再出错，因为你的爱不是真正的爱，那只是包装而已，它们看起来很相像，这即是问题所在。
每一个人每一本书都在谈爱，但爱却逐渐在消逝，人们一再地错失爱，为什么？因为一直以来大家都没有搞懂——爱，错在哪里？

编辑推荐：

爱一再出错，错在哪里？错在人们一直没有搞懂，爱是给，而不是得；爱不是出于需求，而是分享；不是出于匮乏，而是出于丰富。

如有逛书局,不妨考虑买这本书吧!!

小树

2009-01-30T19:58:00.002+08:00

一棵树的成长，需要你每天细心的浇水和施肥，这样它才会成长。
同样的，人与人之间的关系也需要时间与爱心去了解对方，知道对方，
一起经历酸甜苦辣，关系才会变得更加的稳固。

Dad & Mom

2009-01-27T22:53:00.001+08:00

Long time my parent didnot outstation for travel....
This year they make some different...
Both of them want "HONEY MOON"
(They visit sabah with my hometown church memebers and relatives)
and left their children at home....

Anyhow, i do really think my parent need this break....
as what i always remind me when i was exhausted...
"休息是为了走更长远的路"...
They also need this....

Dad and Mom...
i wish you all really enjoy every single time in sabah...
i really hope got a chance can bring both of u travel overseas...
Really miss the time when i am a child....
bring us outstation eg cameron during cny...
Long time didn hv family trip....
i do really hope have a family trip.....
laugh together...
eat together...
talk together...
take photo together.....

Please come back safely ya...
take lots photo ya....
Always love you~~ daddy and mummy
* Muaks*

Happy Chinese New Year...

2009-01-22T19:50:00.006+08:00

Still got Friday, Saturday then Sunday need to go....
Then Chinese New Year 2009 is coming....
Yepee....
Tomorrow onward...
People start goin back to their own hometown for CNY...
I cant wait for that....
Want see my parent, my secondary friends, churchmates...
Really miss you all....
Hope to see you all soon la...
Anyhow, for those who goin back hometown ....
Please drive slowly and safety ....
see you all in Lipis ya....

However, for those who sit for the exam
( Ernest, Ching Mun and Tek Jee)
Please gambateh for exam ya...
Pray for you all...

"Happy Chinese New Year"

1234567

2009-01-22T19:35:00.007+08:00

Today, my funny colleagues suddenly sang a childhood song...
Lyric as below....

#1234567...
我的朋友在哪里？
在这里，在这里，
我的朋友在这里#
Heard this before right?? for sure most people sang this before...

When she sang dis song, make me suddenly think bout one of my friend
who name "Song Yang-- Joshua"....
He just came back from Wa bang....
He is the one been use this song say "Hi" to me...
Totally different with other people...
Anyhow, friend!!!
Welcomed back, Malaysia!!!!
Waiting the time for us gathering....
See ya~~

National Hugging Day~~

2009-01-21T22:37:00.008+08:00

Today when i was on the way went to work...
listen to Fly Fm and know today is "National Hugging Day".....

Over here, wan hug my parents, sis, brothers and those my lovely friends.....
*Hugs* .....
and give you all
a Kiss *Muaks*......

Thanks for everything~~

Papaya milk

2009-01-19T23:09:00.008+08:00

This picture take from internet ....
will post the papaya drink i make by myself...
wait for that ya....

Today my colleague -- Vivian suddenly told me,
she desire want drink papaya milk ...
and then start our topic bout how to make papaya milk (i never drink dis b4)....
I decided wan try make dis drink for my family during chinese new year....
hehe....
By the way,
whoelse have any idea in making taste, delicious and health drink....??
willing share with me....?? cos i am interesting in make drinks.....

Everthing changing

2009-01-18T21:44:00.004+08:00

Today when i was back from shopping at pyramid...
while i was pack my thing once back,
look back the photo that given by "jia fern" sis...
That photo we took when we have caroling together with other churches...
Everyone in the photo smile happily with the post "WIN"....
Really happy.....
Duno why.... i think there are something been change, not same as previous....
Mayb all these sweet and wonderful memories only can save in our mind...
because people and things around us always keep changing and changing....
nothings can be eternal except Love of God....
Anyhow, human must keep move forward cant only step on the same position....
Looking forward... Looking a better day... better future.....

Conversation between chicken and duck

2009-01-16T20:37:00.003+08:00

Honestly, i know i had problem in description for certain things by words no matter in what language.... As what happen today in my company, colleagues from Diagnostic center unable to understand what i gonna try to let her know... suddenly feel like, conversation between me and her like chinese people always said "Chicken talk to a duck".... two different species animals how gonna to know what they try to tell each other due to they have their own language to communicate...Chicken cant understand what duck gonna say, however,duck cant understand what chicken gonna try to say... Sigh....

Regina Spektor ~~ The call

2009-01-14T22:24:00.005+08:00

Today i really really really feel Happy....
cos finally i know the song name in the movie (Prince Caspian of Narnia 2)...
Here is it...
Regina Spektor~~ The Call....
I like dis song so much.....

Top 10 in Fly fm

2009-01-13T21:59:00.007+08:00

Currently, i like listen to Fly Fm....
Cos songs that i can listen from here are so nice...
And some topic discuss by DJ also quite funny....

Therefore, over here wanna blog Top 10 in Fly fm...
(Due to i still duno title for certain songs, so i just upload some songs who i know.
Hope everyone who visit my blog, can enjoy it ya...
Have a Nice day...)

(Tidak ikut turutan ya...)
David Archuleta~~ A little too not over you

Jessie McCartney~~ It's Over

Taylor Swift ~~ Love story

Simple Plan ~~ Save you

Pussycat Dolls ~~ I hate this part

Shontelle Layne~~ T-Shirt

Twilight~~

2009-01-12T20:30:00.006+08:00

I had been long time did not update my blog... i was wondering what i should write my first post in 2009. Finally , have some idea coming out from my mind.... that is write something bout "twilight" this movie....
Last year, i knew this novel from my ex-colleagues (Elsie), at that moment i already had interest wanna buy this book for reading once i finish "Sisters" this novel. End of 2008, you can watch this movie in cinema, but i didn went cinema watch this movie in stead of bought cd watch at home with my friends (Daniel, ally and Shu fern) on 31 December 2008. After watch the movie, felt boring, like nothing special. However, i still continue read this novel cos wanna learn more english words. Surprisingly, i quite enjoyed in read this story rather than watch this movie. Mayb some content didn show in movie, and some internal expression for each actors cant know well from the movie, reader only know all this from the book. I quite enjoying read this book and i think i "addicted" in this story book... wanna faster finish read this book and proceed to next episode.

Poster for "Twilight"

Book cover for "Twilight"....

转载：《使我作你和平使者》

2008-12-28T20:07:00.001+08:00

《使我作你和平使者》
主，使我作你和平使者，
　　在仇恨之处播下你的爱，
　　在伤痕之处播下你宽恕，
　　在怀疑之处播下信心；

主，使我作你和平使者，
　　在绝望之处播下你盼望；
　　在黑暗之处播下你光明；
　　在忧伤之处播下喜乐。

哦！主啊，使我少为自己求--
　　少求被安慰，但求安慰人；
　　少求被了解，但求了解人；
　　少求爱，但求全心付出爱。

因为，在舍去时，我们便有所得；
　　在饶恕时，我们便蒙赦免；
　　在迎接死亡时，我们便进入永生。

【意大利中世纪的圣法兰西斯著名祷文】

注：该祷文中文名常常翻译为《使我作你和平之子》，其实英文翻译为“Make Me a Channel（或instrument）of Your Peace” 意思是“使我作你和平的管道（或器皿）”，所以翻译为“使我作你和平使者”更贴切。

M.E.

2008-10-20T20:31:00.003+08:00

淑仪 = Suyi = Suki = Sunyi = My name in BP lab...

This is Me....
hehe.... = )

给未来伴侣的一封信

2008-10-11T09:13:00.006+08:00

未来的伴侣：

我不晓得你会是长怎样的样子。。
高，或矮，或胖，或瘦的？？？
你会是个怎样的人呢？
家庭成员有多少位呢？
关于你的一切一切，
我真的很想很想很想知道。。
但这一切都必须等我的“发展商”的时间。。
等我的“发展商”点头。。。
我深信我的“发展商”的时间是不会错的
并且是最美的。。。

我每天都祈求我的“发展商”。。
当你高兴的时候，身边有人与你一起的欢笑
当你伤心的时候，身边有人与你一起的伤心
当你面对困难的时候，身边有人鼓励和支持你
祈求神，在我们还没有相遇的这一段时间，
求神好好的磨练我们，
这样在以后的日子里，
我们可以彼此鼓励，彼此扶持
一起面对以后的日子。

为了我的“发展商”，为了你，为了我们的家庭。。。
我会乖乖地等待你的出现，
我会乖乖地期待你出现在我的生命。。

我相信当我遇见你的时候，
是我的“发展商”精心为我们预备的美丽的安排。
“因为期待，所以等待”

期待今晚的来到

2008-10-11T08:52:00.003+08:00

不晓得有多少的人会喜欢期待的心情呢？

不晓得从何开始我渐渐的喜欢上“期待” 的心情。。。

就像今晚会去戒毒中心那样。。
期待的心情已经从昨晚开始了。。。
期待看看那地方会是怎样的一个地方。。。
期待认识新的朋友。。。。
期待能见回青年团契的弟兄姐妹。。。
期待能和青年团契的弟兄姐妹和新朋友一起敬拜神。。。。
期待能知道戒毒中心的事工是怎样的。。。
期待能认识神的话。。

等待晚上的来临。。。

7 Oct 2008

2008-10-07T21:42:00.002+08:00

7Oct 2008 Raining day

Today i feel happy finally i found how "H Inclusion" look like....
Last time i tried and tried to find it (my colleagues said it look like "durian"),
but everytime i cannot found it....
duno whether cos i was screen too fast already and miss it ... or
mayb i still duno how to differentiate between reticulocytes and H inclusion...
therefore, i cannot found it last few weeks ago....
Today i found it successfully and each of it i found were "good looking"....
really "beautiful"......
i wont forget today (7/10/2008) cos is my first time to find it.....

___________________________________________________________

Mr. Jackson, (Mr. J~ what my colleagues always call you)
Can you please clean the table after u repair the sysmex machine???
everytime you leave a mess on the table....
i really cant "tahan" it la....
Haemato department already is a mess department ...
with occasional blood stain on the table, on worksheet ...
even on the glove.....
Just hope our department wont become even more mess ....
Please Co-operate!!!

爱不疚 - Love with no Regrets

2008-10-04T23:39:00.003+08:00

Who had watch latest HK drama --> "jia hao yue yuan" (read in mandrin)
sure listen dis song before ....

[网络文摘]殷勤的七个方面

2008-10-02T12:04:00.001+08:00

# Hey friend!! Please read dis>>> = )

殷勤的七个方面 - 你是一个基督徒吗？如果是的话，那么你是一个殷勤的人吗？如果是仍然是的话，那么你知道殷勤的七个方面吗？史蒂尔在其着名作品《基督徒工作指导原则》里面指出了殷勤的七个方面，你是否知道？本文将摘其内容与读者分享。

殷勤具体表现在哪里呢？

一、殷勤的人会忠实地把他所有的身心能力都用在他的工作上。

不管他心灵的智慧、判断的深度、特别的技能等如何，他在工作上都会去努力寻求施展自己才能的途径，尽可能地把它运用到工作上。他会把他所有的技能和能力最大限度地运用到他的工作之中，因为他相信神正是为着那目标而赐予了他这些能力，也知道他要为他如何使用自己的能力而向神负责。这并不意味着我们必须在工作上耗尽我们所有的力气，回家后就心力憔悴，无力参与家庭事宜，从事民事活动，进行个人的灵修；然而我们绝不能以这些事作为在工作上不尽力以及马虎行事的借口。

二、殷勤的人会把时间完全用来履行他的责任，而不是用在那些浪费光阴的事情上。

他会小心地利用他的时间，明智地将他的时间花在他许多不同的职责之上，因为他明白，他的时间不属于他自己。光阴飞逝，神要察看我们怎样运用我们的时间。正是由于记住了这点，所以殷勤的人不会只在他有充裕的时间时才去履行他的职责，而是只要健康允许，他就会早早起床，积极安排好用于个人灵修、家庭、朋友和工作的时间。他不会让他的时间被那些无用的娱乐所吞噬。

三、殷勤的人十分留意良机。

他明白，良机一旦利用得当，便会给我们辛勤的努力带来回报，如果忽略它，它便可能一去不复还。因此，当一个机会出现，他就随时准备好趁机抓住它，并将它用于造福家庭、自己以及别人。我们要随时留心，这对一个人生活各方面的成功是极其重要的。一个人可能会十分勤奋地工作，但若他不留心和思考，那他成功的可能性就不大。

四、殷勤的人会非常注意小事而不是忽视它们。

他知道，小事将来或许会变成大事。如果他忽视了一个小主顾，那这个主顾就很可能会将这
事告诉他人，包括一些大主顾，这会使他们到别的地方去做生意。不论出于什么原因，只要我们轻视某件小事，神就会惩罚我们，以贫穷和缺乏来报应我们的骄傲和大意。造物主的祝福（包括一个小主顾）一旦被一个人因其愚蠢和虚荣所滥用，就常会被赐给另一个能更好地利用它的人。请不要误以为我是在鼓励贪心。我所要勉励人的是，殷切地去善用神所赐我们的各种事物，甚至要关注那些看来或许是不大的事。这也包括诸如清洁、整齐和节俭之类的事情。我们的主通过惦自己的行为教导我们当怎样行，在惦以五饼二鱼让五千人吃饱之后，惦吩咐将剩下的零碎收拾起来，「免得有糟踏的」。不要忽视任何一桩看来是不起眼的事情，反要殷切地关注所有这样的事。

五、殷勤的人会拒绝参与那些让他分心而不顾自己责任的消遣和娱乐。

在该工作的时间里，就要坚守自己的工作岗位，在该同家人在一起时,就要在家呆着,除非有合理的理由（例如有急事或因工作需要外出），否则不可离开自己的工作岗位，因他的责任和福分都在于此。如果一个人忽略工作和家庭，只沉溺于某项娱乐，那就没有什么能够说明他无过。由于这一问题，许多家庭和生意都被毁掉了。

六、殷勤的人会回避没有必要和无益的拜访。

对于维系友谊和洽谈生意来说，拜访是必要的，但对那些无所事事、专事闲聊和搬弄是非、揭人之短、谈论最新流行时装的款式等为了打发时光的拜访却要加以回避。

七、殷勤的人会避免极端的热心。

当然，我不是在试图劝阻个人灵修和家庭敬拜（今日大多数的基督徒疏忽了这些事），但在一些人身上有一种不得当的热心，这种热心导致他们忽视神所赋予他们的其它责任。因此，由于缺乏他们的照看，他们的家庭生活越来越糟，并变得混乱无序，由于他们的缺勤或马虎，他们的工作做得不好；由于他们的拖欠或懈怠，他们欠有债务，并且不努力去清偿；虽然如此，这些人却仍四处听人讲道，参加查经会，长时间地祷告或禁食，以致忽略了其它必要的本份。其实，这在众人面前是一个可怕的见证！

弟兄姐妹们，你是否得从殷勤的七点中的到了启发呢？如果是的话，那么现在开始过殷勤的人生吧！

赞美之泉最珍貴的角落 precious corner

2008-10-02T09:17:00.003+08:00

To: Song Yang (joshua),Esther, Mei yi, Judy, Fei fei, shu fen, suo yee, suo lin, daniel, evangel, ernest, sao ling, tian che, tian li, yue yun, pauline, anson, sau thin, sao tze and others..

When i watch dis...
different kind of feeling inside me....
Mayb there have one day, friends around me will leave me or i am the one who will leave you all.... but i hope wat i can leave for them is my smile, not tears...
Hope in their memories.... i am one of their friends who give them smile and happy moment. I really appreciate the time when we spend together...
Although we might separate in one day, but remember, one day we ll gather together again...... as i always remind myself....."yin wei qi dai, suo yi deng dai" (please read in mandrin)....

1st Oct 2008

2008-10-02T08:54:00.003+08:00

1st Oct 2008 was the first day for Hari Raya...
Over here, wish every Malays colleagues:
" Selamat Hari Raya".....
However for those went back to their own hometown or went somewhere for their holidays,
Wish you all :-
"Happy Holidays".....

I didn went back to my hometown for Holiday...
How am i spent my 1st Oct 2008??
At first wanna go to malacca for this holidays,
due to some reason then cancel this trip and choose stay at home...

Daniel and Suo Yee came my house to study....
Around 1030am they reached my house....
for sure wont straight away study la.... we spent some time (ard 2 hrs, hehe) chatting....
then continue with our own stuff...
Daniel continue his STPM pass year paper,
Suo yee continue her assignment,
However, i was continue my reading bout gastrointestinal tract (GI tract)..
tht kind of experience was i never had when i was study in university....
Really feel good....

At Night, i was cooking dinner...
Meal that i cooked were soup (old cucumber soup-- 1st time i make dis), steamed fish and vegetable...overall, i quite satisfy with wat i cook...hehe.....
for me, i ll give myself 80 marks....haha....
Duno how many marks will give by suo yee and daniel leh? haha....

Anyhow, thanks for coming....
I really have a nice day.....

Song Yang

2008-09-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

Song Yang,.....
I miss you.....
miss your voice....
miss your face....
miss your joke....
miss the moment when spend v u......
no matter happy or sad....
you always are the one who always smile at me....
make me smile.... make me laugh.....
feel comfortable when chatting v u.....
Although you leave here for half year due to work's of God....
i ll wait you come back here and telling me story over there....

Must come back Malaysia safely.....
still got 5 months need to go......

Hope when the time we meet,
is the time for us to count grace of God on us....

Although now both of us at different place,
but both of us are gambateh together for God.....

Really thanks God....
give me such good bro in Christ!!!!

面对管教

2008-04-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

我们知道有许多人，他们在平安顺利的时候，从来不会奏出优美的人生音乐来，但是，一旦遭遇了狂风暴雨，就奏出悠扬美妙的音乐来了——这音乐精美得叫我们惊奇！

如果用正确的方法去对付现在的困难，神必使你“后来”所结的果子，比先前更丰更美。= )

"you ji" bah kut teh...

2008-03-26T23:29:00.009+08:00

fortunately, we reached the restaurant b4 raining heavily...

waiting for table...

Bah kut teh with rice n vege
yummy... =)

really feel nice can eat something hot when outside was raining heavily

Take a photo before we leave...
淑仪到此一游!!!
it was a wonderful time can spend with my close frenzs...
due to can chat lots of things...
looking for next time gathering...
too bad, "song yang" not around...
Next time, must ask "song yang" along...
He is my "kaki" who can eat together...

J.Co Donuts

2008-03-26T22:42:00.004+08:00

J.Co Donuts really delicious....
Most of the time i bought half dozen with different flavor...
As you all can see the photo on the left hand side...
I wan taste all the flavor of donuts that available in J.Co...
So far, i like the orel flavor..hehe...
yummy, yummy !!!

gambateh, su yi

2008-03-20T09:45:00.002+08:00

When thing not goes as wat we expected....
for sure, we feel discourage....
i do really understand wat kind of feeling inside...
But, God always give me his comfort through his words...
Although it is hard and tough for me to handle all these....
i have faith on Him....
He ll bring me goes through all these....
Gambateh, Su Yi!!!

心情好灰。。

2008-03-20T00:13:00.002+08:00

三月，对我来说是很很很难熬。。
一件一件的事情向着我来，攻击我。。
心情变得很灰，很沉。。
眼前就像看不到光，看不清楚。。。
一个一个的希望被打破了。。
现在的我很模糊，看不到前方。。
我就像站在交叉点，不知道该往哪个方向去。。
Since from when, i would like keep all the things in my heart...
dun even wan share with other ppl....
Since from when, i start close my heart...
Not allow people to understand me...

I know there are something wrong in me...
I wan fixed dis...
i hope i can get use to it....

God, Please strengthen me....
I really need you....
Please heal the hurt and pain inside me...
Although there ll hv a scar in my heart, but let it be...
Cos dis can remind me and help those who face the same problem...
I know watever happen on me..
U oledi know and allow all this happen...
Because you know i can stand in this situation...

God, please teach me...
How to love and sacrified...
dun b a self-fish person...
As long as people around me are happy,
then everything gonna be worth...

I really duno whether i can success o nt...
I hope i can do dis....
Anyway, Cheer up ya...

Always there

2008-03-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

曲：ROLF LOVLAND LYRICS　詞：張敬軒

我總不相信自己也無法面對現實
當生命失去了框我就失去了方向

前路依然很模糊要掙脫許多束縛
你讓我依靠讓我堅強你守護在我身旁

每當我需要依靠你你一定會在這裡
有你的地方就有陽光你總會在我身旁

當我還不夠堅強還不夠堅強
推翻命運的圍牆

你還是和我在一起給我無限的勇氣
路依然走的困難當我變成了負擔

你依然把我輕輕拉著我就是最幸福的
每當我需要依靠你你一定會在這裡
有你的地方就有陽光你總會在我身旁

每當我需要依靠你你一定會在這裡會在這裡
有你的地方就有陽光你總會在我身旁喔吼

我需要依靠你要依靠你你就在這裡
有你的地方就有陽光你總會
在我身旁

Recently, I like dis song...
Always repeat...
When i see the title for this song...
let me think bout my almighty God...
HE always there when i need HIM...
He always there when everyone not around me...
Love you, God!!
You are the strength for me to stand in every circumstances....

Change

2008-03-12T23:43:00.003+08:00

Look around people besides you,
Look around environment besides you..
Do you think everything always changing??
People around mayb change in their appearance or change in their personality...

Change and change...

However, there are something is never get back to the origin or back to usual once there are something was change. We need to learn how to get use to it when the situation was changed.

Rainbow after the rain

2008-03-12T23:28:00.002+08:00

REMEMBER:

"There is always has Rainbow appear in the sky after heavy rain"...

same as to Our life....

" There is always has a new beginning after terminal"....

Cheers up, dude!!!
To me as well.... :)

everything began at 3am...

2008-01-17T03:15:00.000+08:00

"Ding dong, Ding dong, Ding dong......"Door bell was rang...
"Hello....Hello......" someone was shouted.....
"Ding dong, Ding dong, Ding dong........" door bell rang again.....

"Hey, what time now??!! Why still keep on press the bell? No need to sleep meh??" i said in my heart.... Guess what?? That moment was around 3am......I knew this might be someone was find my housemate who stay in master room, but please la.... call him before you come, dun even press the bell in the midnight... people need to sleep and need to work the next day... and this was disturbance especially for people like me, is hard to sleep again once i wake up ( i even did not feel sleepy at all after dis and able to blog in the early morning - 3.29am)...

You think story was end like this????
NO...NO.....

My housemate who from middle room and me wake up and knock the master room to settle this..nobody answer (mayb havent come back yet), at the same time people outside the door still keep on press the door bell.... then i had to inform the people, there was nobody in the master room, please dun press the bell again, people need to sleep nia...

However, when i open the door, just know the people outside the door was McD delivery.. and this was call frm my housemate's frenz (from master room)..

You think story was end like dis???
No...NO..

Once the delivery left...
i tot i can continue to sleep....i went to bed...
later, i heard noisy voice was come out from dinning room....
i was curious was happen...and went out from my room had a look ....

Guess wat happen....?
Quarrel btw my housemates
my master room housemate juz back from KL....
This was the first time experience quarrel between my housemates....
At tht time, my mind still blur duno wat i should do at that moment since i juz wake up...
and the quarrel was end up by one of my middle room housemate shout v " you better move out by tml"...
both of them back to their own room... only left me alone in the dinning room...
everything back to silent...

After all this, i was thinking...
Want to live harmony with housemate really is not easy....
because everyone is different, different in way to live, different background....
anyway, i believe tolerance to each other is one way to maintain the harmony ..
But sometime, we need do sth in correct moment...

Finally,
"Please don't call delivery in the midnight, i wan sleep leh..."

How you think dis?

2008-01-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

When you all see this photo, what is the first thing that come out from your mind?

Well, the first thing come out from my mind was girl who behind the boy was so pity because she was cried and sad. This make me think that the situation or condition when a guy want end up a relationship with a lady. The guy was leave the place without see the lady. Well, the lady only can see the guy leave her... and her's heart been tears into many many pieces , very very very painful and this scar or hurt required very long time to recover, may be half years, may be one year or even more longer. Who will know this painful feeling? Who will understand this?
Anyway, ladies, please stand up...!! Life still have long way need to go... dun let all this sadness cause you give up urself... change dis sadness to a strength that face dis hardship.... Ladies, You can do it well!!!

忍着忍着。。

2008-01-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

淑仪，你必须要忍着忍着别让你的眼泪掉出来，明天还要工作，不然的话，明天将会有“熊猫眼”出现的。。。可是，我欺骗不了我自己，我控制不到我的眼泪。。。它就是自然而然的留了下来，完全听不了我的命令。。。最后，到了我的极限。。让它吧!! 明天变"熊猫眼", 就明天再打算吧!!! 忍着忍着的感觉是很痛苦的... 可能哭了,内心也舒服了点呢!!!! 哭了,就让自己睡一觉... 明天在次的出发..为新的一天出发... 加油,淑仪!!!!

He always is GREAT

2007-12-15T08:05:00.000+08:00

When there seen no way in front of me.....
When i don't how to stand in such "terrible" condition....
He is the only one besides me.....
He is the one who prepare everything that i need to overcome it...
He is the one let me become brave to face what i have to face it after the incident...
When i was questioning myself "why all this happen on me?
whether i want to give up?"
He always use HIS words to turn my mind on HIM, brightened my mind....
Remind me, everything is control by Him...
He wont put a burden that is too heavy for me to carry on my shoulder....
What i can say is
"GOD ALWAYS IS GREAT".......

Christmastime~

2007-12-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

Just now evangel share a christmas song to me~
i like dis song ...
cos it really nice to listen......

Christmas ...is coming soon...
yeppe....

Thankgiving!!!

2007-11-29T11:57:00.000+08:00

Last week (wednesday onward) was trouble ad hard moments for me...
I run an urgent blood sample without checking the patient's name whether match with the lab number that given from dispatch boy. Not Only that, the result was sent to doctor as well...
This really big mistake.... My colleagues even did not trust me after dis big mistake... That time i been experience how it feel when u did not trust by other people.. that kind of feeling really suffer. Feeling that did not trust by people and guilty feeling caused me cant even concentrate in my work... i really wan find someone who can listen to me that time... i wan pour out my sadness that time... i still remember that time, i hardly compress my sadness, dun let other ppl knw dis... dun let other ppl c dis... my tear flow around my eyes... tears starting flow out but i try dun let it flow out...
From this incident, i can see that, when there have some trouble happen.. no one ll help u... they all still continue do their work... and i start experience what is call "REAL WORLD"...
Anyway, ....i sure i still can survive in future via power of God... He been promise me, wont let me alone to face single things... He always was the one who always carried me goes through all the difficult moments..
Although it hard time for me tht time, but God put my family beside me esp my sis...
wat she did on me (send a funny photo me, make me laugh) really make me felt warm....
Really thanks to my family and frenzs who beside me when i was in hard moments...
THANKS YOU.....

要幸福哦！！

2007-11-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

很高兴听到你对我说的好消息。。。
过去的你为了他伤心难过。。。
现在得知道你找到自己的幸福。。
真的真的真得很高兴和安慰。。。
你永远都有我的祝福。。。
答应我。。。要幸福！！
有什么事别忘了告诉我。。。
我乐意借我的耳朵给你。。。
别自己一人面对。。。

失去。。。

2007-11-03T00:57:00.000+08:00

看了新闻，总是会看到新闻是与死亡有关系。顿时站在死者的家人的立场来想，当时接到自己心爱的人离开的消息时，想必是一件很难接受的事情吧！！失去的感觉好可怕哦！！让我顿时好怀念我的婆婆。。。

Haemato Dpt

2007-10-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

Time was goes on so fast..
i had been end up my training month...
i had been told i ll base on HAEMATO Department.....

Last Monday was my first day in this department...
and i was experience what i had been told by my frenz....
i was agree with them....
everyday, i need face with war in Haemato Department...
is a war between "Me and samples" that i need handle.....
Sometime i feel busy...
sometime i ll make mistake as well...
sometime i feel tired once finish my work....
sometime i fall in dilemma conditions...
BUt, i know this is call life...
and i have to get use to it...
overcome every challenge that in front of me.....

keep on move u steps ya~ su yi!!! = )

Missing everything in LIpis~~

2007-10-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

Already long time i didn back to my hometown, a place that full of my sweet memories, a place that i was growth....dis weekend, i ll back to Lipis... really feel happy and excited... cant wait for weekend coming.... i wan meet all youth from youth fellowship...esp esther, joanne, mei ling...apart from dat, for sure, the most thing tht i miss was food that cook by my mother (need make a call to my mother for ordering food tht i wan to eat when i goin back lipis..keke..)

LIPIS, Here i come~!!!!!

mY convo photo

2007-10-23T22:04:00.001+08:00

Finally, i collected all the photos that i taken during my convo.....
After convo, my frenzs and I start our own destination again in different places
No matter how, over here....
Thanks you all b my friends... and give me such sweet and wonderful memories....
LOve you all....
All the best for you all future....
Keep in Touch ya~~~

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1 day trip @ Seremban~

2007-10-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

This is how Daniel look like when he eat lunch...!! Hoho...

Yea.. finish our breakfast.. "bao bao" already...

Results that achieved by Daniel~~

Hand itchy...what we do???
Haha... answer is -->Play with bowling...

Eat dinner at "Hoi Tong" after went back from Seremban....
see Smile happily...

Seremban 1 day trip--> suggestion from Ernest... is the 1st time i been there.. quite excited with this....Well, actually not bad had dis trip... at least can know what kind of environment that he study and stay now.... Not only that, can buy some "siew pao" and "xian dan shu" as gift for my frenzs.... hehe...

Haemato or Urine Dpt???

2007-10-09T18:17:00.000+08:00

This week was last week for me stay and learn all those tests that available in Haemato Department. Haemato and Urine staffs were wonder which department i ll stay once i finish my one month training... either Haemato or Urine..

Well, for me, i will prefer work in Haemato department due to can learn even more things in dis department... anyway, i will commit to God, let HIM decided for me.. i know, He always will choose the BEST for me, He know which is suitable for me, I know He already has His own plan for me. What i can do is, try to learn as much as possible, try to do things faster and faster (for sure, must accurate)...

I had been set my targets, what i have to improve in future dis few months:-
1. learn b self-confident
2. learn b finish my work efficiently and accuracy
3. Not so careless, alert with previous mistake that i had been make, not repeat same mistake
4. Stay calm, dun panic easily
5. Able stand in tension condition

I wan get improvement compare with previous ......

tired~

2007-10-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

Duno since from when, i ll wake up automatically around 530am ...sometime even 4am ++. Once i wake up, and i cant sleep again...from 20 Sept till 2day, almost 3 weeks i didn sleep... cause me felt TIRED, TIRED and TIRED!!!! Dis morning i felt dizzy once i was wake up, and start getting cough and flu, i was wonder whether i not enough sleep, cause my immune system become low, easily get virus attack....aih...i wan my sleeping time back!!! :( .... Although working life is tired and even lack of time for me to do other things... so, i really need to learn cherish time that given by God wisely, i dun wan my daily life only working working and working, wanna do some meaningful things in my life!!! dun wan let my life feel emptiness. Hope my life can blessing other people who around me....

23 bday

2007-09-26T19:10:00.001+08:00

blow candle ~

Me with Birthday cake~~

Thanks for u all--> Sao Chew, Wei Chin, Eric and Steve
celebrate my birthday at Redbox~
I getting old already~ :(
Thanks all my frenzs who sms me ...

Old Monash campus~

2007-09-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

front door for examination hall~~

A place where students stressed inside~ Examination Hall

Library~~ place for FT, gerel and me study

sunway collage car park

Explore in gent wash room?? guess what we gonna do inside ...

our demo~ kian qing

Gerel, wat r you looking ah??!!

3 of us look like "charlie angel" la...hehe
(at tutorial room)

MISS MY UNI LIFE!!!!!

Malacca trip (4/7/07)

2007-09-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

Restaurant that famous with chicken rice ball

chicken rice ball, with chicken~~yummy!!

feel so good eat Cendol after walked quite a long time under sun...

Gerel, come and take a photo with dis "ancient" door

me with cendol~ yee pee!!

(after enjoyed with cendol, need let my stomach hv a rest 1st before continue with "lo lo"..
i was waiting for "lo lo restaurant"open.. spend my time in McD..)
sure you all think i was crazy..how come went for the trip still bring along with a book?? But, dis is "ME" cos i know sometime we ll spend some time in waiting ...to prevent wasting my time, normally i ll bring along a book to spend my waiting time... m i clever nia???hehe...

gerel~ keep in touch ya!!

finally, can eat "lo lo"..
Juwim, too bad, you r not ard!! sure ll hv more fun when u r with us!!

too hot~~ i was searching for tissues..hehe

Finally, get all these photo from gerel and i can blog it as well...
On 4/7/07 (after went back from genting trip, three of us [gerel, fang theng and me] decided went to malacca before all of us went back to our own hometown, purposely went there eat foods over there) ....Really have fun although was tired at tht time...

Pal, miss you all nia~~

2007-09-23T17:22:00.000+08:00

Hey, dude.. all of us been separated quite a long time after finish our final exam.. somemore not really had time for chatting on graduation day... and all of us already start our own life, our new journey at different place... although we had been separated by distance, but i really hope all of you, happy always, all the best for you all future, keep on move our steps toward our future..

Just now view photos that had been upload by Wan Ting... suddenly feel wan see you all...I really miss you all... Miss the time when we been together... and i know we need looking forward for the future, impossible all of us always stay together cos all of us had our own journey need to goes on...anyway, always love you all...~~ keep in touch ya...

一番对HL 说的话

2007-09-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

HL, i had been know you since i was study in Monash university...
i really c that you growth a lots and even become more self-confident (which i was lackin)... i really feel happy with you..not only dat, because you treated me as your best friend, share your problems with me... and this is definition of "FRIENDS" in my dictionary, no matter in what kind of situation either happy or sad, we willing to share our problem, share our happiness with each other...

Remember what i had been told you through msn? dun ever give up easily...try to look ways to settle problem, i always believe that sure there have a way is open for us de...apart from that, cherish the time when you can spend with him, because that is the time for both of you share the same memory--> is sweet memory, which always ll b in mind and heart...so dun waste the time...

Because you are my best friend, i really hope can c you always happy and filled with happiness in your heart. To b honest, i dun wan see you regret in future with the decision that you had make.. cos most of the people regret when they lose someone who they really love and care....at the time, all become meaningless and useless already ... so i dun wan this happen on you..

Finally, just wan share a short message to you... this message i get from one of my frenz.. quite meaningful..
有人说过三个过程是连续的：失去，遗憾和珍惜。很多的人都是失去了才懂得遗憾，可是不知道只要珍惜就能避开这个过程。所以从现在开始珍惜你身边的每一刻，把珍惜这两个字记在心里！！！

start my new journey

2007-09-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday was my graduation ceremony....
and this Thursday was my 1st day working in BP lab ( near ss15)...
which is a new environment for me,
people over there also new for me...
my lifestyle also change ( need wake up so early)...
everythings are totally new for me...
and working life was totally different from study life....
What i can said was :-
"Graduation is the end of my student journey, yet, begin another long journey"

Working On it, Su Yi ~ for your future!!!!

Temporary hairstyle~

2007-09-14T11:47:00.000+08:00

That is Me~ look from the front

HOw u all think bout my temporary new hairstyle???

look from the side~~ >___<

look from the back~
Actually, Long time ago i wan perm my hair...
due to scare it wont reach the effect tht i wan...
so i decide wan try temporary perm my hair..
if curly hair not match v my face, at tht time i still can wash my hair,
then curly hair ll "gone"..
haha...Mana tau after perm my hair~~ feel quite nice v this new hairstyle...
can consider wan perm my hair ....woo hoo...

Alor Setar (3D2N trip)

2007-09-13T17:25:00.000+08:00

Three Days and Two Night trip at Alor Setar... was quite nice for me although i travel alone!!! BUt i was quite enjoyed on it...can see the scenery all the way to alor setar, sleep, read a book to spend my time when i was on the bus..I take 12.15pm bus went to Alor Setar... and u all guess how long for my journey reached there??? haha...Answer was 8 hours... really cant believe it would take so long to reach there...cos normally take 5 - 6 hours only...ard 8pm ++ i reached over there...at tht time i was damn hungry..cos whole day i didn eat any carbohydrate...

When i met pastor whole family... i really cant believe my eyes.. Shan Meay who only 11 years old primary school student, can b taller than me.... even almost as tall as her daddy...however, for Ruth (Ying En) is thin and tall as pastor....in conclusion, i can said that, Tall gen in Shan Meay and Ruth are inherit from you la...

The next day, pastor, his wife and her daughter bring me few place such as Menara Alor Setar (that build by previous prime minister), Gunung Keriang (only gunung that u can c in Alor Setar), Padi Muzeum...

Honestly, these few days in Kedah...Really relax and happy...have a nice chat with Pastor and His wife.. Thanks for everything that both of u done for me... i really appreciate dis.... i ll keep on move my step... for my life.. is time for me move toward my future....although is hard.... but i knw dat God is the one always beside me.. He always is my strength to face everything...
Su YI, Gambateh nia!!!!

yepee!!

2007-09-08T10:31:00.000+08:00

been wait for quite a long time
Today is the important day for me~
Haha.. is my graduation ceremony at Sunway Lagoon Resort Hotel
Can meet up with all my uni friends...
And Those friends who long time i didn meet ...
MIss you all nia~~~ Muaks!!!

不能说的秘密~from Jay

2007-09-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

自从看了"不能说的秘密"这部戏后,便很喜欢听钢琴的声音...
而这首歌的旋律真的真的真的很好听...
希望朋友们有空可以download 这首歌听...

一公升的眼泪

2007-09-02T22:54:00.000+08:00

“一公升眼泪”的其中一首歌
谁有看这部日本戏剧，我想一定知道并且也会喜欢这首歌。。。

灰色的一天~

2007-08-30T10:02:00.000+08:00

早上起床，天阴阴的，不知道为什么我的心情也跟着往下沉，怎样也提不起劲来。。以前的我绝对不让天气影响我那天的心情。。。然而今天却是被灰灰的天空，没有强烈的阳光给影响了我的心情。顿时一阵地思念从我的内心发出，思念着我的婆婆，他的脸，他的声音。。。回想起当天他离开我的情景，回想起当天看见他躺在病床上和以往一样，但唯一的不同是他没有了呼吸，不会在动，不会再笑，不会再说话。。
淑仪，remember with "Unspoken Promise"...
because of this, you have to keep on you steps...
不要泄气。。加油加油！！！

cherish~

2007-08-30T09:39:00.000+08:00

因为珍惜所以不想伤害。。
只想看见笑脸，幸福的笑容。。
只想听见幸福的笑声。。。
就是这么的简单。。